Unsent messages to JOSEPH

Hi I wish that I would’ve told you I’ve had the biggest crush on you in school but i was so scared too lol. I still crush on you a lot till this day. From the day you touched me and smiled at me and asked me why I was mad and asked me for money lol. I jus wanna say I still have much love for you hope your doing well.

It‘s hard being friends with you when I want more than that. You say that you feel like you lost your only friend when we started dating. I understand why you broke up with me, but it still hurts. I want to be cuddled and loved by you. And I want to mirror that. I miss it. You made me feel so good. I just wish I could have that back.