Unsent messages to NATHANIEL
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: November 1, 2023, 10:22 am UTC
I miss you so much.. more than you'll ever know:)
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: November 1, 2023, 10:19 am UTC
You know I deserved better and yet you treated me that way
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: October 29, 2023, 11:34 pm UTC
I wish we would’ve worked out, i’m still waiting for you in silence, i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: October 22, 2023, 10:52 am UTC
You said you wouldn’t abandon me.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: October 19, 2023, 11:58 am UTC
I wish we could go back to how it was before
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: October 18, 2023, 7:36 pm UTC
I will always be proud of you, babi. I'm ready to forget you.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: October 10, 2023, 3:12 am UTC
I dream of us building a house and being together forever. I hope you feel the same
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: October 3, 2023, 2:15 am UTC
I wish you loved me as much as I loved you.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: October 3, 2023, 1:37 am UTC
it’s been 9 months and i’m still not over you.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: August 31, 2023, 2:11 pm UTC
Thank you for coming into my life again
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: August 27, 2023, 11:04 pm UTC
i’m so glad i’m back in your life.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: August 22, 2023, 9:21 pm UTC
u hurt me so much but i still love you more than myself
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: August 22, 2023, 4:37 am UTC
to the prettiest boy, I'm so happy to call you mine <3
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: August 19, 2023, 8:05 am UTC
you’re so pretty I stare at you wayyy too much
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: August 15, 2023, 8:50 pm UTC
I do not forgive you but I wish I could forget that I miss you
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: July 11, 2023, 3:46 am UTC
you make me so happy, I hope you keep me around :)
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: July 10, 2023, 4:18 am UTC
i hope one day we could cross paths and try again.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:52 am UTC
you saved me. thank you for that. ik u said u liked me but do u really? if u do that’s good because I really really like you. When I talk to you no one else matters
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 14, 2021, 9:59 am UTC
I wish I could be better for you but I can't control what happened in the past or change it can we just create a better future
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:29 am UTC
You made my heart pound, I’m so grateful for the friendship we had before drifting apart. The only thing I’ll say is that She deserved better than when you left Her
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:52 pm UTC
I seriously have never felt more in love with someone in my life. You’re so amazing and just everything i’ve ever wanted. I love you ❤️
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 7, 2021, 3:17 pm UTC
You confuse me, like I can't read you? Trying to poke holes in your demeanour ugh. Ah well, we'll see.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 7, 2021, 1:54 am UTC
i never really understood what happened to us, and it still hurts to see you during school, i got over you, but i know i’ll never get over the feeling i get when i see you, or hear your voice. you were a good first love though, so, thank you.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 4, 2021, 2:09 am UTC
I loved and still love everything about you. It hurts to pretend I’m okay with not having you as more than we are, but it would hurt a hell of a lot more if you were gone forever. You’re the one person I truly just connect with and it’s shitty to try and imagine being with someone else because I can’t see how it will be the same. I’d do everything and more for you if I could, and it hurts to know that I’ll never be able to act upon the things I’d love to do
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:03 pm UTC
I needed you to wipe my tears. I needed your presence. You were there for every other being.
I’m clearly not one you care about.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:13 am UTC
it hurts so much thinking about you..and loving you...i wish i could stop. i wish all the pain would go away. i know ur looking at her, it eats away at my soul but i stay quiet. i hate it. i hate it i hate it i fucking hate it. i cant stand to he around you anymore. but i have to play the role of a good friend right...i have to keep quiet about it right...
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:10 am UTC
i wish i could be the person i want to be. but im trying so hard yo be the person i think youd want me to be......and i hate it.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:52 pm UTC
ik i’m over you but my thought lead to you almost every day. i wish you didn’t do those things to me.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: December 31, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
i love you with all my heart i just want you to know i’m waiting for you .. please don’t forget about me..
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: December 31, 2020, 8:20 pm UTC
I knew we weren't going to last but thank you for helping me through the dark days. I miss your smile too much. Most of the time you were the only thing that made me happy but than you left
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: December 21, 2020, 6:39 am UTC
You violated me, physically, and emotionally. I won't forgive you, no matter how many times you ask,
Emma Grace
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: December 9, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
I honestly don’t know if I loved you. But I thought about you. I thought about you day and night and you made me smile so big. You know I forgot about you when you left but when I found out you were back in town after 2 years I cannot stop thinking about you. You aren’t the only person on my mind but you are definitely part of my confusion. I miss you
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:37 am UTC
Oh how i wish you could know how complete i felt with you by my side. I miss it. I miss you. I miss that wonderful feeling i would get when you and i would talk.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:59 pm UTC
I'm sorry, I was just trying to communicate what I was feeling and I didn't do it right. I'm just really really scared.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: December 1, 2020, 6:44 pm UTC
the most sweetest boy. thank you for all the love, and all the memories. your sweet words are cherished.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:06 pm UTC
It was weird. You know being young and not knowing what we were doing. Maybe if I waited, if I knew you at a different time. It might have worked. Who knows? I'm in a reality where you were the boy I loved first. Thank you for teaching me the fun in love, I'm learning still. But I know I want a goofy relationship because of you. Stay safe okay?
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: November 19, 2020, 7:00 am UTC
i still remember the nickname you gave me. i trusted you. why did you cut me off? what did i ever do to you. i thought you said we were meant to be. i guess we weren't. but i still miss you a lot.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:52 am UTC
honestly all those times i skip lunch, its bc i cant handle seeing the both of you. I'm ashamed of my jealousy and the pain i feel. i wish i could be a better friend, but honestly it just hurts so much that its not me.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:48 am UTC
i wish you could see how perfect you are. honestly I'm glad other people don't see it..or maybe they don't say anything. and I hope it stays that way. because sometimes..its like my little secret. I'm selfish but you really are the light of my life. i only wish I could be yours
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:45 am UTC
i hate that i get jealous. your feelings are valid but I still wish it were me. i love you so much and i would do anything for you, i'm sorry i'm not enough. i want to be enough.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: November 14, 2020, 4:42 pm UTC
i was alone, i had no friends. i needed someone to talk to without feeling judged. and just when i thought you might be the person to fill that void, you made up a shitty excuse and left me when i told you i wasn't ready to have sex. fuck you. i hope the pain comes back to you
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: November 1, 2020, 12:55 am UTC
I’m so sorry I fed you lies and made you believe I felt the same way when I know I didn’t. I’ll regret treating you that way for the rest of my life.
From: ABC
To: Nathaniel
Date: October 17, 2020, 6:29 am UTC
remember that time when i was like “but you are nathaniel” and you responded with “shut up J***th”? well i do. it was kinda funny how you cared enough to remember my middle name when you didn’t know a lot about me. i miss you and if you see this text me
