Unsent messages to ESTEBAN
From: ABC
To: Esteban
I used to think we would grow up and we’d finally admit how we felt. I guess I was the only one who grew up
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Ya han pasado 2 años, te sigo extrañando, extraño tus facetas, extraño poder ser yo misma contigo, fuiste una de las mejores cosas que me pasó, te espero y te esperaré por siempre, nunca dejare de amarte.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
i knew you were drunk and unstoppable, so i got in the car next to you, i'd rather die next to you than let you get hurt. i thought if i'm in the car too you would stop, but you didn't. i can still see the car spinning and i hear the sound of a crash. you said they might lock you up for a year or two, but i have to promise i'll wait for you. and you knew i would, i would wait for you forever.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
i lov u more than anything i swear i could die just for ur happiness:( hopefully you see this, don’t ever forget how much important you are
From: ABC
To: Esteban
im deeply in love with you, but for you we are just friends, besides ive never had the balls to tell you.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
It's always been confusing with you since the beginning. I think that's the issue I never got a clear answer from you until it was too late. You gave me insecurities that I never noticed , i trusted you more than you could imagine . I wish we could've had a different ending then what had happened to our friendship . I always thought we'd end up together and maybe we will eventually. I just don't think you're ready for that type of commitment or maybe i'm just scared to let go of what I have and give you my all . You should've figured your emotions out sooner . I wish you did . Maybe i wouldn't have to go through the pain I did already . But I guess everything happens for a reason . I think you'll always be in the back of my head no matter what and that's what bothers me the most . I'm not sure if I love you or if I hate you . It drives me insane . How bipolar you are with me ...
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Pienso muchísimo si hubiese podido pasar algo entre nosotros antes de todo esto. No pensé que la ultima vez que te vi, sería la ultima vez. Extraño sentir tus ojos sobre mi en los descansos. But recuerdo que tal vez yo pude ser otro de tus juegos. (NF)
From: ABC
To: Esteban
i am so in love with you, but i am so scared of losing you, i cant even risk that. Thats why i will never tell you. Please dont ever leave me i need u.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
I love you so much. Thank you for creating the most beautiful memories with me. I can't wait to create more with you and share it with our families. Forever yours. My king. xoxo
From: ABC
To: Esteban
You kissed me even when you were with somebody else , you said you were not enough for me and you left me you left us and now you are with other different girl even when i told you I LOVE YOU , am i not pretty or funny enough ? or from the beggining you just wanted me be one more in your list of fools ?
From: ABC
To: Esteban
t'as vraiment été une merde, mais t'as quand même été la première personne que j'ai aimée, sooo merci quand même, j'espère que tu feras plus de mal aux filles qui s'attachent à toi et que tu te rendras compte que tu vas finir tout seul si tu continues comme ça. bref, maintenant que t'es enfin parti de ma tête et de mon coeur (il était temps, après presque 6 ans lmao) je vais enfin pouvoir vivre dans penser à toi. bonne continuation, même si on se verra souvent.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
for the first time in 7 months i felt alive and so loved. i know you're still in love with me but im not in love with you. im sorry.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
I hate the fact that you come back every once in a while. But I hate that I can't stop you from doing so. Still, fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
we've drifted apart. you've changed so much. i loved you. everytime you hugged me, i always got butterflies in my stomach. we've been best friends for four years. i miss talking.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Today it's your birthday. I still cry remembering everything we did together even though it wasn't much. I know you are happy with her but I can't help missing you. Just know that you will always have a piece of my heart.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
I will always love you, but that love will always hurt me.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
It’s been a while but im still expecting you to come back around. Have you been dreaming of me too?
From: ABC
To: Esteban
It’s been a while but im still expecting you to come back around. Have you been dreaming of me too?
From: ABC
To: Esteban
The colder the days get the more I find myself longing for us.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
i truly do wanna love you my handsome boy but i don’t know how to love.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
It's been 3 years, and I still think of you. I'm in love with him, but I still think of you.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
i still love you. i always will. i may wait for you forever, i don’t know what to do without you
From: ABC
To: Esteban
You were in my dream last night, I miss you so much my heart aches for you every single day
From: ABC
To: Esteban
im not the person i was when i was with you. im not that anymore
From: ABC
To: Esteban
sometimes i worry im going to fall in love with u. i just need to remind myself of what i could lose
From: ABC
To: Esteban
I promise to never give up trying for you and to love you through good and bad.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
seeing u the other day after months of no contact really hurt, I miss you sm my heart aches for you
From: ABC
To: Esteban
i love you so so so much my sweet boy i miss you more than anything please come back to me
From: ABC
To: Esteban
You're my first true love, and I hate that I'm not brave enough to talk to you .
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Hating her isn’t gonna make you love me.. and it hurts to know that.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
I will love you forever, you are the love and the man of my life
From: ABC
To: Esteban
seeing you yesterday didn’t feel the way i thought it would :/
From: ABC
To: Esteban
you said you would always be here for me and yet you still left?
i miss you,a lot.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
i hope you can start trusting me again and to talk about ur feelings i notice yk.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
you broke my heart. but at least i taught you how to love, so you can make your next partner happy.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
You can’t tell me you love me and then act like this. You’re confusing me.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Ily and ily so much i cant find a way to tell,drivin me crazy and i hate it but i also hate that ily
From: ABC
To: Esteban
Esteban you will forever be in my heart I’ll never forget you thank you for loving me.
From: ABC
To: Esteban
I’m still in love with you, even though you’ve moved on. I miss talking to you.
