I wish you noticed that we haven't talked this entire time. The silence is excruciatingly painful, but it's getting better. Smile for me, Eli. I don't think we'll ever talk to each other again, but I'm glad we were friends in this life.

I like you again. I'm sorry for messing things up in the past and I don't know if I hurt you but I promise I've changed. Can we start over?

I wish I could tell you how I actaully feel but i can’t because it’ll ruin what we have and how you see me you won’t like me anymore and you won’t even talk to me anymore I know I messed everything up

lol i loved you. if u didnt like me, why couldnt u just say so? why did u have to play w my feelings. i still havent gotten over you since fourth grade. you hurt me sm, more than words can explain. i hated seeing you with her. why couldnt u have chosen me? what did she have that i didnt? ive been waiting years for you to choose me. ik it will never happen so im trying to move on. ig our friendship is more important right?

im so in love with you its crazy how u dont even realize it. everything you do makes me smile. i love you. you always make me smile no matter what. i cant ever stay mad at you. i know you may not feel the same way and thats okay. i hope u have a wonderful day

i cant wait for the day i lay on your chest and all my problems fade away. i can get stuck in ur eyes forever. i could hug you for all eternit. im madly in love with you

You hurt me so bad but made me so happy. You taught me I could love and that I deserved it. I’m so empty w/o u.

You hurt me so bad but made me so happy. You taught me I could love and that I deserved it. I’m so empty w/o u.

I always felt like I treated you too masculine when we were together. Turns out I was treating you too feminine. I'm sorry. I've always seen you as masculine but I didn't know you saw yourself that way too.

Our talks have always been my favorite. You mean more to me than you´ll ever know. Thank you for being one of the few people I can trust.

Holy fuck why are you still alive I thought I cursed you to death in fucking two thousand and sixteen.

you were my first love. thank you so much for teaching me everything i need to know. i hope you're well.

you are my least favorite person to exist and i wish you the worst but please take care of my baby rex

it's crazy to think how all of this started was because of a single goodnight text. I love you, and texting you goodnight was the best decision i ever made. I just want to hold you in my arms again.

youre a fucking dumbass, and we were in the 8th grade. pull your diaper up and stop being mad at me that YOU were a bad bf. fuck you

The worst part is it was never your fault. You had to do it and I had to support you. And it hurts like hell. I miss you and I miss us. Walking today, the relief overwhelmed me. The relief that i can be friends and we can get on and I don’t have to lose those months of friendship. But it’ll never feel the same. The electric shock through my heart and my giddy joy when I was with you. But I know this is how it’s meant to be. For heavens sake it wasn’t even a proper relationship. But you scared off the vultures. I love that i can still be around you and I love you as a friend. And in my heart now I’ve accepted that. I never was in love with you. But God I miss you.

i never catch feelings, and i did for you. i wish you would’ve told your bsf about us so we could be together.

“If the shoe fits” but really it all started a week after your fake relationship soo, if the shoe fits, right.

you broke me so bad that i cannot love another boy. i hate you so much, you manipulated me into thinking that you actually loved me, but in reality you never did. you cheated on me with my ex best friend who you promised you would never go back to. you ruined my mental health, you gave me abandonment issues, and you hurt me so bad in my heart that i cannot put my effort into loving someone again. i hate you.

is there not more to me than my ethnicity? you can't sit there and deny you didn't feel something as well.

You fucking broke me and manipulated me and now I can't enjoy the relationship I'm in because you ruined me

I hate you for what you did and I miss you like a little kid

i rlly miss u. ik we were never tg but i also know i hurt u. i will never forgive myself for that.

Hbd, i hope you had a good day! Enjoy ur year my darling. I miss you

I love you too much to date you I’ll just mess it up

You have always been my best friend I used to love you I think I still do. You just never loved me.

I’m not scared of committing and I’m not playing hard to get. I’m done accepting signals over words.

I’ll always miss you. I love who you once were. We’ll be okay worlds apart pretty boy.

you hurt me more than you’ll ever know and despite that i still loved you

EJ, you threw away everything we built by not being able to communicate. I can never forgive you.

i wish we were still together, regardless of how we met. i love you. and i still miss you, too.

everyday i worry about you, but thats not my place anymore and youve made it clear

i don’t know why but my eyes still follow you in every room

wrong person
wrong time

today would’ve been our one year. i miss you

at least we are under the same moon

i wont be leaving any other messages. thank you for our time.

u broke my heart. nobody has evr done that before. how could u forget about u nd me. i love u forevr

I loved talking to you today. We need to talk more <3

I want to listen to your jokes&dreams& life-stories forever I wish your hands had gotten stuck to me

I’ll always wait for you in hopes that one day we can actually be together.

I miss you so much buggy. <3

I love your dimples Elijah.

it's been 2 years and i still think about you at least once a week.

You really are just so beautiful, and I'm selfish. I want you. And I want to tell you.

Why don't you care about me

i don’t think ill ever loose feelings for you. you were the first boy to make me feel the way i did.

I didn’t deserve all the pain and tears you put me through and we both know it.

In another life, we made it. I love you always and forever bubba.

I cannot stop thinking about you