i still remember the nickname you gave me. i trusted you. why did you cut me off? what did i ever do to you. i thought you said we were meant to be. i guess we weren't. but i still miss you a lot.

It was weird. You know being young and not knowing what we were doing. Maybe if I waited, if I knew you at a different time. It might have worked. Who knows? I'm in a reality where you were the boy I loved first. Thank you for teaching me the fun in love, I'm learning still. But I know I want a goofy relationship because of you. Stay safe okay?

ik i’m over you but my thought lead to you almost every day. i wish you didn’t do those things to me.

Thank you for the memories. And thank you for the heart break. I wouldn’t be where i am today without it.

I haven't seen you in so long but I love and care so much for you and my heart aches to think about how alone you must of felt to do it.

i know we have talked about waiting, but i am in love with you and i wish we could be together
now instead of use friends.

i wish i could be the person i want to be. but im trying so hard yo be the person i think youd want me to be......and i hate it.

it hurts so much thinking about you..and loving you...i wish i could stop. i wish all the pain would go away. i know ur looking at her, it eats away at my soul but i stay quiet. i hate it. i hate it i hate it i fucking hate it. i cant stand to he around you anymore. but i have to play the role of a good friend right...i have to keep quiet about it right...

You made my heart pound, I’m so grateful for the friendship we had before drifting apart. The only thing I’ll say is that She deserved better than when you left Her

I needed you to wipe my tears. I needed your presence. You were there for every other being.
I’m clearly not one you care about.

remember that time when i was like “but you are nathaniel” and you responded with “shut up J***th”? well i do. it was kinda funny how you cared enough to remember my middle name when you didn’t know a lot about me. i miss you and if you see this text me

i hate that i get jealous. your feelings are valid but I still wish it were me. i love you so much and i would do anything for you, i'm sorry i'm not enough. i want to be enough.

i wish you could see how perfect you are. honestly I'm glad other people don't see it..or maybe they don't say anything. and I hope it stays that way. because sometimes..its like my little secret. I'm selfish but you really are the light of my life. i only wish I could be yours

honestly all those times i skip lunch, its bc i cant handle seeing the both of you. I'm ashamed of my jealousy and the pain i feel. i wish i could be a better friend, but honestly it just hurts so much that its not me.

I'm sorry, I was just trying to communicate what I was feeling and I didn't do it right. I'm just really really scared.

Oh how i wish you could know how complete i felt with you by my side. I miss it. I miss you. I miss that wonderful feeling i would get when you and i would talk.

Even though you did me so wrong, everyday I am thankful for having the opportunity to have a love like we did.

I knew we weren't going to last but thank you for helping me through the dark days. I miss your smile too much. Most of the time you were the only thing that made me happy but than you left

i love you with all my heart i just want you to know i’m waiting for you .. please don’t forget about me..

I honestly don’t know if I loved you. But I thought about you. I thought about you day and night and you made me smile so big. You know I forgot about you when you left but when I found out you were back in town after 2 years I cannot stop thinking about you. You aren’t the only person on my mind but you are definitely part of my confusion. I miss you

I wish I could be better for you but I can't control what happened in the past or change it can we just create a better future

i never really understood what happened to us, and it still hurts to see you during school, i got over you, but i know i’ll never get over the feeling i get when i see you, or hear your voice. you were a good first love though, so, thank you.

i was alone, i had no friends. i needed someone to talk to without feeling judged. and just when i thought you might be the person to fill that void, you made up a shitty excuse and left me when i told you i wasn't ready to have sex. fuck you. i hope the pain comes back to you

the most sweetest boy. thank you for all the love, and all the memories. your sweet words are cherished.

You confuse me, like I can't read you? Trying to poke holes in your demeanour ugh. Ah well, we'll see.

You violated me, physically, and emotionally. I won't forgive you, no matter how many times you ask,
Emma Grace

I’m so sorry I fed you lies and made you believe I felt the same way when I know I didn’t. I’ll regret treating you that way for the rest of my life.

I seriously have never felt more in love with someone in my life. You’re so amazing and just everything i’ve ever wanted. I love you ❤️

you saved me. thank you for that. ik u said u liked me but do u really? if u do that’s good because I really really like you. When I talk to you no one else matters

I loved and still love everything about you. It hurts to pretend I’m okay with not having you as more than we are, but it would hurt a hell of a lot more if you were gone forever. You’re the one person I truly just connect with and it’s shitty to try and imagine being with someone else because I can’t see how it will be the same. I’d do everything and more for you if I could, and it hurts to know that I’ll never be able to act upon the things I’d love to do

it’s been 5 months, and i’m dating someone else, but my heart will always have a soft spot for you.

I cry to you that I miss you&you immediately get on your stupid f-ing games. I hate you

my pretty pretty boy i miss you <3 you were the once in a lifetime friend

I wish you could understand how much I really loved you before telling me it was over

all I wanted you to do is to help me with our situation.

I think of you all time, so i sleep & yet you're in my dreams too.. i miss you & i know you don't

Do you think you could ever love me again like you used to? Is there any hope for an us again?

Did you ever feel bad about what you were doing? Am I as forgettable as your silence makes me feel?

i hope one day we could cross paths and try again.

i miss your touch

you make me so happy, I hope you keep me around :)

i love you, it’s ruining my life.

give her a better prom night than you gave me. all love.

i really really like you.we both had feelings for each other just at the wrong time. i like u sm.

i miss us :( I hope you’re doing well <3

please come back one day. i don't want to be your ex, i want to be your wife.

i miss u, i hope you're doing okay. <3

I cut off a piece of me and it lives in you. Hope it takes care of you. At last, Goodbye Nathaniel.

I miss us, I hope you'll never forget me.

it's my birthday. i still miss you. but you probably don't even think about me anymore.