hey bubba, i don't think you'll ever see this. i miss you so much. i wish i could tell you that i'll wait for you. it's supposed to be always and forever, right? i just miss your voice and how you called me your babydoll.

you, my dear. are perfect. don’t let anyone else to u that. please keep ur head up. i love you. i wanna spend the rest of my life with you and i still haven’t gotten the guts to let ya know but please hold on for me ❤️

I wish I didn't respond to you a few weeks ago. I regret even texting you this week too. You don't say anything back to me anymore. It's like talking to a damn wall, where I just listen to my own voice bounce against it to emphasize how quiet it really is. Just be real with me Eli. I'm so damn tired. I just wish I could have my friend back and have a good talk with him like before. Please, just one last time.

I’ll be sure to send you a video with that fat dick down my throat like V. I know you’d like that, my little cluck. #toxic

I wish you were different. I wasn't ready to end things, but you wern't ready to change. You are my yellow.

Purple like those plastic handcuffs and the six inch that I used to shove up your arse. Can she do it any better? Doubt it, all the fucking cunt does is cry. ? pity

i still have feelings for you and i always will. i compare every guy to you and am convinced youre perfect for me. i wish we could have something together but some things just arent meant to be.

I wish I was better for you, I loved you the way you deserve bc you deserve the world.. you’re the best person I ever met and losing you was the worst thing ever

I’m sorry for being a bitch but i honestly loved you which and you led me on to darkness. You are an asshole and i genuinely hope you don’t get anything you want in life, i think i still love you

you may not remember the day you moved my hair out of my eyes while we napped, but i do. i think about it all the time; you mean so much to me...

how do i start? you are so fucking important to me, i don’t understand why i like you or how but i just do. i just wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. everything you do is so perfect to me, even when you mess up. i just want to spend every moment with you but i probably won’t get to because i’ll never tell you any of this... i love you :)

I know it seems like I'm forgetting about you, but I swear I'm not. I just need to move on bc you have. None of these guys will ever be you. Love you always.

i love you. i love you so fucking much, but you love her. and that’s okay. she’s just the better version of me

I should have told you how in love with you I was, how much your smile brightened up my day. I should have told you how the butterflies in my stomach fluttered around just because of you and how my fingers trembled when you held me. I miss you.

you are my stepbrother but still told me u wanted to touch me and had thoughts i was honest and told the truth about what happened but nobody believes me.

Thank you for making me feel more loveable, and special. I wish those moments could’ve lasted longer, and I could’ve helped you when you were struggling. I wonder if you truly meant everything you said and if you felt as strongly as I did. I hope you know everything I did was genuine and I wish I was enough to stop you from hurting.

it wasn't you, it was me. I'm grateful for the time we had together, even thought i know your not. I wish that it didn't have to end the way it did. I wish that you could accept I had different opinions than you did. I hope you do find real love one day, I'm sorry I wasn't able to return your love. Goodbye.

Bitch. I really thought we were gonna date LMAO. i gave u money and cherished u. i hope u and ur ugly ass gf break up u whore. i pray that u stub ur toe and step on lrgos everyday. whore bitch give my shit back

hi... if you’re reading this i miss you very much and you’re only 11 minutes away??‍♀️i know it’s nothing i did but i still hurt sometimes ya know and i want to be there to help you through whatever it is?

this is my second one to you but only because i wanted to make it clear how much you mean to me and how much i never want to lose that but like things happen and i mean if you don’t want to be in my life then that’s fine anyways i’ll leave you for now❤️?

it’s bad two years later i still have a feeling for you. you told me to wait. the pain hurt too much. i’m not the same person i was when you met me. i’m a lot better now. you’d be lucky to have me. i forgot what you looked like. what your voice sounded like. i miss you, but i don’t miss the pain.

Hope you're doing well. Still too busy to send a text? I guess so and I'm fine with that. The holidays are coming up, so I hope you have a place and people to hang with up there. Stay safe and all that.

The day you told me my friends asked you to play with my feelings, I was set free. Thank you for saving me.

You tell me to do my own thing and do me.. but then you ask me to lay in bed with you everytime I see you.. I’m confused.. I want you

You used me and I was always your second choice . I dropped you because I needed to.You’re so toxic and I hate you

I wish you would just tell me how you're feeling and what's on your mind. I already have an idea, but I want to hear it from you.

Please leave her. I know you think you love her but you're so toxic for each other. Please. For her sake.

Caving in and texting you after a month of not even talking is probably the worst idea I've ever had. Feels like shit but some part of me hopes you'll say something back, but the other side doesn't want to hear from you. Maybe it all is like this for a reason, Eli. It's so damn hard though, I swear. It'll all be how it'll be eventually. Hope you're doing better.

I wonder how many times you fucked my ass then went and shoved that shit down her throat, that is so adorable. You always come back to me even when I don’t want you too. ??

Average life expectancy for a meth user, ovbi not long. How are you still here. Ps how’s Tyson? He looks like a smashed in avocado just like u xxxo

i miss you. what did i do to deserve it. you know what i’m talking about. i understand we were young but it hurt. a lot. and i am always going to remember you no matter what. i was in love. young and in love. maybe we weren’t meant to be? is that it? i hated you for months elijah. i miss you so very much and when you texted me the other day, i had hope. i finally had hope. but of course you had to leave me on read when you were literally the one who texted first, reminding me of the good days, watching movies at the same time, sending playlists to each other, playing the emoji game, and truth or dare. it made me realize how i will always need you. i know you will never see this but i just wanted to tell you i will always fall for you in a heartbeat. no matter how old i am. i always go back to you. i think of you at night when i’m about to fall asleep, even when i try my hardest to think about someone or something else, my mind seems to replace others names with yours. is it a sign? are we soulmates? is it the universe telling me we should be together? it’s always you. and always will be. i wonder if you ever think about me. when you told me you watched a certain movie that reminded you of me, it made me think that maybe i would have a second chance. especially because you said you had watched it yesterday, meaning you thought of me and you spent a whole night and day thinking of me. i love you forever elijah. forever and always. goodbye.

you were the first guy that showed me that I'm so much more than just my body I fell for you so quickly and my heart shattered when you had to leave....even tho we were together for such a short time you managed to fix my expectations on love and I am forever grateful that I got to meet you

I wish I hang out with you one last time before you go, just the two of us like old times, because I know once you leave, I'm not going to see you anymore. I wish you nothing but the best. Take care of yourself Eli. Have fun up there.

you weren't necessarily my first love, but definitely the one that left a big impact on me. I miss you more than anything, and I wish your mental health didn't get as bad as it did. I love you forever n always. Thank you for everything

When I was going to say I had a crush on you for 4 years. You really had to move to Australia before I could say anything #bruh

I can feel us growing distant again and I hate it. I wish you would just tell me how you feel and get it over with so I don't have to keep guessing.

I'm so glad she moved away you were so toxic and she deserved better. She was too scared to leave you

I miss you and I hope you’re doing okay. That’s all. When you said you didn’t think anyone could love you I should have told you that’s not true because I do. But it’s too late now and the sun has set on whatever we had so here’s to hoping it’ll work out in another lifetime.

I hate that you’re gonna miss out on the last few days of this house, but our new house is always gonna have space for you bro

Brown..haha like coffee. I miss our talks, I'm sorry. please unblock me and talk to me. I don't want the guys in my DMS, I want you.

Why’d you beg me for a 2nd chance just to play me worst that the last guy. I told you what I’ve been through fuck you.

Fuck you for breaking me. YOU BEGGED FOR THIS CHANCE and what it was nothing to you. Put my pride aside and went with my heart should’ve trusted my gut. I genuinely thought you loved me. You know my whole family why? How could you do that to me. I hate you. I want nothing to do with you ever again in my life. After years I’m finally over you. Goodbye

Thank you for loving me and making me love myself. You are perfect in every way. You never fail to amaze me. I love you endlessly.

This website is stupid and someones impersonating me. You know that if I have something to say I'll say it to your face and I'd never not once beg for your attention. Have a wonderful day bee, the weathers too nice to worry about me.

I am finally over you, thank god, because I deserved so much better than you, maybe I didn't know it at that time but I absolutely did. It took you leaving me to realize that, so thank you for letting me grow and become a happier person. You broke me and had too much power over me for too long, now it is all gone.

i think i might love you. i know everything about you, i remember everything youve told, its crazy how in love you can be with a person and them not love you back. i first noticed you in 6th grade but you liked her and i wanted you, but you wanted her.

I'm done chasing. If you really love me, prove it. If you only want me around to not feel alone, leave me be.

Oh god moron please don’t fucking breed

It’ll just be another tragic fantasy of yours that will end in ruins so so sad

You can stop writing in gramps name, stop literal stealing my sentences and move the fuck on, thank you that is ALL I ask ??

Actually wait I am a liar, all I really want is for you to fucking die I really don wanna see your ugly meth mutt face anymore ??