hi darling, this is the second one of these ive written. its 12:30am and i need to be fucking asleep and yet im thinking about you, like always.
i tell the fucking stars about you, the moon. orion. you are the only boy in the fucking universe i would ever do this for. you are the only one. i will ever do this for. it pains me so much to not be in ur arms right now. i would do anything for ur happiness. my twin flame. my fucking fire. god i love u and im sorry its taking this long dray.i just feel helpless, like i have no abilites. i know this isnt true but its so hard. u are the 1st boy i have ever loved and we havent even been together. someone ive never met. fuck ur eyes. u little dip shit how am i so fucking in love with u. i am coming tonight. i fucking promise. no fucking excuses i dont give a fuck at all. tonight im seeing u.
i love u endlessly tonight is the night sweetheart.
love, c

Do you feel like there’s a piece of you missing?
I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up…