I loved and still love everything about you. It hurts to pretend I’m okay with not having you as more than we are, but it would hurt a hell of a lot more if you were gone forever. You’re the one person I truly just connect with and it’s shitty to try and imagine being with someone else because I can’t see how it will be the same. I’d do everything and more for you if I could, and it hurts to know that I’ll never be able to act upon the things I’d love to do