it’s been a year and i’m still not over you. pathetic i guess but i regret ever telling you “we weren’t friends in the first place”. i deserved better than u snd u treated me like shit but maybe it was because i was ugly and annoying. i think i’m different now. if you would give me a chance.

ok, so, There wasnt really much between you and me, there wasnt any deep feelings between us because your a man whore and ur a bitch and a player but, i genuinely care about you. I may not admit this to anybody but I keep coming back to you, not romatically, but i always like it when we talk, its such a good vibe and it truly makes my day. I have never ever said this out loud or even admit this to someone but sometimes i get excited when ur name pops up, well before, and everytime u would ask to come over to my house i would get butterflies from the moment u text me to the moment u show up at my door, and i know whatever we do it wrong in my end because im sorta involved with somebody but before i couldnt say no to you, maybe because ive waited so long for that moment and i couldnt hold back, idk. To be honest with you, I love you, but not in a way people may think, i love you to the point where ill be there for you when u need me, like you were there for me with the whole yah situation, anyway ahahahahah i guess what im trying to say is that i love our friendship and I guess I love you

You were the first guy I really liked but then you dated my best friend then dated me and now I realize that wasn't a good idea looking back at it but I miss you and how much you made me laugh

i knew every time you had feelings for me. it was obvious, yet i chose to ignore it to salvage our friendship. i don’t know why i tried to save it every time because it’s clear that you’ll develop feelings each time i get closer to you. sure, i may have thought i liked you back a couple times, but i don’t think i actually did. i think i mistook platonic feelings for romantic ones. i also think you’re my twin flame, which is good and bad, because we’ll forever be drawn to each other, but we would be horrible together. absolutely toxic. for the time being, i cannot allow myself to be close to you because when i think of all the weird things you’ve done in the past, i cant forgive that.

Sometimes i feel like you get mad at me because im not her... and i just feel so unsure when we arent together

When u left me, you left me with words of hope that have caused me to never stop loving you. And youre with someone else now and im over here still hoping that one day you’d call and say you want me back. Its silly to think that you’d ever fight for us when you never did.

Did you really mean it when you said I love you? What happened to all those times you told me about how you always knew it was me?

ur my best friend and i love you but im in love with you and you have no idea. I don't want to ruin our friendship considering we have been friends since we were three. I think about you all the time and sometimes i think you like me back but who know lol byee

You know I liked you since we first met at school, when you were one of the new kids.
I want you to know that during those five years I wanted to tell you that I liked you and that you seemed cute, but I never had the courage to do it for fear of rejection and above all, your reaction, I would not really be prepared for your reaction (good or bad) .
I never knew for yourself if you liked me at any time and that is what fills me the most with uncertainty, because I always heard rumors that you liked me, that we would make a beautiful couple, but now I know that they were never real. I always thought why there could never be anything between us, I thought that because there were so many coincidences nothing ever happened, now much older I think it was not our destiny to be together in a romantic way, but as friends, as we were during those last two years .
Even so it has been a few years since we said goodbye to ourselves at school but we still see each other occasionally in these years for friends' gatherings, I have never stopped liking you, unless I am away from this city for a long, long time.

I have tried so, so hard, but I just can’t stop missing you. I see you in my dreams & I wake up feeling empty.

you are the best thing that’s ever happened to me, i love you and i’m sorry. please don’t give up yet

I know you’re no longer here, but if you knew how much I loved you, would you have ever left. I think about you everyday.

I wish you cared about me the way I cared about you. Hope one day you can truly fall in love with someone.

You were and are the reason I learned love never hurts, it's what comes next or never happened that hurts.

i miss you. i miss your smile. i miss laying with you. you taught me real love. i’m still in love with you.

you were the sunshine on rainy days. i’m missing that piece and i’m incomplete without you. i miss & love you

this isn't really love as in a relationship way but deeper we were just friends and never more it was never gonna be us and we both new it absolutely no one knew about what either of us was going threw nobody but each other you helped me through the darkest times in my life all i would need is one notification i would hope your name would pop up every time

we would stay up all night texting, often pulling all nighter's we knew each other since the beginning of primary but only noticed each other this year

you didn't know this but you were the only one i could trust and you still are the only person i told about my life we promised each other not to tell anyone and we would spill secrets and old memories threw the screen you made the lowest point in my life one of the best years ever

even though i told you about my life i never got to know about yours, i would always ask but you changed the subject if only i would have noticed sooner that you skipped meals everyday that you wore jumpers and hoodies all through summer,how i was too caught up in my life to notice how bad yours was, you changed my life for the better and i was just annoying to you i was the one building up on your problems you were trying too be good enough for me without knowing you were perfect to me in every single way i regret not checking in on you more and i promise you i am trying for you and you only so please just try for me,your fading away,your not the joseph i know

i just want to say i love you more than anything,thank you,and please don't leave me we need each other

Sometimes I wonder if friends is all well ever actually be. This is our happy color, I love you and cant wait till your mine again.

i thought u actually liked me but every time i forgave you you showed me otherwise. i’m done being your second option.

you had the abilty to make me forget my problems, when I was drowning from them the most. you pulled me up from a place where I never thought id leave, and for that I'm thankful for you.

I wish I could forget about you.. I wish you would get out of my head, dreams, and life.. please leave

hi, i know today isnt the best for you like at all and i am so sorry for that. I know that i couldnt do a lot to help you and you cant really do much to help it either and that sucks total #ass. but i know that ur strong guy and can do it. youve got your friends and your parents and me :) and ik that probably is overused and stuff but idk youll always have me and im here for you whenever. all the time whenever you need me im here and i know that i cant physically be with you all the time but you can always text me or call me whenever you need. I will always be here for you ill always have your back no matter what happens im with you. look i know that some stuff happens that isnt good at all but im here to stay with you. im in this relationship for good. we need to be ready for the good and bad days and the days we fight and the days we criticize one another but im here for it. there is nothing that you could do that would make me not love you anymore. there is not a single thing on this earth that would make me hate you or not want to be with you. joseph i want you to know how important you are to me and how special you make me feel and how loved and cared for i feel when im with you. when im with you i still get butterflies in my stomach because im so excited to be with you. just like the first day we met when you were wearing your green and blue glasses that you hated. i remember how akward and sweaty i was. and i remeber when you asked me to be your girlfriend. you had me scared for a second i really thought that you were gonna be calling someone else but then i got that call and you asked me to be your girlfriend and those really sucky pictures we took because we had to stay kinda far away. but on the second time we met was when we had our first kiss together. that was so awkward all the times i went in and didnt kiss you cos i didnt wanna mess it up. so i know today is a really tough day and i dont mean to make it worse i just want you to be okay you know it makes me sad when your hurting because youre mine and youre my everything and i cant just drive to your house and give you a hug. i love you with my whole heart you mean the world to me. i hope tomorrow is a better day. i love you.

there is so much i wish i could say to you. you made me feel things i didn't know were possible. i still think about you. something in the back of my head tells me to text you, but i don't. i can't. there was a part of me that hoped we got back together. that text you sent after not having talked in a long time made me happy. that was over a year ago and now all we do is look at each others social media feeds. i hope life is treating you well. sometimes i get this reoccurring thought that you were my right person at the wrong time. other times i wonder if we'll ever talk again. you'll always be my first love even though i may not be yours. bye.

I honestly thought we were meant to be. Um, I guess it was just me though. It's been a few months now and I hope you're doing well. You're going to make it far in life and I know it. Although we weren't meant to be maybe I'll meet you in another universe. I know we will because I've never had good conversations with someone like that. I must've met you in my past life since we got along well. Well, at least I thought we did.

I'm sorry.

I’ll see you in another lifetime

I remember how you told me that I would be the only one you would ever love. What happened?

I'm finding myself and feel so free in ways i was afraid 2 be. Thank u 4 inspiring me 2 do so.

each day i think of you less and am finally moving on, but yet my heart still aches for u.

you left a you shaped hole in my soul.

i’m sorry. i’d do anything to apologize to you

why can't you leave my mind. we haven't spoken in years, but i always go back to you in my head.

i see u in everyone

im sorry
i miss u
but get therapy first

I hope in the future we find our back to each other because I know we’re meant to be.

Do you ever miss me as much as I miss you or is she enough to make you forget about me?

Beb know that ILYSM but I cant endure no more. I never liked this game of getting abandoned.

Im still in luv with u even tho we both r with other people. I will be ur friend but secretly luv u

i’ll always be here for you

I’ll never stop loving you. I hope we find each other again. I know we will

I wish you learned how to understand that I never felt enough for you.

i love you so much my love

you have to stop hurting my heart and treat me better or just leave me

Your daughter just wants to spend time with you. You choose your phone over her.

You'll never understand the pain you gave me, yet i choose to love you the second time.

I am so in love with you. But I don’t know if we are strong enough for this next obstacle.

i don‘t love you anymore but i still can‘t find peace without you

ik you still love me and i wish you knew how much i still love you too ml.

Don't hate yourself for loving me. I don't deserve the love you have to give.

how’s ur book ?