I avoided you because I’m scared of vulnerability. But I’m afraid rejecting you was the biggest mistake of my life.

I have been madly in love with you for three years now, finally you love me back. I pray to God that I don't mess this up because I don't know what I would do if I had you and then lost you. I can't wait to go through college with you and fall in love with you even more every day. I will always remember our first date and I can't wait for a million more with you. This is to our beautiful future

I’m not over you. I’ve haven’t been since we stopped talking please come back to me we can’t end here.

i can tell you want to end things, but i'm selfishly holding on to you because i'm not ready to let go. i'll always love you, but you've lost feelings. i wish i could have made you happier

What we had was something special, it was so rare. I am just sorry I was not able to love you the way you deserved.

I know if you saw this you would think I’m so stupid, but you really did make me happy. We never dated, and we didn’t hangout much, but I loved just talking on the phone with you. You always made me laugh and you showed me that you cared for me in small ways, and it was enough for me. It just wasn’t enough for you. I just wish I knew why. I tried to make you happy and I thought I did, but you never wanted to date me. I gave you a second chance because I really believed I was gonna be good enough for you and that you changed. You just hurt me again. I trusted you, and I even had sex with you. I still wasn’t good enough. Justin, you knew that you didn’t want a relationship, and you let me believe that you did. You make me look like an idiot because I told everyone that it was different this time. Now,
I’m moving on for good. I’m not waiting for someone who has proved to me twice that I’m not enough for them. I’m better off,
but I’ll miss the memories.

I told myself I wasn’t going to fall for you and I did.I didn’t even get the chance to tell you before you left...

idk why but i come back here and check my name and kiddo to see if you possibly left me something, you most likely don’t even think abt me anymore, but i wish we could still at least be friends. i’m sorry for acting out but i was just so hurt. i hope one day we both can start over and pretend like we never knew each other, but that probably won’t happen. maybe for the best. - the mf who loves the blue sour patch kids the most

my twin flame. my favourite soul tie. my heart only yearns for your love. even if you don’t love me back.

we were best friends who fell in love with each other, but we never told one another until you went back to your toxic ex. now i am left alone wondering what i've done wrong.i lost my best friend.

I found comfort sleeping in socks (high white nikes of course) because you did and now i can’t stop. i miss you.

i don’t know why i can’t stop thinking about. i know i fucked up last year but why did that make it okay for you to leave me like that. it’s different you didn’t know the whole story. i wish you wouldve just sit down and listen for 5 fucking seconds.

I really really like you. You are going to a new school next year, so this year is really my last opputunity.

Yeno what I did think I near loved you even your own sister aswell but instead you fucked up and was a coward so you ended up going for my best mate instead of telling me how you acc felt anyways hope your all good cause I’m fucking amazing without the pain you caused x

thank you for what you did. If that didn’t happen i wouldn’t have fallen for the guys i’m with right now.

You were everything. I trusted you more than anyone. Anyone. We were practically obsessed with eachother. Now you literally have talked about killing me. You hate me. I dont even know why. You have said the meanest things to me. You knew all my weak spots. So you hit them all. And so did I.

I hate you for what you did. When it happened I blamed myself for letting you in and allowing this to happen.

i loved you until i couldn’t anymore. thank you for an amazing 3 years, i hope now you can mature. like you said you wished you would’ve.

I know I only talked to you for a week, but I was starting to catch feelings. Why you gotta be such a hoe.

Bro like why do you have to be so perfect UGH. Literally everything I want but I just have to watch you pass by.

fuck you for making me feel the way u did. everyone told me to stay away from u. i wish i listened. you said you loved me but made me cry every night. at least now ik i’m out of ur league

I don't know anymore, I want to move on but sometimes you appear in my mind. I don't know how to prevent this. I can't say I loved you, we were young and I still don't know what love is, but I know that it wasn't nothing. I met you in 6th grade, but I felt like I knew you all of my life. Something just clicked and I knew you were the one for me. But I was stupid. I didn't think things through. I can't say I have regrets, but I know one thing is for sure, no matter how much I try to hate you, I can't. I definitely was angry and upset, you ghosted me, you ignored me, asked me to stop talking to you, and then apologized for being a jerk. But nothing changed, you went right back to ignoring me and not acknowledging me. There are songs that will play that just make my heart ache, songs that remind me of you. But I think I'm moving on, seeing how you only text me now when you need something for school. Like I'm just a cheat book for you. I'm sorry to myself for being blind, and I'm sorry to you. You will always have a place in my heart, I know I will never forget you. I miss our friendship, the way it was before. I loved it with a passion, a friendship I had never had before, but I know we can never go back to that. I won't ask for that, all I ask is that you remember me, because I will never forget you.

i blame myself for the way you stopped caring for me and for falling out of love with me and i think that it'll always haunt me wondering how things would be if i just loved you harder while it still mattered but ill never regret what we had. thank you for everything

how could you get so drunk and call me. yell at me for wanting too much time with you. how bad i am to you. that im the worst girlfriend ever. telling me you love me while you got with the girl you told me not to worry about every night. how do you do that to someone you “love”?

i love you so much and i really wish i could have you back because no matter how many times you hurt me i know i’ll always love you and i hate myself for it. going back to friends isn’t enough for me :/

i'm sorry i come off mean and cold. even i don't understand why i say the things i say to you but i don't think you understand that i care for you more than i've cared about most people and if you ever needed anything i would be there in a heartbeat without hesitation every time. the way i care about you, it's not even in a romantic way. you're just one of my favorite people i've ever met. and i think that's why i'm cruel. because i think i'm scared of caring about anyone that much because it's never been reciprocated and i'd rather push you away than let you in and lose you...

It’s been almost three years and I still think about how you give me a turtle bracelet because I was so upset about losing the last one I had I thank you for bring me happiness in the time that we were together

I'm sorry I didn't see you in person to end things..it was really stupid of me but I hope you're doing good..I miss you.

finally letting you go. i don’t hate you but i honestly just never want to talk to you or see you again. good luck with everything and have a nice life

Idk if you ever wrote in here but I saw one that kinda sounded like u but it said I cheated on u just in case it is you I didn’t I would never it’s been a while now and I still think about you but if u have any questions or things u don’t think is true then ask me because I will always tell u the truth but I have heard lies about u so someone may be telling us both lies so if you still care just ask me

you still show up in my dreams sometimes. i hope you're doing okay. and if you're not, that you still have a home in me.

i think you write ab me on here, it seems obvi n the most recent one was purple which is your fav colour. im sorry for everything. i want to talk to you i just can’t. but the five times i ‘made you second choice’? the first time was my boyfriend at the time, you came into our relationship, the second im sure was the hoco one, i regret that, the third was my first ex who you know hurt me so badly, the fourth and fifth was the guy i blocked you for, but i need you to know i will always see you as only a friend before anything bc thats how it was when we first met. i just need to talk to you, pls give me a sign you saw this.

i wish i swiped left. i wish i never met u. i wish we didn't started talking. i wish i didn't caught feelings. i wish i never cared about u. i wish i never loved u. i wish i didn't trusted u.

this shits meant for your first love, but the thing is, you took mine away. i was planning on getting her back and you were there and took her. one day. one fucking day. you just couldnt hold yourself back and give her time to heal. you just needed to do it one fucking day after. i hope i never see you in person. i will never have an ounce of respect for you. dont ever fucking hit my phone up again asking for advice. only shitty people do what you did. and if you ever hurt her in any way, youre gonna regret it. fuck you kid. youre the reason why i tried to end it all. youre the reason why i cried myself to sleep for two weeks in a row. youre the reason why i didnt eat nearly anything for two weeks and why i lost so much weight in such an unhealthy way. because of you, i feel easily replaceable. she was supposed to be mine. if youre the guy she marries, i'll be so mad. i hate you. i mean it.

i keep telling myself i’m waiting til the timing is right but it’s been six years and i’m still completely in love with you.

i see you in everything. it's so hard to feel you slipping away and know that i might one day lose you completely.

You were my first boyfriend. Honestly one of the most easy going relationships I’ve ever had. I hope life is treating you well. I wonder how things would’ve played out if we didn’t break up.

you gave me all ur attention to just ghost me when you were done using me when u were bored. u have a huge ego for an ugly guy. stop snapping me only if it’s convenient for you grow up bc i am the best thing you have ever seen and will ever have

I'm not over you, but I don't want you back either. We were never compatible and filled one another with lies. I hope one day, you find your other half.

it's so hard for me. i'm so sad without you. i know you're not yourself right now but i will wait for you. you were my safe spot. the one i adored. i'm so sorry. even with the people you're surrounded by that could help you, the thought of feeling alone still eats you up and i'm so sorry. my heart aches. i'm aching for the one person i would put first before anybody else. i love you. i love you. i hope your pain eases and we will cross paths to find each other again. you were my happiness. i miss you more than anything.

even though you don’t love me i’ve never felt that way about anyone and i don’t think i will ever feel that way again

I had a dream about you last night and the night before. Its been a while since you were in my dreams. our song also came on twice in the past couple of days. I havent talked to you in a while and my phone isnt receieving all texts rn but if you really cared you could still get a hold of me somehow.

I'm not going anywhere. Relax. Keep growing as a person & letting me love every version I get. Thanks for the journy so far, cannot wait for more memories to come❤️

you did really hurt and play me. but i honestly thought that i missed you around 2 months ago. you gave me the attention that i needed. but now I finallyyyyy got over you and finally left every memory we had together. I found someone new who can finally talk to me and treat me right. but thank you anyways for trying but you really just brought me down a little bit.

i don't think i was actually in love with you, i was in love with the idea of you. you had people believe you were a good person and i even thought you were going to be good for me. until you weren't. i hope no one goes through the pain you put me through. you're worthless.

i really wish that you could see how much i like you and care about you. you’d never like me so i’ve never said anything, even though i really want to.

why’d you yell at me&made fun of me for having depression just to come crawling back years later after having to struggle with your own?

I'm sorry for what I did to you. I know I will never be able to love you like you love me but I hope you can forgive me.

I love you but I’m so scared. I know in my heart the only thing i want is you. Im just afraid of getting my heart broken again

I really loved you with all my heart and I will never stop loving you. But I love you in a different way then before. I wish you good luck with my friend.