It's you. It's ALWAYS about you. I'm suffering too and it fucking hurts to know that you don't care. Not once did you ever care when all I've done is for you. I've spent countless nights crying because of you and because I know how fucking stupid I look hoping to have a deeper relationship with you when you constantly treat me like I'm some stranger. You didn't stand up for me when your friends hurt me and continued to act as if it didn't happen. You knew I liked you when you said you could never be with someone like me in front of your friends. That's what hurt me the most. So don't tell me that you miss me. Stop telling me that you miss me. You've always been so mean.