hey, i have some stuff to say. hayden i was so unbelievably head over heals for you. i wanted to thank you for the conversations we had. i loved you so much, you where my first choice and i can’t get over you hayden. i miss you. i understand that i messed up, i loved you more than you could imagine and i was so lucky to be able to talk to you. hayden you made me so unbelievably special and you made me yfeel like the only girl in the t i wanted you to be my forever, i never thought i would loose you, but you repeatedly blocked me then unblocked then blocked me and it went on and on. hayden, you made me actually like myself. i waited three weeks for you to come back, and when you did i felt like nothing else mattered, but i sit here and wait for you to come back it felt like a million years waiting for you. when i knew i still loved you. i love you hayden. i don’t think i’ll ever stop. you never even called me by my name. i wanted to be with you so bad, and i still do. it hurts a lot knowing that you don’t want me back, but i’m sending this to you because i want you to know that i want you back. happy new years hayden. i love you