Unsent messages to ESTEBAN
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:30 pm UTC
im not the person i was when i was with you. im not that anymore
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: July 22, 2023, 1:54 am UTC
I could write paragraphs about how much I love you
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: January 9, 2021, 4:08 am UTC
I hate the fact that you come back every once in a while. But I hate that I can't stop you from doing so. Still, fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:32 am UTC
It's always been confusing with you since the beginning. I think that's the issue I never got a clear answer from you until it was too late. You gave me insecurities that I never noticed , i trusted you more than you could imagine . I wish we could've had a different ending then what had happened to our friendship . I always thought we'd end up together and maybe we will eventually. I just don't think you're ready for that type of commitment or maybe i'm just scared to let go of what I have and give you my all . You should've figured your emotions out sooner . I wish you did . Maybe i wouldn't have to go through the pain I did already . But I guess everything happens for a reason . I think you'll always be in the back of my head no matter what and that's what bothers me the most . I'm not sure if I love you or if I hate you . It drives me insane . How bipolar you are with me ...
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: December 30, 2020, 4:55 am UTC
I love you so much. Thank you for creating the most beautiful memories with me. I can't wait to create more with you and share it with our families. Forever yours. My king. xoxo
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:08 pm UTC
t'as vraiment été une merde, mais t'as quand même été la première personne que j'ai aimée, sooo merci quand même, j'espère que tu feras plus de mal aux filles qui s'attachent à toi et que tu te rendras compte que tu vas finir tout seul si tu continues comme ça. bref, maintenant que t'es enfin parti de ma tête et de mon coeur (il était temps, après presque 6 ans lmao) je vais enfin pouvoir vivre dans penser à toi. bonne continuation, même si on se verra souvent.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: November 29, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
You kissed me even when you were with somebody else , you said you were not enough for me and you left me you left us and now you are with other different girl even when i told you I LOVE YOU , am i not pretty or funny enough ? or from the beggining you just wanted me be one more in your list of fools ?
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: November 24, 2020, 10:55 pm UTC
Pienso muchísimo si hubiese podido pasar algo entre nosotros antes de todo esto. No pensé que la ultima vez que te vi, sería la ultima vez. Extraño sentir tus ojos sobre mi en los descansos. But recuerdo que tal vez yo pude ser otro de tus juegos. (NF)
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:37 am UTC
im deeply in love with you, but for you we are just friends, besides ive never had the balls to tell you.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: November 20, 2020, 12:19 am UTC
i lov u more than anything i swear i could die just for ur happiness:( hopefully you see this, don’t ever forget how much important you are
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:46 pm UTC
Today it's your birthday. I still cry remembering everything we did together even though it wasn't much. I know you are happy with her but I can't help missing you. Just know that you will always have a piece of my heart.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:12 am UTC
we've drifted apart. you've changed so much. i loved you. everytime you hugged me, i always got butterflies in my stomach. we've been best friends for four years. i miss talking.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: November 6, 2020, 6:13 pm UTC
Ya han pasado 2 años, te sigo extrañando, extraño tus facetas, extraño poder ser yo misma contigo, fuiste una de las mejores cosas que me pasó, te espero y te esperaré por siempre, nunca dejare de amarte.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: October 3, 2020, 10:47 am UTC
i knew you were drunk and unstoppable, so i got in the car next to you, i'd rather die next to you than let you get hurt. i thought if i'm in the car too you would stop, but you didn't. i can still see the car spinning and i hear the sound of a crash. you said they might lock you up for a year or two, but i have to promise i'll wait for you. and you knew i would, i would wait for you forever.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: September 30, 2020, 9:38 pm UTC
for the first time in 7 months i felt alive and so loved. i know you're still in love with me but im not in love with you. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: September 29, 2020, 12:52 am UTC
i am so in love with you, but i am so scared of losing you, i cant even risk that. Thats why i will never tell you. Please dont ever leave me i need u.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: September 7, 2020, 1:51 am UTC
I used to think we would grow up and we’d finally admit how we felt. I guess I was the only one who grew up
