From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: November 6, 2023, 4:51 pm UTC
i really miss you dude.
it’s been too long since you made me laugh.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: November 3, 2023, 10:36 am UTC
there's so much i want to do with you & say to you, but i'm not scheduled into your routine anymore.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: November 2, 2023, 9:19 am UTC
You know i really want us to work but ur making it hard for me. I really do miss the old u.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: November 2, 2023, 4:26 am UTC
I know you care but why can’t you love me deeply
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 29, 2023, 1:31 am UTC
I give up I waited for us to get back together
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 28, 2023, 10:25 pm UTC
I'm sorry for causing you too much stress and pain. I'm sorry for being stubborn. I'll be better.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 28, 2023, 5:25 am UTC
I miss you, I still do. Iloveyou even tho you’re not mine anymore.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 26, 2023, 2:12 pm UTC
i don't think you realize what you did to me.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 24, 2023, 11:42 pm UTC
i loved u so much
I'm sorry for the way it ended but not for how I felt
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 22, 2023, 12:23 am UTC
There is a reason we ended up together
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 20, 2023, 4:02 am UTC
You made me feel safe. I’ll never forget it.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 19, 2023, 10:39 am UTC
I love you and I’m worried about you I don’t want you to go, I want to stop you. I don’t know how.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 14, 2023, 4:55 am UTC
I can't move on, I still love you.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 13, 2023, 8:20 am UTC
You don’t kiss someone like that if you don’t love them
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 12, 2023, 10:16 pm UTC
i wish you could’ve changed for us. maybe we could’ve worked.i hate i still love for u
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: October 2, 2023, 10:59 pm UTC
you will never look at me the way i want you to look at me, i still love you tho
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: September 26, 2023, 12:30 am UTC
I’m sorry I can’t forget your favorite color is yellow and I’m sorry I can’t forgive you.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: September 20, 2023, 1:56 pm UTC
i wish you would just explain to me why but you won‘t and i hate you for that
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: August 25, 2023, 12:05 am UTC
I love you I hope you always know that <3
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: August 10, 2023, 8:53 pm UTC
why did you leave me when you knew you were my everything?
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: July 22, 2023, 1:20 am UTC
i know im losing you and it’s breaking me. im so sorry
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:01 pm UTC
i miss you. i hope we meet again someday. i love you always x
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:17 pm UTC
why wasn’t i worth knowing the truth? why lie to me for months?
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: July 18, 2023, 4:00 pm UTC
i regret my ignorance and beg for your forgiveness
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:33 am UTC
I'm sorry for messing up, I am so happy you're back in my life
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: July 11, 2023, 3:25 am UTC
you told me that i was special, was that all a lie?
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 16, 2021, 4:07 am UTC
hey man. umm i miss u and i really wish we could j talk. like actually have a nice convo. and i’m basically still in love w u lol
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:27 am UTC
I love you. so much. and i know we aren't meant for each other and that this not going to last and that is what hurts me the most.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:41 am UTC
When you told me about you hooking up people , it made me so sad. I can't say anything because you're my friend and that's the only thing that keeps us in touch. Am I that hard to love? After all this time, I still have feelings. Wish you could facetime or text or call me first instead of me...
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:43 am UTC
I knew you were just using me the whole time but I just let it happen. That was obviously a mistake and I wish I didn’t start talking to you in the first place. I shouldn’t have caved into those fantasies you left in my brain because all they did was distract me from reality.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:54 am UTC
I don't regret the 4 years we spent together. I do have a lot of trauma from it and its hard to let anyone in after you. I know I was bad to you, but I just wonder why you took out your anger on me. I hope your happy and I'm always in your corner.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 9, 2021, 12:08 am UTC
hi. i know we haven’t talked for a bit and we’ve both moved on with our lives, i just wanted to thank you for sticking by me. i’m sorry for letting you go it was so hard for me and i know i shouldn’t have pushed you away if i still wanted you but i felt like i would just move on and having you close would just remind me of our past. i really wish i didn’t push you away like i did but i just remember everything happens for a reason. everybody at the time told me i had to leave you behind because we weren’t made for eachother. i’m sorry. the color green reminds me of us. i don’t know why it just does. everytime i see a christmas tree i think of you. it’s been almost 2 months since we last spoke. some days it’s hard but i know i will find somebody else that will make me happy like you did.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:59 am UTC
I'll never forget you or the way you left. It wasn't fair, the games you played. My heart is sand for the next guy because of you. I hope you had the best 2 years of your life. Goodbye
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 7, 2021, 12:33 pm UTC
Thank you for being a good friend. I was friendzoned to the max but I know you deserve someone much better than me.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 7, 2021, 12:16 pm UTC
I don't love you anymore, but I did once. I'm sorry for everything. I wish I could've made things work.
From: ABC
To: patrick
Date: January 6, 2021, 8:58 pm UTC
I still love you, and I'll always do. I won't ever tell you because it would hurt our friendship for sure. You care so much about me, never has anyone cared this much. Thank you for making me feel so loved.