From: ABC
To: jaxon
i see you in my dreams daily. i miss you so much, you have no idea how beautiful you are to me, jaxon. i think you're absolutely stunning, and i love you so so so fucking much. i can't just be your friend, i really can't. i hate this.. i hate it so much. every day i just wait for you to text me, hoping we'll get back together. i miss you so much, i just want my honey back. i want my teddy bear back so fucking bad, i miss you. i miss you so much. and if you end up seeing this by some rare chance, i just hope you're doing as well as you say you are. i love you, jaxon. even though in the end, you really did leave me, i still hope to marry you and have a happy family some day.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
it hurts so bad. i really can't stop crying, i can't even begin to describe how beautiful you really are. i lost such a jewel, you were so perfect despite your flaws. it only made you even more special to me, i just hope you learn to love yourself as much as i love you. you really deserve it. i admire you so much, your passion and your strength will always be so fascinating to me. you taught me so much this year, and i miss your little life lessons so much. i miss you. i miss your shy grin. your face is so perfect, your personality is so perfect, your body and your special features are so perfect. you're a diamond, a shiny star, just a treasure in general. you're one of a kind, and nothing will ever stop me from thinking that. you are so beautiful.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
I miss you. I have yet to meet someone as good as you, and I donāt think I ever will. You were great. I still think about you. This month marks 1 year from when we started talking... I hope you are well. I know that I still look for you in everyone I meet and that every little detail you ever told me abt or you liked, still reminds me of you. Like the other day someone said āthe little things matterā in class & it reminded me of when I told u I play with my rings when Iām nervous but the time we were all around your friends I was fidgeting with them and you grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes and smiled. Or the time when we were driving around and I moved my leg to not touch yours anymore & you moved yours closer to mine... you remembered that little touchās in public settings let me know youāre still with me.. I think I knew you were my first love right then. But I donāt think Iām yours. Everything has gone down hill from when we broke up. U were my person when I wasnāt urs. I miss you, hopefully one day we can find each other again.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
fuck u. u definitely have an asian fetish. i only held onto u because i needed validation, now i know my worth
From: ABC
To: jaxon
i feel like we are meant to be. the way puzzle piece fit together perfectly. we might not be perfect (because no one is), but when I'm with you something just feels right.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
its your birthday in a week and im too afraid to message someone who can't reply back. i miss you, i hate that i do. you mean a lot to me, but in the end you make me lose my trust all over again. i love you, but i dont know if you feel that way either.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
We had such good memories and I miss you being here. I know you are happier now and that makes me happy for you, but I canāt help being jealous.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
you can deny it if you feel like that just donāt keep saying sorry your making me feel bad. iām glad weāre still friends
From: ABC
To: jaxon
i love you and always will but it's time i move on if we are meant to be we will thanks for making me happy goodbye for now baby boy
From: ABC
To: jaxon
i wish you liked people for more then just their looks and recognized me because you could tell how much i liked you.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
i really loved you. you were the only person i ever let in and you broke me. you meant everything to me and i meant nothing to you. you said you weren't leaving again. i was a fool to believe you. all you ever did was lie to me. what i dont get is why i wasnt enough for you. i did everything i could. i cant believe i imagined the rest of my life with you. i really loved you. fuck you. you didnt deserve me.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
you hurt me in indescribable ways. you left me alone to suffer. the last sentence you said was, "i have something to show you!!" then it happened. and we haven't spoke in almost 5 months. why?
From: ABC
To: jaxon
i still remember you telling me you liked me at the ice cream shop... we were too young and i didn't appreciate you.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
Why are you to scared to ask me outIf all your friends say you like me I would ask you out but I have a gut feeling you don't like me back.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
im falling in love with you. i barely know what love is but all i know is that i feel something like it when I'm with you. i miss your lips already. i don't know if I'm ready to say those three words with eight letters, but i feel like I'm falling into that. i do know this: i love the way you care for me, always ready to make my day better. i love the way you look at me like you have never laid eyes on another. i love to way you kiss my gently. i love the way you would do anything for me. i think i love you. i just cant say it yet... -?
From: ABC
To: jaxon
jaxon, if you really want me back, you'd actually tell me the truth and act like we are in this relo. if your really want this relo to work we have to be truthful and loyal to each other
From: ABC
To: jaxon
why do u have to make it hurt worse and worse. ur terrible.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
Why did you do what you did to me? did I really deserve that?
From: ABC
To: jaxon
I actually really liked you and I still miss u but I hope ur happy
From: ABC
To: jaxon
I always thought you were the funniest person I met, and I loved you for that, but I was scared
From: ABC
To: jaxon
why are you so far away baby, all i want is a hug from you :(
From: ABC
To: jaxon
Iām sorry our friendship didnāt sustain. I think about you all the time. I love you man.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
How is it possible that I still want you after everything. why did you do this to me?
From: ABC
To: jaxon
i miss you more than words can express. if i had to describe love i would tell them about you.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
No matter what happens I will love you in this life and the next. It will always be you.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
why do u always leave just to come back? why canāt you just stay and choose me for once.?
From: ABC
To: jaxon
itās been 7 months since we broke up and i still miss you. itās not easy to be happy for you
From: ABC
To: jaxon
no matter what u do I canāt stop loving u. i miss you so much it hurts.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
I liked you and I just wish we could try again we spent 3 months talking I feel that it's not over.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
i know youāre with her now, but how did you do it? how did you move on? how did you forget about me?
From: ABC
To: jaxon
Man, the things Iād give to look into those blue eyes again.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
Thank you for the times you made me laugh and even the times you made me cry. I miss you. I love you
From: ABC
To: jaxon
I love you more than anything, hopefully we will be able to break this long distance soon ā¤ļøā¤ļø
From: ABC
To: jaxon
Do you remember that fall like I do? Sometimes I still get stuck on what could have been
From: ABC
To: jaxon
Iāll be waiting for you, donāt forget about me my love.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
i wish you wouldāve realized how much i really liked you before you moved on.
From: ABC
To: jaxon
i liked u back when u liked me and still do i know i shouldve told you but now u have a gf.