You shattered my heart, but I don’t hate you. Thank you for helping me become a stronger woman and preparing me for the love of my life.

When you said you didn’t care about me, my heart broke. Just being around you was enough, but I guess you thought differently. You let me walk away after begging me to come back. I truly cared / still care about you. I guess I’ll see you next lifetime.

i was too scared to say it at the time. but i love you. i hope you find your way back to me because i don’t know how to be without you. ?

it’s over now. but i wish it wasn’t. i wish we could still hold hands and sing the world away. i miss the happy moments, the cuddles, the pecks on my forehead. i miss you. and i feel like it’s really all my fault. i’ve caused all of this. i’m so sorry. i caused you so much pain. i wish we were back together. i wish we could start again. so sex. no kinks. just us.

I feel some type of attraction towards you, but you probably won't feel the same way since you like guys.

i’m trying so hard to get over u and move on like u said but ik soon enough ur gonna come back. but by then it might be too late

At one point, I really wanted you. I'm sorry I'm not that girl anymore. I feel like I could have really liked you.

i never thought i could fall in love with everything abt a person. (: thank u for being mine, you make me smile a way no one else can

You ruined my life. I wish I could shout to the world how much I wish to hurt you the way you hurt me

you broke me a million times over. it took forever, but i realize now that you never deserved my love. i have not loved you for a very very long time.

you made me doubt myself in everything i did, but i still loved you. a part of me prob always will, all i want is to watch goose bumps and cuddle w u one more time. oink oink

I'm still hopeful. Nothing ever happened between us because I never said anything. But I still pretend that you think about me, so I'm hopeful.

It was sad to see you fall out of love with me and choose another girl instead. I’m not sure if I hate you or love you still.

HI ITS TYLER I love you darling and I hope we stay friends long enough for me to carry my ass up north to see you in person. Love ya Lemon Cardboard

You were my best friend. Some days I really miss you. I hope you know I could never hate you & I wish I knew if you felt the same. I’m sorry for any immature fights I caused. I hope you’re doing okay.

i don’t wanna give you the satisfaction of saying i’m jealous of you but i am i wish just one guy would choose me over you and i wish you would stop letting them you should know your boundaries you would hate it if i did the shit you do to me to you not every boy is obsessed with you i told you i liked this boy then the next day you hangout with him and send me photos like i’ll be happy? you do this to any boy i mention. your the reason i’m so insecure and when i finally stop hating me for not being you you do something that makes me wanna beat the shit out of you but makes me also wanna be you. even growing up when we were fucking kids i was jealous of you and wanted to be you and i can’t believe i’m still jealous of someone who would any time of the day steal the one guy i want then play him. your someone i’m so close with and it makes me feel like a bitch to feel this way but i have every right too. i usually would want my best friend and boyfriend to be friends but i wouldn’t want you anywhere near the guy i was dating. i wish you were yourself again and stopped trying to please these boys who honestly just want your ass your not a cool girl with all these boys after you your just hurting other people. it’s one thing to be friends with the guy i like and i understand you guys are close but every time i tell you about him you have to tell me story’s all about how much he loves you.

i hate how you go through cycles of ignorning me, when one moment you act like you are in love with me, and then the next im a stranger. but i continue to put up with it because i want you in my life.

The universe has funny ways of sneaking things that remind me of you into my thoughts. It doesn't hurt now.

it’s been awhile since we’ve really talked and i miss you all the time. there’s so much i should tell you but it’s best that i keep it to myself. you were right about one thing, though. i really do love you and see you as more than a friend, but i was too scared to let my walls come down just like you always said. i hope to hear from you soon.

im sorry for everything. i wish we were still close bc ive never been close to someone like i was u. you probably knew me better then i did myself.

We barely ever talked but I got excited when we did. You're the reason I like cocky/confident guys lol

you're my best friend and i'm really glad we got this close in such a short time. sometimes you think i hate you but i really don't at all. you have better friends and i'm probably not your number one, but you're mine. i really hope we can be friends for a long time.

you weren’t my first love. but you were one of them. you are my best friend. i remember last year when you gave me your hoodie so i can wear it to school. i still have it a year later. i’m wearing it right now. we used to be so close. we would facetime everyday until 3 am. your cousin told me you had a crush on me. we never talked to eachother about it. i had a crush on u. u helped me thru so much. we’ve been thru a lot together. and now you’re starting to feel like a stranger. and it hurts. i wanna talk to you everyday until 3 am. i wanna hang out with you and laugh until my stomach hurts. what changed? why don’t you want to do those things anymore? i love u so much. but i’m never gonna tell u that. ❤️

i shouldn’t have let your ex get in the way of what we had. i miss you. i hope your new girl is great.

I regretted ending things before they started, but the way you treated me after made me realize I dodged a bullet.

you were my first love even though we never actually dated. thank you for being you. i still love you.

Why did you have to lie to me? I'm trying to move on but I just can't. I bet you've already moved on tho and found some other girl to manipulate.

I absolutely adore you, i hope you know how much you mean to me. Every time i hear our song I cry, but that’s because i’m glad i found you. But i really hope you eventually end up with him

whoa, look where im typing. so its really obvious that i like you. and i already know that you know i do and stuff but like yeah. you literally make me happy and i honestly don't know how. i could just text you this but this way i just feel like its safer or something, im not really sure. also ur super swag and i may or may not of freaked the fuck out when i saw your thing this morning lol.

i really wish i knew how to express my feeling better out loud. if i did there would be a lot of shit i would say to u. some of it you already know but most of it i have never told u before. also we should watch holes sometime.

i’ve submitted so many of these but this is the only way i know how to tell you how u feel. i know this sounds dumb but i feel like i annoy you. like a lot. i care about you a lot and i make it pretty obvious and i know sometimes that can be annoying. also just wanted to let you know i am no longer a simp. i just develop feelings.

so i asked people how to tell you how much i liked you and most of them said to be blunt but i have no idea how to do that without being so fucking awkward so here we are. yet again. everything im about to say is cringy so i apologize for that lol :) uh i like you. alot haha. uh i really like ur smile and when u laugh at your own jokes which automatically makes me laugh even if they arent funny in any way. another thing i absolutely adore is when u talk about your day and go into so much detail. and when you do that little dance. theres more but i've already said more than i ever thought i would be able to. uh yeah

you're my bestfriend, and at times ik i frustrate you but you have a place in my heart, even though we didn't talk back then. I'm soso glas we're close now, I love you no homo n I hope that you never drop me or smth lolol

my favorite thing to do is talk to you. even if its just exchanging a few texts or talking to u for 10 minutes before bed. it makes my day. ive told u this 100 times and by now its probably getting repetitive hearing the same thing over and over again. i wish i wasnt a pussy and could actually tell you exactly how i feel but nope.

-definitely not kaylee

u actually cheer me up a lot lol. i had a super bad day today and you just talking to me really helped. also im not gonna fall asleep before you. i never have. never will.

ps. ur super swag and cool and ur also super gorgeous.

message to a friend?:
thought everything was fine, turned out u hated me. things go back to fine...but do you hate me?

you’ve been there since i was little but now i can’t tell you about a big part of me because you won’t accept me.

i miss you so much, maybe we just weren’t meant to be together but i’m scared it was my fault, i just want things to go back to how they were

i dont think i fell asleep before you. i would never. i made another playlist lol. all of the songs remind me of you. most of the songs i listen to do anyways.

I hate being your friend because you always make me feel like I come in second place. I wish we wouldn't have gotten close this year.

youre gonna fall asleep before me. whenever that happens im up all night so i am very excited.

i know i tell you this a lot but ur really pretty.

i lowkey hope you dont see this but here is a little confession. i like when u call me darling but you already know that. you make me feel safe. you make me smile more than almost anyone. your laugh automatically makes my day.
there is so much more but i can't say all of it rn. i need to save some of it lol

you fell asleep first last night which is pretty crazy. also i had a good dream last night :)) i know that isnt really important to u but i thought i should tell u.

you were all i ever wanted. ever. i miss u like crazy but seeing you happy with her makes me happy. I hope i get to be with you one last time in the next lifetime, love u forever

forever. a word we overused. i wish you would've told me why you left. why did u leave me wondering what i did to make u hate me do you miss us? I remember how happy you were when you were with me.i miss that. i miss us, but i have to move on. i try and try to let you go but seeing you with her makes it so hard. love u always

you probably wont see this for a while but i just wanted to say that ur super cool and i’m happy i met you even if u bully me sometimes.

goodnight princess angel baby

i love you, more than the world, and i am so proud of you. i know life is really hard right now- for the both of us, but i know that someday soon we will be little old ladies watching our grandkids play outside in the summer time, we will look back and think of life right now, and we will be so happy that we decided to stay.
ill love you forever reese. thank you for always loving me.

I don't consider you my "first love" but my first for a lot of stuff. It's funny how I believed everything you told me, how you loved me back then and that you actually cared about me. In the end you have no idea how much you damaged me mentally, life hasn't felt the same for me for 6 fucking months because of your immature lying cheating ass. I want you out of my fucking head after 6 months your still lingering in the back of my mind and I don't want to fucking think of you, I always have thoughts about the short amount of time we spent together and it always makes me fucking cry cause at that point I felt happy cause a guy actually wanted to be with me for me but in the end you proved me wrong. You called me immature but you were the one who fucked shit up, you always wreck everything I wouldn't trust you to look after something important cause your going to break it just like you broke me :) . I hate myself for going for guys like you without thinking that all of you are the same, you all have 1 thing in common your all cheaters. You are not responsible for your own actions and you don't own up to it and when I wrecked something of yours you were pressuring me to pay you, why should I pay someone for fucking me up this is what you get and what you deserve, you expect everyone to do as you ask but that's what I never did and when you wanted me to do some sexual shit I realized that it would scar me for life. It's sad not getting what you want in life :( . I've changed a lot physically and mentally which proves that you were the problem and that It's best if you were never in my life. I truly felt happy when I was with you and I know I wont have the same feeling towards another guy for a while so thank you :D, you just had to ruin it cause you couldn't control your urges. Anyways I know you'll never see this which is fine just wanted to let you know how I felt after shit :)

i miss being your friend and i wish you would text me

I feel like myself around u. Honestly my guy bestfriend if it was allowed