i’m so sorry. i feel terrible about what i said. i miss what we used to have before you hated me. i’m so so sorry. i know it’s been years. i wish it wasn’t too late for us.

we always talked about me driving down to see u when i got my drivers liscence. at least i don’t need to spend the gas money anymore

It hurt me that even if you would do something wrong i’m still attached to you , but it was the last time we talked ig bcs u blocked me:(

Honestly, there hasn't been a single day that you haven't crossed my mind. I want to talk to you so badly and every other night I think of how much I want you to hold me. I think the reason I haven't been able to call you again is because I'm terrified that I'll hear your voice and be able to tell that all your feelings and warmth toward me are gone.

I fell in love with you, even if I'm taken. I feel so good around you and I hope we can talk more to eachother.

I guess I loved the way you made me feel. I loved the way your touch gave me butterflies. it was never meant to be.

I’m sorry that I wasn’t enough for you. I’m sorry that you couldn’t love me the way I loved you. I’m sorry

We went from talking daily to not talking at all. I don’t know what hurts more, letting you go or knowing you probably never felt the same way. I just hope you’re doing ok now...

dear Justin or William i don’t know which one you go by anymore, the more months go by the more i think about you and deeper i fall in love with you, it’s been hard without you without any contacted after being so close that summer, i really do hope you are well and i hope one day we will meet and do all of the stuff we talked about, the letters you wrote are beside by bed often read almost ever night, i read them over as if the words on the pages might change and revel secrets untold at a first glance. I hope one day soon we will regain communication or i will not know how to cope, i love you so dearly Justin always know xx

ur my absolute soul mate. i am so sorry 4 leaving u b4. we have our bad times but i want u 2 kno i love you so so much. ur my world.

You are one of my best friends. Thank you for sticking with me for as long as you have. You are such a kind soul and I am so happy that I met you.

hi justin : )
you know when you told me i was about to spill your ramen and held the corners and tried teaching me how to use the chopsticks. that was one of the sweetest things anyone has done for me ahaha. or maybe i admire you sm it just stuck with me. anyways you mean a lot to me

you made talking about my feelings easy. it felt so nice to know you were always by my side. i just wanted a goodbye.

you were the right person but we met at the wrong time
it's been more than 1 year but I still miss you...
I know now what I did wrong, I'm so sorry

I would apologize a million and 1 times please id do anything for a second chance with you I miss you so much

your laugh is so contagious, as well as your smile. even on the days i felt like nothing, you some how managed to make me genuinely smile. i hope one day everyone gets to meet their justin one day. it really sucks i couldn't be your girl, then again you deserve some one better.

i hope we can end up like the stories of two lost lovers meeting each other again and everything falling back into place.

i thought you felt the same but it broke me when i found out you were with her. i mean why would you look at me like that if you didn't feel anything for me?

Everything reminds me of you. I still haven’t stopped thinking about you. Our song still makes me cry.

u felt like a movie, u were the only guy who truly cared for me and i even know that u brought so much happiness and we were so good i wish u didn’t leave i will still always remember u in another demention i know we’re taller

I still have a strong feeling that we'll end up together I feel like you're my other half but the stinky version

My heart skips a beat every time I re-read our old messages. Can we just rewind and start all over again?

sometimes i think of what are future could have been if u didn’t leave.i wish i could have said goodbye

have you really moved on? i told you i have but i havent & i wish we were still together:(. (p.s i miss you "bsby")

chose red cause it’s your favorite color lol i miss you you were my bestfriend i wish you realized how far i would’ve went for you oh well

when we hung out my cheeks hurt so bad afterwards from smiling so much. I'm sorry I'm too much, i just get attached to people so fast and you felt so safe. i wish you would reach out but i understand. i just miss you man, i miss being able to be so comfortable around someone. i wish you'd say sorry, i wish i could know if you actually forgave me or if it was just to play me, i wish i knew why i can't let go. maybe one day life will bring us back together again like it did once before.

i love and miss you more than i could explain. my life was at its peak with you and i just want you back

Yes, people may think I stole you from her when in reality you stole her from me. I always liked you, even though I wasn't as pretty back then, I'd like to think you'd find me pretty now. I know things wouldn't have worked out, but sometimes in the back of my mind, I wish that they did.

u weren’t even my first love. i wanted u to be. I’m still head over heals for u and u just won’t ever see me like that. I know I’m nothing you’d want and I’m not your type of girl. but really, I have such a good heart and I wanna give it too u so bad.

I never felt uncomfortable to talk to you. Every time i talked to you it made me happier. I would wake up happy and go to sleep happy knowing you were in my life.

I tend to come on here whenever I am sad and thinking about you. I cant believe it’s been over a year since we last talked (as more than strangers). It’s so hard having to watch you from a distance. I always wish you the best and I hope you achieve your dreams. Love you kiddo :)

i know youll never see this but I love you so much more than I've ever loved anyone and I hate that bc I don't know how to cope with that. I also hate being completely in love with you because I know you'll never love me back the way I do

i want you to be happy even if that means i’m not longer in your life. i love you, and be safe please.

i want you to be happy even if that means i’m no longer in your life. i love you, and be safe please.

i had a dream about you last night. thank you for showing me how love should be. i know it didnt work out, but i carry you with me wherever i go

Hey i saw that you were in my city once again, yet you didn’t message me to meet up it’s been 6 years do you not want to see me? not that i would be able to go out at night cause of my parents but the thought of you asking me would be nice i miss you more than you could ever imagine but i know the feeling is not mutual anyways goodnight

This feels like a never ending story and I hate that!!!! I don’t know where we stand but I know I’ll always have a special place for you in my heart

Hi. It's me again. I don't really know what to say to you but I have finally moved on and it's time to actually let you go now. As much as I love you, you are not my person. I want to thank you for teaching me to love myself after you couldn't. As much as it hurts to look back and see how many tears I have shed for YOU because YOU didn't try hard enough to stop those tears from falling down my cheek, I still have so much love for you. I hate the way I don't hate you. I hate the way I still miss you and your cuddles and the way you say my name. I hate the way after something good happens, you're the only person I wanna tell. You broke me to the point where I had to distract myself from ever thinking about you. I see all the memories from a year ago from when I first developed genuine feelings for the boy who would turn into my first love. It hurts but what doesn't hurt is how I can finally stop crying over something that wasn't worth my tears. I will always love you. Thank you. I'm one lucky girl...

i honestly miss you way more than i should. you made my life hell for a year. but even after everything, i will still always choose you.

I made a decision that night and I don’t want to regret it please don’t break my heart like everyone else has :(

I just want my best friend back, from falling asleep on face time, too biking random places at 5 am, and dancing and singing in the rain. I want those adventures with you. The one person I could tell anything with no shame is gone. I'll always look for you in every person I meet. I hope you're happy even if it's not with me

as much as i tried loving you into loving me, it would never have worked. u could never be ready to receive the love i was willing to give. i hope one day you look back and think of me as someone who would have given u all they had.

hi, i'm going to let myself go through it for a min. the truth is that when we first met, i felt something that i have never felt before. the min we started talking, i just felt so at peace. it's not the looks that i fell for, it's the way u carried yourself through the morals & values u had going on for yourself that made me fell in love with u. it's crazy to see that just for a second, everything just made sense. ik we were never together but every single time i got a chance to talk to u or even have u around just made me feel worth it. every moment with u was worth it. the fact that i cared so much about u scared me & to be completely honest with u, i often distance myself from u because i didn't know if u felt the same way as me & it was just so hard for me to tell u how i really felt. then there was that day where i knew i completely lost u. from our conversations being shorter to u no longer wanting anything to do with me. yes u said u appreciated me but u no longer valued me and it honestly fucking sucks. i know u said u needed time to figure some things out & for me to give u that space & the time apart, i never failed to check up on u because u were the only one that crossed my mind & i just wanted to be there for u. i hate this. i hate how we just drifted apart. slowing losing someone u really cared about but i want to say i'm sorry for pushing u too hard. i'm sorry for trying to bring out your vulnerable side because u have never dealt with it before. losing u has got to be so hard but i'm ok. things aren't going to change or go back to the way it was anymore, as much as it breaks me.. a part of me would always love u for the right & wrong reasons. as much as i don't say it, i appreciate every single piece of effort u put into me and it never went unnoticed. it's hard to lose somebody u love but i cannot keep losing myself trying to understand what was already in front of me. i wish u nothing but the best & to the next girl who walks into your life, i hope she understands u & loves u as much as i did because i lost that chance to do so & she has it now. pls be gentle with u because your guard continues to stay up and be patient with him. pls take care of him. without further notice, i'm letting this go. i loved u. i truly did.

say something please, i miss you. i keep having dreams about you like the universe is trying to tell me something.

you're just another stupid boy and ill get over you like i always do but i just wish you would appreciate me. im too good for you anyways

You hurt me so so badly not only emotionally but physically and mentally I hate you so much I hope whoever you’re with won’t be hurt like I was fuck that promise ring you gave me your promise doesn’t mean shit

I don’t like sending pictures but I know it’s the only way you will ever still want me and it sucks because I know I’ll continue to do it I love you so much why don’t you want me anymore

Whatsa dude. You don't know how much I liked you or how much I hated the fact that you lied to me so many times. I'm glad you are gone and I can move on and work on myself... Although I'll never be able to forget you.

i’m tired of every time being the last time. why can’t you be the man we both know you are. my heart craves you but i know you can’t live up to anything i deserve. i hate you for it but it’s not your fault even though i wish i could blame you

I will always love you. I don’t like sleeping without. I don’t like being without you. You make my day so good I swear you do.