it hurts when i think about you, i genuinely thought u cared about me but yet you picked her. F you for getting my hopes up, i hate u (i wish i meant that)

i wish you could look back and realise what an opportunity you missed out on and tell me how much you regret your mistake. but i know that if you did that you'd be lying.

To George. Thank you. Thank you for being there for me, even when I wasn’t there for you (yes, i deeply regret it). Thank you, for always being able too put a smile on my face. I think about you everyday, and the fact that I didn’t call. I hate that. I hate thinking about you. Our time was spent so... selfishly. If I could, I would do anything too savor the feeling of your hand in mine, or your lips on mine - really, I’d savor anything that happened between us. I remember your favorite color was blue - mine was pink. We would get in playful fights about that. Remember? I hope you do. I understand if not. I miss you. Please, come home.

idk how i feel u text me i feel happy when u don’t i feel sad i’ve never felt like this but i don’t like u i’m not sure if u see this no u didn’t

sometimes you act like we’re more than friends then you will just stop talking to me and I hate that you’re being fake

you were the first and only person i have ever had true feelings for. right person at the wrong time i guess. i just thought i should let you know incase you ever see this, that i know i never really showed it but words cannot describe how much i love you. the only reason i ended things was because at the time i hated myself so much to the point where i pushed everyone away (including you) because if i couldn't love myself then i wasn't sure that anybody else could. but now looking back at things you were the only person that made me happy. i still remember all the little things. when you got back in touch and asked to facetime me i panicked all day and the only reason i kept making excuses after that was because i knew that i would probably fuck things up. i mean i did either way didn't i... anyways i hope one day we talk again, and if not then i just wanted to say i love you :(

hi my love. i'm so scared to lose u. i don't want to have kids and get married and see the world if i'm not doing it with u. i don't wanna ever have to say goodbye. i don't wanna have to love without u always by my side. i just want it to be us against the world forever.

You think you’ve lost me but you really haven’t and like I’ve said a million times I’m sorry for the way I am but I am still as in love with you as I always have been

its you and its always been you. i wanted so badly to tell you i love you too when you texted me, but you were drunk so i figured i probably shouldn't. i wish i could tell you all these things, but you asked me to coffee when I get home so maybe i'll tell you then.

I chose a different uni and moved away from you. It is one of the best choices but also the hardest because I always think about you and miss you. Nobody can replace the love we had. But you’ll never contact me again, you blocked me.

man you fucked me up. i’ll never forgive you for getting with her, but hey. at least were friends again right?

i loved you so much but i never told you , i feel like id never be able to date you because we dress very differently, you liked the popular girls and i wasn’t one of them.

I’m so sorry I couldn’t love you forever
I tried
I really did try, but I can’t force myself to love someone. I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry. I never meant for any of this to happen. I’m so sorry.

Look dude I'm not upset we broke up a while ago but it still hurts for me to see you do things in front of me like that especially when a couple days ago u were kissing me like if u really loved her like u say u did u would not even think about doing anything with anyone else but you do you it will catch up with you eventually

I still think about you every day and I hate you for it. I care about you so much but wish we never met.

it’s all the little things that remind me of you. like red, your favorite color. i always loved learning about you, every single quirk. :’)

I love you, I’m just afraid of ruining our friendship. I wish you wouldn’t to leave, I want you in this life, not the next.

there’s so many things i want to say to u but instead they swirl round my head wondering if you feel the same too

there’s so many things i want to say to u but instead they swirl round my head wondering if you feel the same too

I’m sorry my anxiety gets the better of me.. I wish I had tried to make more of an effort to speak to you... I’m gonna miss you.

i know it hurts to go on without you. i know its something we both have to do and im sorry that i lied to you. im sorry for everything i put you through and i miss you so much but things cant go back to the way they were when i was pretending. i wouldnt give those times back for anything though. i miss you and i hope you are doing well.

You cried 8 months ago when you lost me
I’m crying 8 months along because I lost myself trying to love your toxic self. I miss you and it hurts that I know I shouldn’t

I'm sorry I'm making things too difficult for you and you can't tell me anything I'm trying not to it's just so fucking difficult to be alive right now, I love you so much doe

You were the first one to treat me properly. You made me feel loved and wanted ever since you messaged me asking to help me out with my coursework. You listened to me ramble and you always accepted me. I made a mistake breaking up with you. Ive tried to keep in contact with you because you said you wanted to still be friends but it feels like nowadays you couldnt care less about me. I still love you. I will always love you. And it really hurts me

So quickly I fell in love with you. I’m scared I won’t find anyone else like you. I hope we meet again one day and watch the sunset at the seaside that we used to talk about.

I sent a really long gay one to make up for the negative one I sent earlier but I think it messed up, so erm if I did and it doesn't appear then I just wanted to say that I love you more than anything and I'm sorry that im too clingy I'm really trying to stop. I wanted to say that you're genuinely best boi and the best person to ever exist and I love you. Also please start singing again I've had to start going to sleep to music when I'm alone and i really just wan you singing uwu. Also if you see this imma be so embarrassed but yknow we just had a maisve. Breakdown and haven't sleep so idc rn. Anyways yh ily

I’m sorry if I was too suffocating. I miss you so much, it has been hard without talking everyday. Miss you. L

You had feelings for me and they left you. The night I dreamt of you, you told him they were gone. Was it at the same time, George? Did you feel it happen? Whatever chance I had, I missed it. I missed it. I missed it. I missed you, didn't I?

I saw it in your stupid, pretty face, I saw that for a moment, you wanted it to come true. You wanted it to be me, kissing you. Right? Or...am I doing this, again? You were never serious about wanting me. Even when I asked. Even when you lied. Would you lie to me, George?

I talked to my mom about you, she still wants you over for dinner, you know.

Sometimes all I think about is you.

Why did you send that song to me, George? Really? I can't get it out of my head. Was it all joke? Did you know that it would undo me? Did you try to hurt me? That's not fair, I know I'm just angry, all the time, because I know I was closer to you than I ever thought I’d be. And it terrified me. It still terrifies me, but...you're not here, anymore. You're not here, and I can't think, and I can't keep doing this.

If it was all for nothing then I should just tell you everything. Maybe I should just fuck everything up.

you treat me well. the best i have been treated, im not used to being treated like this so im so sorry if i mess it up. i just rlly want to tell u that i like you

i loved you, i love you and i will always love you despite the things you did to me i will always have a space for u in my heart

i know you must have forgotten my existence, but even after 4 years of what happened, u deserve to know that there's someone out there that loves you unconditionally. and that will always be me. i wish you're okay.

Im back here again, because I miss the way I feel in your arms, all the chaos and pain is muted. Nothing feels real with i'm with you but when im with out the all the pain comes back louder than before. But I know you don't feel the same way about me and its fine. that's what im trying to tell myself anyway

I still remember the way it felt to be so loved by you. Part of me feels like that kind of love is so rare it doesn’t just go away. I want to let go but I still love you and I feel like you still love me too.

You’re not my first love, or really a love at all, but you’re still on my mind. I wish we talked more, even just as friends.

If I had a seed for every time I thought about you - I’d be able to plant a garden to replenish my scorched Earth

Hey, how are you?
I know we haven't talked in a while. I hope you're not mad at me...
I wish I could tell you all the things I've done and all the places I've been.
You're a great person, I just wish I didn't hurt you.

I'll treat myself and others with more than kindness, I'll do better, promise you, Daddy. Tomorrow is a new day and I'll be at peace knowing you are by my side hypothetically speaking.
See you soon. I'm sorry it took this long.

Every time I try to fix the cracks in my heart, all they spell is your name. I love you, but you don't want to be alive. I love you, and you need help.

I loved you more than I could, you completed me and made me whole. I would do anything to be with you. Too bad you weren’t real.

i would have given you every last bite and every last sip for the rest of my life-
and you would have taken them.

i think i’m in love with you..
you wonder my mind 24/7 i just cant bare the thought of you leaving me, though i know that nothing lasts forever i like to think that we will.

i think of you somtimes, and somedays, sometimes can be all the time, somedays it can be not once. but you ruined me and fixed me and showed me who i was meant to be. i hate you, i hate you, i hate you, but if i had one more day with you, i'd love you better than anyone ever has, ever can. i think we were meant to be, but it was the wrong time. age is really fucking discriminating sometimes, and just know that if i never met you, i wouldn't be who i am now, and who i'll be in the future. i wouldn't want what i want. so fuck you and thank you.

i know when i called you thought it was her. i could tell by your voice. it was how you used to speak to me.

I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you to go with her, but you ruined me and you knew exactly what you did and you didn’t care in the slightest.

I miss the old you, and a hate who you became. I'm very dissapointed in you, you saw how happy I was, but you didn't care, you broke me.

i thought i knew love before i met you but i was so wrong . i am completely and utterly in love with you george

I’m sorry , I would’ve and did do anything for you we thought of family’s and so much more I’m sorry my love wasn’t enough

Could we actually be something? Was there ever a point where you liked me? Or are we just bad at signals.

When my knee dislocated, i got so scared. I was drunk and the first person i went to message was you. Then i remembered you don’t want me anymore. I felt very small. That’s why you may have had a typing notification that night.

I’ve learnt the valuables within this period without you. I wish you had of been by my side but I’ll be sure to tell you all about it.