Unsent messages to JORDI
From: ABC
To: Jordi
I both hate and love you. You make me so conflicted. I feel awful for small mistakes; hearing you sad makes me feel like dying. When you're happy I'm on cloud nine. I hate how it makes me feel, but I love that it makes you happy even if its for a little while. A small smile or hm in happiness brightens my day. I want to be in your arms. To be yours as something more as mushy as it sounds. But, I know if I ever love you it will always be one sided. Or by chance you ever love me, I would've given up. Because that's how luck works. And I still need to accept that I might be yours for a short time but not a long time. You will be the first person I would've ever truly loved but you will be my last. Because I don't want to go through pain and suffering again as I have with you. I know it'll hurt me and it will hurt like a bitch if I keep these feelings. But I can't stop loving you jordi. And for that I hate you for it. I hate that I love you.
Iris.
From: ABC
To: Jordi
no matter how much i tell you i dont like you following new girls or liking their pics you still do. why do you do it? you think they have to be pretty or something to follow n guess what? all the girls u follow look the same. but the crazy part is i dont look like ANY of them.
From: ABC
To: Jordi
ur times gonna come, just wait babes. one day the universe is gonna pay u back for all the shit it gave u. but u won't be able to experience that unless u stay. until then, just stay alive for me. for urself. everything's going to be okay. i promise.
From: ABC
To: Jordi
I’m sorry I couldn’t love you back. I still remember the color you wore when we first met.
From: ABC
To: Jordi
i dont think ill ever forget those dates and the way i felt going out with you
From: ABC
To: Jordi
i love you so much you are all i could ever wish for and more
From: ABC
To: Jordi
how lucky am I to be yours, you are the brightest light in my life.
From: ABC
To: Jordi
I love you, I know your feelings for me have changed Ill still wait for you even if you move on.
From: ABC
To: Jordi
You said younever loved me but what matters is I loved you. I hope she makes you happy..
From: ABC
To: Jordi
I miss us, we were THE duo. Idk if we are even that close anymore. It hurts and I feel alone.
From: ABC
To: Jordi
I love you with all my heart, your such an amazing friend <3
