Unsent messages to MARTIN
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 13, 2020, 7:41 am UTC
Hey martin, i am starting to really enjoy spending time talking to you but i don't think it's mutual. I know you talk to other girls. I hope i won't fall in too deep for you before i get hurt.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:14 am UTC
Me enamorĂ©, no querĂa, pero pasĂł, tĂș no querĂas terminar con el corazĂłn roto, y ahora yo soy la que lo tiene asĂ...
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:12 am UTC
i loved you man... i still do.
when i see you in public, my hearts drops to the street floor, you canât even look at me
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 10, 2020, 6:47 pm UTC
You r my first big love. I donât want to leave you but I donât can handle my life anymore. Sorry, i love you
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 10, 2020, 2:30 am UTC
you were the closest thing to my first love, everything you said to me made gave me butterflies, but you mean't none of it. someone new says all the same things you did. but it's not the same. its not you.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 8, 2020, 9:08 pm UTC
i don't know what i liked so much about you. maybe because you were my first love. i never thought about a future with you until you said, i can imagine us living together. so i stopped living in the present because i thought we had a future together but you were already planning a future with someone else. i don't think about you as often anymore so it's not too bad. i realised that i never told you how much i loved you, maybe if i did you would still be holding my hand. i got better, i forgot about you, met some lovely people and learned to love myself again. but one day i looked in the mirror and cried for the first time in a while. i was crying because i suddenly missed you so much. every time i feel terrible or hurt, i just wanted to call you and see you but i could never. i know you aren't thinking about me anymore because you found someone who you loved truly. but no matter the time or place, i'll always be thinking of you and wishing you all the happiness. i hope you're doing well, maybe in the future i would've cried because of someone else and not you. love, yours
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:40 pm UTC
I fucking love you , and u keep convincing me that u r not good enough and worth of love. know what ? U r 4 me! Hate to say that but I love stoopid;(
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 8, 2020, 10:33 am UTC
Since weâve been texting more lately, do you want to fuck me? I think we both could use that at the moment.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:38 am UTC
Me rompiste de maneras inexplicables, fui ingenua y confiĂ© por primera vez en alguien, era demasiado estĂșpida y pequeña para entenderlo. Me mentiste en la cara, me enamoraste y me tiraste como un trozo de papel. Lo nuestro jamĂĄs fue real y agradezco no haberme entregado de forma terrenal a ti. Gracias por enseñarme lo que es el amor y el odio. Gracias por ayudarme a madurar.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:09 pm UTC
i know ur probably over it, but i never got the chance to fully apologize. i never meant to hurt u, i'm sorry
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:16 am UTC
You hurt me so much. You played with me, and you know it. The sad thing is that I thought you were different. Just for once, I thought you were the type of guy who stayed all night thinking about me like I thought about you. But no. I donât get it actually. You said I was important to you but at the same time, you made me feel that Iâm not worth your time. You made me feel like I wasnât enough. While you told other people that for you, i was just another simple kiss.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 6, 2020, 9:18 pm UTC
You are doing it on purpose arenât you? Or do you like me? Maybe Iâm just overthinking stuff again you might not even be interested but I know you felt something that day. And your eyes are really pretty same with your hair:)
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 6, 2020, 7:37 am UTC
I miss you very much. I miss laughing and I wish you would answer my texts. I'm truly sorry about that night. I don't blame you or anyone else, and I wish I could know that you don't blame yourself. I wanted us to be friends till our dyin days. I'm sorry and I love you. pls text me babe.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 4, 2020, 12:24 pm UTC
Find out, you are the boy of my eyes, we never were or will be anything, but I love you very much, it hurts to see you flirting with others :(
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 1, 2020, 6:08 pm UTC
SĂ© que no pegĂĄbamos muy bien pero nos gustĂĄbamos y aunque todavĂa no tengamos claro el concepto del amor no me importarĂa volver a intentarlo. Los dos tenemos la culpa... te quiero
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: December 1, 2020, 4:14 am UTC
Gracias por todo siempre, ojalĂĄ la vida nos vuelva a cruzar alguna vez mĂĄs, y sino siempre te he deseado lo mejor, siempre supe que puedes llegar muy lejos.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 25, 2020, 10:57 pm UTC
Te quiero un montĂłn, eres una de las personas mĂĄs importantes de mi vida, y siento que nos falta mucho por vivir, te amo
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 25, 2020, 2:48 pm UTC
Duele saber que te ame como a nadie, confie lo mĂĄs que pude en ti, di todo y mĂĄs para que todo saliera bien pero aun asi decidiste ir por quien ni te queria, por alguien que sin duda tenia un mejor cuerpo que yo pero nadie te iba ni dara todo lo que yo di por ti
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 24, 2020, 9:36 pm UTC
Te quise mucho en su dĂa y aĂșn sigo pensando en ti, ojalĂĄ algĂșn dĂa pueda llegar a olvidarte de verdad
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 24, 2020, 9:59 am UTC
sometimes i just wish that night by the river weÂŽd kept it as friends so i wouldnÂŽt be missing you so bad right now.
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From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 23, 2020, 9:20 pm UTC
FÞrst sÄ var vi bare gode venner, men sÄ begynte jeg Ä fÞle noe mer.. noe jeg kanskje ikke burde ha gjorde fordi jeg fÞler som om det har Þdelagt vennskapet vÄrt. Og jeg vet ogsÄ at du snakker mest med guttene og at jeg liker ikke Ä starte samtaler, men jeg skulle Þnske vi fortsatt kunne snakke sammen hver dag som vi pleide Ä gjÞre fÞr... fordi for Ä vÊre Êrlig sÄ fÞler jeg meg sÄ uttafor med de jentene i klassa, jeg sier ikke at et ser sÄnn ut hele tiden men noen ganger og det er helt jÊvelig
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 21, 2020, 6:22 pm UTC
u were my first kiss and that was so amazing. im sad that we werent made for each other. i miss u. i miss everything about u. i just wish we had a change.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 21, 2020, 2:47 pm UTC
ti amo alla follia e sei lâunica cosa che vorrei in questo momento e ti giuro che darei la vita per te e per ritornare a quel cazzo di 2 settembre di merda e fare la cosa che mi avrebbe cambiato la vita. ti amo piĂč della mia vita
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:59 am UTC
We experienced many firsts together... You were my first experience with everything: love, intimacy and heartbreak. We broke each other's hearts and kept coming back to mend the pain, and you were the only one who could do that. But it's so bittersweet because it's just all just a memory now, and it won't ever be the same. It's hard to let go of you, but I have to break my own heart in order to stop breaking yours.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 19, 2020, 10:59 pm UTC
I daydream of you coming all the way here to tell me âfuck this, us is stronger than anythingâ.
-I know I need to stop this, but I donât want to. This summer changed me, and Iâm afraid Iâll never feel the same with anyone else but you.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:24 pm UTC
I'm not mad because you moved on, because we both did.I'm mad about who you decided to move on with.You knew what I'd think, you knew what I'd feel and did it anyway and for that I will never forgive you.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:06 am UTC
Honestly fuck you I told you how I was treated in the past and you go and do the same thing but worse
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:07 pm UTC
Nunca pudo ser y a pesar de eso te pienso todos los dias. Mi genio amor, mi dulce voz, te espero todos los dias.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 16, 2020, 6:45 am UTC
I still hate you for what I became because of you. We should've realized we weren't meant to be sooner.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 13, 2020, 10:08 am UTC
No sé lo que pienso ahora mismo, te amo, me gustas y me encantas, me tratas bien como nadie lo ha hecho pero, tu tuviste a tu primer amor y yo al mio, el cual sigo saliendo adelante para poder superarlo y lo estoy logrando.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 9, 2020, 5:54 pm UTC
Iâm so sorry. You deserve a girl who shows her emotions and tells you her feelings. If I canât be her one day I hope you find one who can.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: November 6, 2020, 7:26 pm UTC
Nunca creĂ que encontrarĂa una persona con la que encajarĂa tan bien, si leĂ el mensaje quĂ© borraste y solo te digo
"TĂș tambiĂ©n me gustabas"
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: October 24, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
You weren't the type of person I thought you were, I miss the old martin, college really changes people
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: October 3, 2020, 4:32 am UTC
You just werenât willing to wait. I knew you would choose her because she was able to give you what I couldnât. some nights you still cross my mind, but youâre def not worth it. i hope you find what youâre looking for.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: October 3, 2020, 12:47 am UTC
I can't even explain how much I love you. I'm sorry I don't fight as much as I used to... I'm starting to lose touch. I miss the way we were. I never want to lose you, ever.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: October 1, 2020, 12:56 pm UTC
I wish you would try harder. I really do love you alot and youâre confusing me. Please donât give up, iâm sure weâll get through it.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: September 18, 2020, 5:58 am UTC
this sucks. i moved on. but i still crave the way you made me feel. i search for it in other people but i canât seem to find it. youâve seen me go through boy after boy and it never working out. donât get me wrong, itâs not u that i want anymore. and i donât think i ever will want u again. itâs the feeling. u made me feel wanted and important during that short time we were âtogether.â i can barely even remember those days anymore. but i still remember the feeling. i donât think i can forget the feeling.
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:07 am UTC
were perfect for each other and deep down we both know that i just hope that i dont fuck it up, anyways i love you to the moon and back
From: ABC
To: Martin
Date: September 9, 2020, 5:08 am UTC
I really do think I was and maybe still am in love with you. I wish you would leave her (whoever this mystery girl is who you can talk to for hours) and maybe consider me.
