i’m sorry i did what i did and i can’t take it back, just know i think about you when i go to sleep and when i wake up, i love you.

I respected that you wanted to stay single. But why did you keep flirting with me when you knew i was still hurt? I liked you so much, i was willing to wait for you and everything. Unfortunately, you didn't feel the same. You played with me twice but I still fell for it because I had so much hope in you. Thank you for letting me know you didn't want to date. Now I'm less hurt.

it might not have worked when we became friends because of timing but that doesn’t mean that it’s too late now

u just left like nothing ever happened. u didn’t care either. i felt so empty without u but that didn’t affect u

i never thought anything of u when i first met u. but u made me feel so special and i couldn’t ever get that out of my head. i rlly hope that me and u see each other again bc it is killing me being without u.

I wished you loved me the way i loved you. The day you saw me the way i saw myself was the day you fell out of love.

I’ve waited 4 years for this and it’s every bit as wonderful as I imagined. You make me feel important

how come you moved on so fast when im still stuck on you. I feel used by you and was always the
second choice.

I wish you let me in more. I wish I was enough for you to text me back. I hope you’re happy. I really do.

You ruined my life, you were right you did “teach me a lesson that I’m never going to forget”. I’m not a liar, we both know what you did to me. All I want is an apology from you.

u make my heart ache so much. i want to chuck u out of my head. u are everything i want yet u would love her,

I don’t think I have ever loved someone as much as I do you. It’s always been something about you. You’ve left my life before but you always come back. I fear that one day we’ll have a fall out and you won’t come back again. I don’t think I will be able to survive that loss again. I love you please don’t leave me

you knew what I went through and you put me through the exact same thing as soon as I was healed. I pictured a whole future with you. You lied and you meant the world to me. I didn't just lose you, I lost my bestfriend, with no explanation. I'm still thankful you took my birthday off of work. I'll always think of you on my birthday now because you made a day I hate into a day I enjoyed. You deserve to be happy but so do I. I would love to talk to you again.

i miss u so much but idek who u are. i know i messed up but why are u just giving up on the love we have.

out of all 273,000 words in the dictionary no combination can even begin to explain how you made me feel i’m so in love with you and i hope one day you realise that.

i loved you so much but never could bring myself to say it, now it’s too late you’re gone and i grieve you everyday

The one thing I still think about all the time is that first night when you walked me out of your house to my car and twirled me like a ballerina. I felt butterflies.

You took a part of me that i wasn’t willing to give up so soon , now you make me feel like a guilty person...

hey justin, i know youre not going to see this but deep down i hope you do. i miss you so much, i miss having you around even as just a friend to talk to. i miss our long facetimes we'd used to have and i miss the way you would talk to me. i miss the way you loved me and even if it wasn't the best, it was still my first and ill always remember that. i just wish i could talk to you sometimes you know, god i wish i could go back a year ago. all i want is a text, a text asking to catch up or just anything from you. im sorry things had to end the way they did and i wish they hadnt. ill love you always and forever j.

I love you, even though you don’t know. I’m existing for you in case. I just wished you texted me back.. I miss you

But at the same time you can go fuck to urself. I’m trying so hard. I know you see them. You need to respond back to me. Please Justin

loving you feels like being stabbed each time i stay. but i shall never get angry with the knife. i'll sigh ,and pull it out calmly. ready for it to happen again.

i looked at you like you were the sun to my moon , i began to worship you . i began to put you before me . no ones happiness mattered more to me then yours . but you didn’t even give me half ... i thought that when you posted my nudes i’d finally be over you . i’d finally hate you , like i should . but i didn’t ... i pitied you . most of all i pitied me because i still loved you. loving you drove me insane ... loving you made me hate myself . after you left i crawled into a deep hole . a dark one . i am just now two years later getting out of it . i forgive you for everything but most of all i still love you.

You left me without a reason or even a goodbye. And now youre still lonely and I'm scarred. Was it your fault or mine...

You're a complete fucking incel. Acting like I was such a crazy bitch but honestly you wanted my body and that's it. Fuck you and your fake ass depression, have fun jacking off alone for the rest of your life because tbh you stink and your teeth are revolting. Oop hope this didn't strike a chord! This is why your ex fiancé probably cheated on you, because you're a massive man child. Grow the fuck up.

i still love you more than anything. why’d you leave me? why a week before our one year? why when i had no one else but you?

Maybe I made you believe that you were not important, that I did not need you, that you were replaceable, but it was never like that, I was just afraid and I know that it does not justify anything but you do not know how much I loved you that I was afraid of me, how much I wanted to have a life by your side, just as we planned, I let fear win and it was the biggest mistake I made, maybe you don't see it, but it doesn't matter, I just wanted to tell you that despite my mistakes and that we no longer speak, I love you And I'll keep doing it until my last breath.

did you ever really love me? you left me for her without even saying goodbye properly. i still miss you.

You will always be the only person I want. You're my everything and my whole world. You say "ily" when I want to say "I love you." But I don't think you're over what she's done to you and I can't compete with her anymore.

I thought I was going to be happy forever with you. I thought by now we'd be looking for an apartment in London, finding me a job, finding you a uni to study at. In February I was so sure of things. You told me you loved me and we would daydream about our future together and I was so so sure that you were the person for me. So... how did it all fall apart? how did you go to telling me you wanted to marry me to telling me you're incapable of feeling love and will probably make me unhappy for my entire life in the span of just a few months? I know you're mentally ill and I know things have been hard for you, but its like a flip switched. How could you do that to me? How could you make me so miserable? Did you ever really love me? Or was it just lust?

It was your graduation today. I messaged you privately for the first time in months to congratulate you. I wanted to say more than that, but I know better, that I’ll hurt my feelings all over again.

you keep sending mixed signals. i don’t get it. it’s like you’re scared or something. of what? last time you held me i felt so safe.... i want to feel that again. but i also don’t want to scare you off. why cant you just tell me what’s reallly going on...

you were meant to be a light, but all you did was bring darkness back into my life. I was in pain, and you made that worse. But thank you for letting me be myself for the first time around a boy. You will never get that from someone again.

I doubt you'll ever see this. but I miss the way things were. How close we used to be. We haven't talked in over a year. I miss my best friend.

You have no idea how much you've impacted my life; you've inspired me to love who I am, to not care about what other people thought. I couldn't ask for a better brother.

I’m tired of feeling like you love me one day, and then feeling like we’re just acquaintances the next.

it’s hard living this life without you. it’s even harder everytime you come back. i think we’re meant to be, we just didn’t do it right.

Although we are no longer kids, I still think about a future where we never broke up and grew old together

i know i never properly confessed, but i did like you a lot. i think it's a little too late now though. i hope we can be friends at least :)

i didn’t like the color red until you told me it was your favorite. i’ll never look at red the same. i always will think of you.

i truly believe we were soulmates of some sort. maybe in a past life? maybe that's why i can't let go.

I'm sorry that I told you that I thought I had feelings for you. I'm still in love with him, and your friendship means too much to me to peruse any romantic relations with you.

It kinda seems like you’re confused or maybe trying to go with what your friends think you should but you need to pick what you really want I think deep down you know what you want and maybe you’re scared but do what you want

hey.. somehow everything always comes back to you. I honestly think a part of me is in love with you but I would never admit it because I don't think I'm on your mind at all. hearing you talk about all these girls kills me. I found someone new, yet somehow, you're still on my mind. i know I deserve better, but I want you. why can't you feel the same way? what's wrong with me? i still picture us together in a perfect world because to me you're my perfect match. i wish you felt the same, or I hope deep down you do. till we meet again.

thank you for being a really good friend to me for a couple years. I liked you for a bit and now that you're in college I don't know if I'll ever get closure.

you told me I reminded you of the color purple bec it was your favorite. I wish i still was, i love you dummy

even though you might’ve moved on already. i miss you, so much. and i’m still in love with you. it’s hard seeing you with somebody else

thanks for being a lover and friend. but thats only sugarcoating it, sure you were nice, but you were toxic and you broke me completely.

Why was i never good enough?
I will always love you and i miss you so much. Why did you break my heart?

i'm sorry i hurt you my freshman year of college - it was wrong of me. i'm just grateful you made me a better person afterwards.