Unsent messages to SHAKYAH

i hate you so much. i hate you because after everything i done for you, you fucked everything up. i loved you so so so much and i gave you everything and for what? you put me in such a dark place in my life. i was going to fucking kill myself because of you. you made me think i was incapable of anyones love. you made me feel like it was wrong to be me. i know how much shit you chat about me. i fucking hate you so much. i thought you loved me too but deep down you hated me. i hate you more than anything in the whole world.

you broke me and you dont even realise it. i loved you but you didnt love me back. i hope you realise one day what you lost.