Unsent messages to NICHOLAS
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: November 12, 2023, 1:40 pm UTC
You truly are the best thing to ever happen to me. You showed me, that I am worth loving.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: November 6, 2023, 12:09 am UTC
i miss you. i know i shouldn’t but i do. you were absolutely everything to me
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: November 1, 2023, 12:28 am UTC
i really wanted u to like me. i wanted u to at least hide it if you didn't. not avoid me constantly.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: October 25, 2023, 1:30 pm UTC
All I ever wanted was you I constantly wonder why you choose someone else what did I do wrong
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: October 16, 2023, 2:04 am UTC
I don’t know if I can confess to you, I don’t want to ruin our friendship for a relationship
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: October 14, 2023, 8:21 pm UTC
when i said i loved you as a friend i was really hoping you could see the truth on my face
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: September 17, 2023, 3:00 pm UTC
i love you but im not in love with you mi amor.. im sorry i hurt you..i am
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: September 12, 2023, 6:16 am UTC
you were my best friend, that's really all. i just need a goodbye, or to tell you everything.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: September 5, 2023, 9:09 am UTC
i still love you no matter how bad you treated me
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: September 3, 2023, 7:05 am UTC
you made me feel something real then you just left
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: August 29, 2023, 3:09 pm UTC
I hate myself for still loving you.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: August 26, 2023, 9:03 pm UTC
you show up in my dreams often. you don’t even know my name.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: August 25, 2023, 10:07 pm UTC
You must find another house to haunt now
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: August 17, 2023, 12:00 am UTC
I want you so bad please just give me a chance
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: July 22, 2023, 12:42 am UTC
I hate what you did but I'm in love with who did it
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:05 pm UTC
i’m sorry. you weren’t a second choice.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: July 14, 2023, 4:15 am UTC
you are everything i have ever wanted
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: January 18, 2021, 10:53 am UTC
i miss watching you laugh, i miss your smile, i miss looking into your eyes and falling in love all over again
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: January 13, 2021, 5:26 am UTC
I know its supposed to be first love, but technically you are my first love. I feel like Ive never experienced love before I met you and I hope this feeling lasts forever.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:08 pm UTC
I wasn’t crying over you. I was crying over scared about having pink eye, there was literally something in my eye all day. I also don’t like green because of you. Don’t be full of yourself.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: January 10, 2021, 5:10 am UTC
i wish you love me the way i love you you won’t get out of my mind no matter how hard i try please let me be happy
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: January 7, 2021, 4:13 am UTC
You seem mad at me and tired of me already. I wish you would tell me that everything between us is fine and if it's not, then tell me now and don't lead me on.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: January 6, 2021, 10:56 pm UTC
You saw me crying, you always knew when something was wrong but when I needed your embrace, you kept walking.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 28, 2020, 10:40 am UTC
I wish I could get you out of my head. I know probably nothing will ever happen, but I can't help being a little hopeful.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 28, 2020, 6:15 am UTC
for some reason i believe that you’re the one for me, and that one day i’ll be the one for you too.
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From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 27, 2020, 4:53 am UTC
You broke my heart and I miss you every day, i know you dont want me anymore but why'd you have to hurt me the way you did
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 23, 2020, 3:14 am UTC
I am really sorry for letting you like me for so long even though I didn't feel the same. I miss your friendship so much
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 21, 2020, 7:05 am UTC
i know it’s stupid but part of me still believes you’re my soulmate and that we’ll come back to one another eventually
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 13, 2020, 3:54 pm UTC
thank you for all your help in bio
i hope you dont think im a total loser weirdo freak
i just want to hold your hand
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:25 am UTC
i’m no longer allowing myself to be available whenever you need me. 4 years of knowing you and not once have you reached out first. letting go breaks me. i’ll miss you.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
i miss you. i wish i had kissed you. i wish you were old and mature enough to understand i was the realest thing youve ever known. ill always love you.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:13 am UTC
i miss you everyday. i wish we could go back and do it all again. i hope she makes you happier than i thought i did. i still love you.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:30 pm UTC
it’s been a month. i still think about you everyday. i’m not in love with you anymore but i still have so much love for you. i hope you are doing okay, and i hope everything works out for you. i wish we could go back to the way things were but i guess the only way now is forward, even tho it’s so hard to go forward without you. 8 months and i wish we could start them again just to spend more time with you. i miss you more and more everyday my love
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 12, 2020, 2:56 am UTC
Although you will never know that this is me writing this, I just want to say that I love you. From your beautiful eyes to your amazing smile you have never failed to bring me joy. Keep doing you. Much love
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 12, 2020, 12:04 am UTC
Even though things were never resolved you’re still special to me. Even if I was idealizing you to be someone you’re not. Thank you for being someone that I could look up to. Thank you for inspiring me to become a better person. Thank you for being the first person that I was able to relate my life experiences with. Even though I will never get closure if you had feelings.. even if I’m not even on your mind.. even if we don’t talk..you’ll always mean something to me. I loved you and even if those romantic feelings are gone I still admire you for who you are. I wish nothing but happiness and someone to love you more than I did. Because of you I’m able to set higher standards for myself. I understand my worth now. Thank you for being someone I loved even though we were never a thing. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 11, 2020, 7:20 am UTC
Here I am again writing on this hoping you will come across this. Because my pride just wouldn't let me reach out to you . I hate that I can't see the color red without thinking of you. I often think of us and realize it was just another case of right person wrong time, because I just know we would be so powerful together. I love the kind of person I become when I am around you. You motivate me , the way you carry yourself is what stood out the moment I met you. I have never experienced love till now I think. I just hate the way you disappear and come back months later , I hate that I still allow you back into my life knowing you're just destined to leave. I hate that you make me feel this way because I know I shouldn't . And at the end of the day I will truly never know how you feel. But I am holding on to the slightest bit of hope at this point, but I can only hang on for so long. Before I decide to fully move on so Nic, please do something I really want you in my life. before it is truly too late :p
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:16 am UTC
I hate that we went thru all that to be strangers again:/ i still miss and love you, but the old you. idk who you are anymore. U deserve the world nick, wish i could’ve told u this in person. But i still love you
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 6, 2020, 3:39 am UTC
sparks flew when i first saw you. but those sparks caught fire and burnt me down leaving me with nothing
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 4, 2020, 3:31 am UTC
why do you keep doing this to me, we've been on this same off and on cycle for two years now, if you really liked me you would let me go
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: December 2, 2020, 1:12 pm UTC
you're an asshole, i'm glad i dumped you, so so glad because otherwise I would be madly in love with you
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: November 24, 2020, 8:11 am UTC
Not my first love but, i wish you would let me in. To show you i’m not gonna leave. Instead you left first for a little bit then came back
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: November 23, 2020, 10:15 am UTC
Thank you for being my first love, you mean the world to me. You are the most amazing, kind, caring and beautiful man I have ever met. I can’t thank you enough for all that you’ve done, I look forward to getting married soon. - Love always, your lil strawberry, M. ♡
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: November 10, 2020, 6:16 am UTC
I wish it would have worked out, but now we get to experience other people & i know we’ll come back to eachother. we always do.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: November 9, 2020, 11:39 am UTC
this color remind me the blood i’ve bled because of you and . was it really necessary to hurt me so badly for a little of love?
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: November 4, 2020, 8:17 pm UTC
I didn’t wanna hurt you, I swear I didn’t. I would give anything to go back to that fucking night and change it.
From: ABC
To: Nicholas
Date: October 28, 2020, 2:46 pm UTC
here we are almost 3 months later and i still think if you asked me to i'd run back to you although it woudn't be the right thing.
