Unsent Messages

hi. i know we haven’t talked for a bit and we’ve both moved on with our lives, i just wanted to thank you for sticking by me. i’m sorry for letting you go it was so hard for me and i know i shouldn’t have pushed you away if i still wanted you but i felt like i would just move on and having you close would just remind me of our past. i really wish i didn’t push you away like i did but i just remember everything happens for a reason. everybody at the time told me i had to leave you behind because we weren’t made for eachother. i’m sorry. the color green reminds me of us. i don’t know why it just does. everytime i see a christmas tree i think of you. it’s been almost 2 months since we last spoke. some days it’s hard but i know i will find somebody else that will make me happy like you did.