From: ABC
To: Esteban
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:32 am
It's always been confusing with you since the beginning. I think that's the issue I never got a clear answer from you until it was too late. You gave me insecurities that I never noticed , i trusted you more than you could imagine . I wish we could've had a different ending then what had happened to our friendship . I always thought we'd end up together and maybe we will eventually. I just don't think you're ready for that type of commitment or maybe i'm just scared to let go of what I have and give you my all . You should've figured your emotions out sooner . I wish you did . Maybe i wouldn't have to go through the pain I did already . But I guess everything happens for a reason . I think you'll always be in the back of my head no matter what and that's what bothers me the most . I'm not sure if I love you or if I hate you . It drives me insane . How bipolar you are with me ...