Unsent messages to MATTY
From: ABC
To: matty
u just make me really happy that’s all i don’t know what else to say i jus wanna be with u for a long long time
From: ABC
To: matty
I say that I'm over you, but you're still the one I picture in the scenarios I make before I fall asleep
From: ABC
To: matty
my twin flame, please come back.at least tell me where i went wrong so i’m not questioning my worth.i know i could be a little much sometimes and i’m sorry. i’m so very sorry for whatever i did to cause you walk out of my life. being separated from you hurts deep into my soul. you are the other half of me and i need you here to be okay. i care more than you could ever imagine. every little thing makes me think of you. i cry to space song every night hoping you’d come back. i can’t listen to the 1975 anymore. i know you’re not an evil person, i know it hurts you to see me this hurt. you have to have at least an ounce of empathy and care in your heart for how this is affecting me. i will always wait for you, nobody could ever replace you my dear, i love you.
From: ABC
To: matty
every time I kiss you I feel a little bit of hope that you want to come back, but it hasn't happened. I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you, I hope we can try again another time :(
From: ABC
To: matty
You make me so incredibly happy but I’m scared to start something with you because of how hurt I’ve been in the past
From: ABC
To: matty
you should know by now i don’t take promises lightly so i really wish you’d stop making ones you can’t keep
From: ABC
To: matty
Why wasn’t I enough? Maybe you weren’t the one for me, but deep down I wanted you to be. Maybe in another life hey?
From: ABC
To: matty
i know i was to late and for that, i’m sorry. but somehow we both knew it was going to end like this.
From: ABC
To: matty
I’ve always liked you and my best friend is your girlfriend. Keeping this secret is so hard for me. Especially when you’re so happy together
From: ABC
To: matty
u werent meant to put ur tongue in straight away....and stop messaging me I dont want to see you ever again
From: ABC
To: matty
i have to stay, because maybe i could help you change and make things go back to how they were before
From: ABC
To: matty
I'm slowly losing myself and nobody notices. I am so numb and yet I can still feel every emotional strain in my body being pulled. Loving you is the hardest thing I've ever done and still I stay. I stay because you are the only thing keeping me sane... the only thing keeping me alive. I stay because I love you. This is my cry for help. I'm slowly dying. Please help.
From: ABC
To: matty
I can’t say i miss you because you’re not the same anymore. But i miss the person you used to be, and i miss the memories.
If we were truly meant to be then we’ll meet again some day. Until then, i wish you all the best x
From: ABC
To: matty
i’ve never felt truly loved before i met you. to be honest i didn’t think i believed in soulmates either. but the first time i ever met you, i knew i was in love with you. i miss you so much, please come back. we’re meant to be. i love you still and forever.
From: ABC
To: matty
I will always love you.
and it pains me to imagine someone else, anyone else, calling you theirs.
Yet we don't work, and we haven't worked in a very long time.
but fuck i wish we did.
From: ABC
To: matty
you knew how broken i was and you still decided to hurt me. if i knew the outcome was gonna be like this. i would have never said hi to you. never.
From: ABC
To: matty
The way you disregard me makes me so mad. I come to you because I’m upset and you literally don’t give a shit
From: ABC
To: matty
#howaboutyoutellmehowyoufeel
#imsorryforcancellingsomanytimes #iwishiknewthatthelasttimeisaidbyeyouwerentcomingbackforalongtime #textmeback
From: ABC
To: matty
i miss us, even if we never became something and you only see me for a one time thing even though i want more
From: ABC
To: matty
my walls are crumbling done for the first time in years. i’m terrified but excited at the same time. thank you for being patient.
From: ABC
To: matty
Be better. I still check in on you every now and then and you just keep getting worse.
From: ABC
To: matty
you bring a smile to my face every time we talk, you mean so much more than you think.
From: ABC
To: matty
the vague figure of your annoyingly, unique personality lingers. i just want my matty back, please
From: ABC
To: matty
i still think about you and it’s been months. i wish you would come back
From: ABC
To: matty
absolutely loved you. i don’t anymore. took me a year. maybe in another lifetime it will be us
From: ABC
To: matty
I know you probably will never see this but I wanna marry you someday
From: ABC
To: matty
I’m happy we healed, sad it wasn’t together, it’s for the best
From: ABC
To: matty
I still think about it. The way you kissed me. I wish your feelings had been real. This sucks.
From: ABC
To: matty
I wish you would have just talked to me…normally. Now we will never know. <\3
From: ABC
To: matty
i know that i deserve an explanation. i also know you’ll never give me one
From: ABC
To: matty
maybe if you cared about me like i cared about you things would be different
From: ABC
To: matty
I'm sorry for feeling too much too fast. I could love you but I don't think I'll ever get to
From: ABC
To: matty
i love you, my matty. i doubt yk how much i really do, but i'll love u forever.
From: ABC
To: matty
Thank you for being the best first love I could have asked for. Thank you for everything.
From: ABC
To: matty
im so sorry matty. i never stop thinking of u and those pretty blue eyes.. please never forget me.
From: ABC
To: matty
i’ll love you forever, i wish we could have worked out so badly
From: ABC
To: matty
I’m so stupidly in love with you. Please just shut it down, tell me it won’t happen.
From: ABC
To: matty
I have to let you go. Holding on to you hurts. But you will always have a place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: matty
lowk missing when we talked sun up to sun down hope ur having fun with her tho :(
From: ABC
To: matty
I miss you so much it hurts. I wish I could hold you like I never got to.
