Unsent messages to HAYDEN
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: September 16, 2023, 6:09 pm UTC
you don’t know how much i want to be more than a friend
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: September 13, 2023, 3:52 am UTC
I will always love you even though your ruined me.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: September 12, 2023, 6:15 am UTC
i wish you knew how much i liked you.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: September 5, 2023, 3:38 am UTC
We haven't known each other for long and I know you don't feel the same but I love you. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: September 4, 2023, 12:42 am UTC
i thought you liked me for my kind soul, why did you do that to me?
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: August 30, 2023, 7:06 am UTC
i wish you understood how much i liked you.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: August 28, 2023, 5:50 pm UTC
i don’t know how i feel about you yet
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: August 19, 2023, 8:12 am UTC
why couldn’t u just see that u were killing me .
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: August 14, 2023, 3:18 pm UTC
I like you so much and I don’t know how to tell you.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: August 6, 2023, 7:49 am UTC
sorry i lied so much.. i wish i could tell you everything
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: August 2, 2023, 4:57 am UTC
I like you a lot. Just being your friend would enough for me.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: August 1, 2023, 11:37 pm UTC
Youll never know how much i never say what im thinking
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 31, 2023, 7:02 pm UTC
I love you and I hope we’re together forever <3
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 31, 2023, 5:36 pm UTC
I miss being your friend you were so kind and so beautiful
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 28, 2023, 3:15 am UTC
i forgive easily but you’re an exception
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 23, 2023, 8:23 am UTC
I wish we could have had a proper goodbye
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:44 am UTC
I wish we still talked. I miss you. I’m sorry
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 22, 2023, 12:51 am UTC
i still love you. you still remind me of the color blue.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:46 pm UTC
i think i will always feel something for you
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:42 pm UTC
Why couldn’t you have picked me? We both know I picked you.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:51 am UTC
i don’t know how to tell you that i want to be with you
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:50 am UTC
Please tell me you’re still in love with me.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:38 pm UTC
i never thought you would hurt me the way you did.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 13, 2023, 12:08 am UTC
i have never and will never love anyone as much as i love you
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: July 10, 2023, 8:32 pm UTC
why did you come back just when you were almost out of my head?
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 19, 2021, 1:09 am UTC
I cant go a day without thinking about you. but then I think what the hell he doesn't care anyways. sorry bubs
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:45 am UTC
I'm toxic and I'm sorry that I did what I did to you. I shut down and stopped allowing myself to care about you because I was terrified of how much I could have cared for you. I fell madly in love with someone before you and I destroyed everything because I'm sick. I've been telling myself for such a long time that I could never love again but I don't think that's what I should have done. I shouldn't have built my walls so high because I know that I deserve to be loved, and so do you. we've agreed to be fuck buddies again but hopefully, ill heal myself so I could be a better person and be okay with being with someone again. our relationship will always be tricky because of your dad but I hope one day it gets better and that maybe ill be able to get a second chance. every time I see you I feel more and more drawn to you and id hate to see you with someone else. I really hope I didn't wreak something that could have been good for me again.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:30 am UTC
It’s crazy how much you did to me without even thinking of it. You weren’t my first love and never will be anywhere close to it but nobody has fucked me over the way you have. And you’ll probably never realize because you’re so self-centered and don’t care about how what you do impacts others. I’ll never forgive you. I wish everyone who gets close to you luck.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:58 am UTC
if you read the one below this then like just know that ik this is meant for gfs and exes and such but i just wanted to rant and like tell you that you're awesome and that i miss how we used to talk all day and how close we were, we are still close but it's like different idk but yeah i miss you and ily and you're swag and my bestfriend:)
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:54 am UTC
hi hayden my original message didn't send but ily i mean like as a friend ofc, wand yeah i used to like you but that's like old yk? so anyway you're so cool and so awesome, i trust you more than anyone else and i feel like i could tell you anything, i don't know why we don't talk as much but you're still my bestfriend, i'm gonna call you in the morning so that i can talk to you during school, ilysm and you're probably the kindest person i've met, the letter you gave to me today was the sweetest thing anyone. has ever done for me, that's not even an exaggeration, i read it a few more times once i got home and then framed it, i'm so excited for your upcoming birthday, i have an idea of what i'm gonna do, i wanna write you some stuff and on the back i wanna put this thing and i just need to get the timing right, if i can pull it off it'll be epic, you'll probably find this at some point and will probably know it's about you and idk if i want that cause then i will seem weird or sum but like you're just my bestfriend and honestly my favorite person, at the same time i do kinda hope you find this because idk but i already wrote one of these long ass things and it like didn't work but yeah ily and like idk
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:04 am UTC
i'll always love you. i might not be in love with you, but i'll always love you. you'll forever be my person. thank you for showing me what it feels like to be happy.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:06 am UTC
7 months spent talking together. 7 months of us, 7 months of me being totally in love with you. my friends used to listen to me talk about how much i love you, but now they listen to me talk about how bad you hurt me and how much i miss you. everyone in my life knew about you and i. when were you gonna tell me you had another girl? when were you gonna tell me about her? i wonder why you did this to me. was i just nothing to you hayden? i miss you, but i am still hurting. i hate to say this, but i love you. fuck you
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:46 am UTC
i cant imagine loosing you, you mean so much to me and i cant thank you enough for it. i think its safe to say im in love with you william ;)
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:38 am UTC
The ocean just isn’t the same anymore, neither are full moons. Because you see full moons meant hope, and the ocean meant you and well I have neither of those things now.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 9, 2021, 10:52 am UTC
Honestly stuff you for breaking my heart, you were my everything and i was your nothing but no regrets your just a skinny white boy who has sex with underage kids in the bush at beach party's
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 7, 2021, 12:42 am UTC
I chose your favorite color to write this, you're welcome. Anyways, you're great. I'm so glad that we were able to be friends again without someone getting mad about it. Thank you for playing games with me and putting up with my whining.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:54 am UTC
u are so conceded it’s not even funny. u ruin things. nothing gets in ur way huh? everyone can be collateral damage as long as u get what u want? as long as u get ur petty shit done. ur a selfish bitch. that’s all :)
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 5, 2021, 4:47 pm UTC
Hayden Anderson
-if that's even your last name :)
listen to "Heat waves" by Glass animals. You've been stuck in my head with this song on repeat. I thought you deserve to know that you have a song someone plays and thinks about you.
Hope you're doing well Anderson :)
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 5, 2021, 4:34 pm UTC
I know we only talked for a few months or even weeks. I want to thank you for those conversations and your weird response. I hope you're doing well cause I'm always stuck thinking about you. Feeling your embrace is the only thing I want. You said you hated or disliked the word some British word and I had a playlist called that. You cant imagine how quickly I changed the name. I hope you're doing good Anderson
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:20 am UTC
I would have stayed if you didn't get her pregnant - I'm glad you did though because I'm a whole person again
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:29 pm UTC
hey, i have some stuff to say. hayden i was so unbelievably head over heals for you. i wanted to thank you for the conversations we had. i loved you so much, you where my first choice and i can’t get over you hayden. i miss you. i understand that i messed up, i loved you more than you could imagine and i was so lucky to be able to talk to you. hayden you made me so unbelievably special and you made me yfeel like the only girl in the t i wanted you to be my forever, i never thought i would loose you, but you repeatedly blocked me then unblocked then blocked me and it went on and on. hayden, you made me actually like myself. i waited three weeks for you to come back, and when you did i felt like nothing else mattered, but i sit here and wait for you to come back it felt like a million years waiting for you. when i knew i still loved you. i love you hayden. i don’t think i’ll ever stop. you never even called me by my name. i wanted to be with you so bad, and i still do. it hurts a lot knowing that you don’t want me back, but i’m sending this to you because i want you to know that i want you back. happy new years hayden. i love you
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 2, 2021, 2:05 am UTC
i love you ok. i wish you realized how much i care for u. u left me hanging out of no where for someone else. i’m in love with you man.
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:56 pm UTC
it took us three years to come back to each other and i thank you for every moment you are the love of my life
From: ABC
To: hayden
Date: December 30, 2020, 7:14 am UTC
I really hope you’ll text me again. you were the first person to make me feel safe in a really long time. I hope this works out.
