sometimes I really miss you
then other times I wish I never met you
most of the time I wish I could hold you
less times I see you in my dreams
most of the time your memory haunts me

I really wish things worked out between us. You were truly my first love, I've never been so attached to someone the way I was attached to you. I wanted us to be together forever, but I guess things like that only exist in fairytales right. As much as I wanted to hate you for the pain you put me through I just can't. For some reason this special place that I have for you in my heart just can't let you go. I wish and pray that someday we'll find our way back to each other, even though you're thousands of miles away now. No matter how far apart we are you still run through my mind. Every. Single. Day. I just wish you were still here so I can tell you how I really feel. That I still love you and care soooo much about you. But I guess that'll never happen right. I wish you the best my love. Even if its not with me...

Do you think about me whenever you look up at the stars? I do. It’s how I fell in love with you.