I knew your parents would never let us be together but I wished we could have tried. I miss you even though we were never together.

u are so conceded it’s not even funny. u ruin things. nothing gets in ur way huh? everyone can be collateral damage as long as u get what u want? as long as u get ur petty shit done. ur a selfish bitch. that’s all :)

i had a dream about you again last night. i really thought i was over you but my heart says otherwise

sometimes i think about how much better off i would have been if you didn’t just leave me in the cold

I chose your favorite color to write this, you're welcome. Anyways, you're great. I'm so glad that we were able to be friends again without someone getting mad about it. Thank you for playing games with me and putting up with my whining.

i hope you never forget this. you mean the absolute world to me. just please don't do anything stupid

i’m sorry for hurting you. even though i ended it i miss you so much and i miss our memories. it’s so hard to get over you but i know it’s for the best. the relationship was toxic and manipulative you continuously broke me everyday yet i still loved you haydo. you broke my heart when i needed you most. now i need to let g, look after yourself

I had a dream about you the other night and now I can’t stop thinking about you. I feel like I miss you, but I know I just miss my idea of you. You’re not the same and I guess I just have to accept that.

once you said to me ‘it isn’t falling that kills us, it’s the crash landing’. Thank you for protecting me from ever having to land. If you had loved me the way I loved you, I know it would have killed me. Instead of crashing to the ground, you let me float back down to earth.

i miss you so much blueberry. all of your friends miss you too bub and we’d all do anything in the world just to have you back.. i’ll never forget the day, the hour, down to the minute i heard the terrible news. you truly meant so much to me, more than you’ll ever know. not a day goes by without having you on my mind, i can’t wait to see you again buddy. ?

I don’t love you anymore, but at the same time I do if that makes sense. I want to be with you, but I know it would never be as good as it used to be. It’s been almost a year, why can’t I just let go?

I just feel like we never got closure. You told me not to call you again and that was it. I want closure, but at the same time I never want to see you or talk to you ever again. I still have a weird attachment to you and I don’t know how to let go. I know you’re not who you used to be and that’s who I want. What happened ?

I don’t know why im having such a hard time with this recently. I’ve been fine for a long time, and now it’s all coming back.

You were definitely my first love, you were the first person who made me feel loved even though you never told me, you still showed me. I miss you and I’m glad you’re happy

there's so much i want to say to you but i dont know where to start. you saved me from myself and now that you're not here i dont think i can save myself. i cant keep fighting

maybe one day i’ll tell you how i feel about you, how you make my day brighter when i talk to you but for now i won’t, i will always be here for you; you’re not alone

You wasn't my first love, but u were my dear friend. I'm very worried about where u are right now. You don't unswer my texts nor calls. I hope you are safe and living your best life.

I love you with all my heart, forever. Even though we're not meant to be, I'll always have your back. Always.

I'm toxic and I'm sorry that I did what I did to you. I shut down and stopped allowing myself to care about you because I was terrified of how much I could have cared for you. I fell madly in love with someone before you and I destroyed everything because I'm sick. I've been telling myself for such a long time that I could never love again but I don't think that's what I should have done. I shouldn't have built my walls so high because I know that I deserve to be loved, and so do you. we've agreed to be fuck buddies again but hopefully, ill heal myself so I could be a better person and be okay with being with someone again. our relationship will always be tricky because of your dad but I hope one day it gets better and that maybe ill be able to get a second chance. every time I see you I feel more and more drawn to you and id hate to see you with someone else. I really hope I didn't wreak something that could have been good for me again.

Its been months since we've even spoken. But everyday im still waiting for your name to pop up on my phone. The little things are starting to hurt more and more. I dont understand why these thought are still here. Its felt like years. I want to hate you. I want to to talk to you and build up a new friendship, but i know i will fall head over heels again. It still hurts when i here your name. it still hurts when i see you like another girls post or post anything of another girl. but i know that girl will never be me. These feelings should be gone. i should never want to talk to you again. but you've got a hold of my heart that no one has ever had. not that you would care but you've hurt me so bad but i dont want that to hurt you. i want you to grow up and find out what you want in life. i need to let you go. its sad but it just hurts bro.

You’re my first thought when I wake up and I fall asleep. I always read our new/ old messages to make me smile. Yes we may be young but I’m so in love with you. I can’t just be friends with you anymore, It drives me crazy but If only you knew how I really feel...

i loved u. u said i was too innocent. it’s ok tho, i understand. i hope you find someone good for you, you were the sweetest guy i have ever talked to.

my mom said today that we were really in love. i just want to get back together please that's all i want. i just want you back i hate doing life without you. please come back, reach out to me. text me, say hi to me. i want to tell you how i feel but i don't want to get rejected again. how did i get so lucky to have you as my first love. i love you more than when we were together. someone said you moved on they told me to forget about you. but how can i? you were my life. do you not miss me? i wonder if you think about me as much as i think about you. i just want you to show up at my house and tell me that you're sorry and you want to get back together. but you never do, no matter how much i want you to. i love you hayden.

Honestly stuff you for breaking my heart, you were my everything and i was your nothing but no regrets your just a skinny white boy who has sex with underage kids in the bush at beach party's

even though we never dated i still think about you everyday, there will be a song that comes on that reminds me of you or a show. god i wish it would have worked out, it sucks that you had to go to college but i know that through everything you were thinking more logically than me. i hope you're doing well

I cant go a day without thinking about you. but then I think what the hell he doesn't care anyways. sorry bubs

It’s your fault we didn’t work out. I waited for years for you. We would have celebrated 5 years together if you had gotten your life together

yes i really did fall in love. i fell in love with you, no one else, just you. i’ve never loved someone as much as i’ve loved you. you made me feel something i’ve never felt before. when i was with you all my problems disappeared. when i was with you i felt special for once. i really did experience something, that something was love. even if you hate me i want to spend more time with you, that might sound weird but it’s true. it’s you it’s always been you. i love you...

even though we aren't on speaking terms anymore, I just want you to know that I still think about you. I think about you at night, in the morning, during the day. I miss hugging you, I miss laughing with you. I miss being in your arms. I miss holding your hand. but we both have to move on, right?

i thought you had moved on by now and gotten everything out over these last few months, but i guess i thought wrong considering you're still subtweeting about me

You deserve better than what she gives you and I wish I could warn you but I cant and im so sorry for it

hey, i have some stuff to say. hayden i was so unbelievably head over heals for you. i wanted to thank you for the conversations we had. i loved you so much, you where my first choice and i can’t get over you hayden. i miss you. i understand that i messed up, i loved you more than you could imagine and i was so lucky to be able to talk to you. hayden you made me so unbelievably special and you made me yfeel like the only girl in the t i wanted you to be my forever, i never thought i would loose you, but you repeatedly blocked me then unblocked then blocked me and it went on and on. hayden, you made me actually like myself. i waited three weeks for you to come back, and when you did i felt like nothing else mattered, but i sit here and wait for you to come back it felt like a million years waiting for you. when i knew i still loved you. i love you hayden. i don’t think i’ll ever stop. you never even called me by my name. i wanted to be with you so bad, and i still do. it hurts a lot knowing that you don’t want me back, but i’m sending this to you because i want you to know that i want you back. happy new years hayden. i love you

I'm embarrassed at how quickly I developed a crush on you. I know you were just being polite but I can't help but wish we could be something

I wish I could tell you the way I feel. But the world is a scary place and people will judge me forever.

I wish things would have happened differently because I would do anything to have you back I’m sorry

i love you but you are hurting me so bad and i don’t know if i can do this

i thought you liked me for my kind soul, why did you do that to me?

I know you don’t love me anymore, stop pretending and just be honest.

i don’t know why i want you, but i do. i think i always will. it’s hard to stay away from you :(

Please come back I miss your touch I miss watching shows in your basement I miss you

We haven't known each other for long and I know you don't feel the same but I love you. I'm sorry.

Oh, my Hayden. I love you so much. I’m scared of commitment, but you’re an exception. <3

im sorry i cant love you the way you deserve to be loved.

I’m terrified of your ex.

Why won’t you say it first?

No matter what you say and do, I will always look out for u. I love u.

how many other girls did you share nights with your favorite show & knuckle kisses with? be honest.

i wish you would have loved me enough

It’s been years and I still think of you everyday, stuck between waiting on u or moving on

He’ll never be you and I can’t wait until the day I can call you mine