i just wish you’d see how much i love you n care about you. im honestly only holding on rn for you. please just give me the same energy back. n stop blocking me cause of your gf. our connection is so fucking strong and she keeps trying to destroy it. and for what? she barely cares about you. please open your eyes bub. you deserve better.

I'm still shocked over the beautiful blue rose.

I'll hold that along with you for the rest of my life.

i loved you but you had feelings for her. i thought you at least liked me because i saw the way you looked at me and the way you held my hand tightly, or the way you would hug me tightly and not let go. but i guess i was wrong because when we were together i could see that she was at the back of your mind. i could see that you only used me to make her jealous. it was all an act wasn't it?

I broke your heart, but you broke mine first in the slowest, most painful way possible. You crushed it.

Three times you cheated, I tried forgiving you each time but each time u took a bigger piece of what makes me, ME. I made so many sacrifices and spent so much time trying to figure out what was the matter with me. You hurt me and I'll never be the same.

I miss you but I can't admit it. not after the pain you put me through. the pain all your friends put me through and you just sat there watched me suffer. you watched me drown and didn't help me come back up for air. I will always despise you for that. I wasn't mad you didn't say those three little words back I was mad because you stopped talking to me after. like I was nothing

I keep checking this hoping maybe you've seen mine or said something about me. I'm starting to realize how silly of me that is.

you aren’t my first. but I don’t wanna fw anyone but you. mines? you have no idea how much you’ve already done for me

No matter how many times you hurt me & no matter how much you put me through. You're my best friend and my family & I'll always be here for you.

You were my first kiss, and when I pulled back I felt like the universe had opened itself to me. There were stars in my heart, and they died when you left.

How many times am I going to fuck up my own name?? Even though I'm sure youre not writing back I still get scared when I see "C". Surely you would use "A" tho. Love you always,
A

You mean so much to me and I hope you never leave I told my mom about you and she is so happy for me and I’m so in love with you words can’t even explain it ❤️

been looking through our texts for about 2 hours. it hurts so much. seeing texts saying id crumble without you. saying that id be dead before i hurt you. not sure what hurts more, seeing me hitting 3 week milestones multiple times or you saying you love me and that i was perfect, and that we were healthy. saying there was zero toxicity and that we were perfect. i miss that phase. i love you. thank you for those memories love. i am sorry for what we did. we shouldn’t smoke together again that was so horrible i am so afraid someone is going to find out. i love you dear.

i want to see you happy again and the only way for that to happen is if you get back together with her.she makes you happy. you said you loved her and thought she was the one. youll forever choose her. so now i am just silently watching in the background trying to help you get her back while breaking my heart a little every time. i just want you to be happy again.

im so sorry. i think it’s been about five months since you left me and i havent wanted to talk about you or even think about you until now. i’m terrible right now. they say it gets worse until it gets better and i hope that’s true. i have a lot of dreams about us sometimes. it’s always the same; you tell me you still love me and hug me, we hang out and laugh, then i wake up. i wake up and sometimes i don’t let it get to me, but other times i cant help it. i wish you wouldve stayed longer and given me a chance. i miss you, but at the same time i have so much hatred for you because you liked another girl while you were with me. everyday, you told me you loved me while you went to sleep dreaming about her. it crushes me and at times i just wanna hurt you, but i know i did the last few months we were together. i wish you would come back so i could apologize and fix things, but the truth is im not a part of your life or mind anymore. im practically nonexistent to you and i guess that’s something i’ll have to accept. if you see this, which you most likely won’t, please just come back.

it’s been awhile now and i still miss you, i don’t think i’ll ever stop loving you. you were the absolute world to me you made me the happiest i ever felt, i hope i made you happy too. if i could go back i would and i would have realized how much of a shitty friend i became but i hope you can forgive me bc we were so young and i was so dumb. maybe one day we’ll be friends again but until then i love you brown like coffee haha
xoxo Bridie bunny A

i wish that you would truly understand how i feel. i try to talk to you but you just say that i am fine. like yeah lol i am fine actually thank you SO MUCH for that lol. i’m trying not to kms here because i am slowly losing you to her and i can’t have and or let that happen because at this point you are all i have left after losing him and you are the only thingy keeping me here today. yet i just do not have enough of the energy that i need to keep our friendship going. i am trying my best but i just want you to understand. i love you. i just want things to go back to how they used to be. when you were nice r to me and actually cared about me. i love you.

i really wish you knew that i wanna be in a relationship with you, i don’t want anybody else, i can’t see my future with anybody but you, i just can’t continue being in a relationship with someone that texts me every other hour, you have to understand that texting is our only communication, i wish there was something we could do that fix that but i don’t think there is, even tho we aren’t together i’m grateful we’re bestfriends, i wouldn’t wanna lose you for good, i wanna keep you around as long and i can, cause the truth is you’re my whole heart, throughout time you’ve become apart of me, and you’ll always be my first love.

You broke my perception of love at the age of 15. I can’t forgive you for that. you broke me before i was finished being built. you were my first i would of done anything by you i still will

watching you be taken to jail for what you did to me will hurt worse than what you did. but not as much as knowing i still love you.
15/3 my first

Addressed to Andrea but to Elijah hui from Bridie scarce. You were my first boyfriend and I was still a teenager, never thought my 1st relationship was gonna be THAT hard and that toxic. You had demons to fight and I was too young to deal with that..

I didn’t know how love actually felt until i met you. Thank you so much. I’m hoping this relationship actually lasts. I love you :)

our entire friendship i was so confused on what you wanted out of it. i regret not telling you how much i liked you. i guess i’ll never know if you felt the same. i wish you the best :(

Eli, I don't think I have it in me anymore to reach out to you, or at least not for a while. Besides, you seem a bit busy with your life now, and I was never good at telling you the truth. Everything just feels so numb now. It's hard to keep it all up. Either way, just keep yourself happy for me, please. Find those real friends you've wanted. I hope they treat you better than I ever could.

i wish i knew what you really thought. i wish i knew why you said and did the things you did. part of me wishes i never met you. and part of me would do anything for you.

please just talk to me, dont block me again. you were the first person ive dated that genuinely loved me. i just want that back, id do everything. we don't even have to date, please, i just want to talk. i just want to be friends. you never told me what i did wrong, why did you ghost me? i want answers please, elijah

You took advantage of me in ways that have damaged me for life but i want to thank you for everything you did because it made me the great person i am today.

you were one of the funniest people i had met online but that mask was just to cover up that you couldnt handle your issues so you projected them onto me.

Wish I had of said it sooner. Sorry for ruining the only good relationship you had. Even though you were the one that stuck your dick in her while she was unconscious. Fuck me daddy I bet she said that while you undoubtedly touched her all over. Then came back to me because I’ll never leave my pretty boy. I like how you use the same method on relationships because of that I’ve been able to pick up on what you are reapplying to the list of not to forget when we’re on our break. I don’t love you but I won’t say that. I’ll just let you believe that while I stare with a broken look in my eyes. Don’t leave me though.

9 years to finally tell you how I feel about you. And it took you 15 minutes to tell me to forget about you.

you're one of my bestfriends, through so many rough patches in my life you've been there and even though you didn't know what was going on you never failed to make me smile.you have no idea how grateful i am for you bro, love you man. lets be friends forever.

Hiiii, you were there for me during such a hard time so thank you for everything. I still love you and always will.

Remember when you would pick me up late at night to drive around the city and listen to music? I miss how simple it was back then, now everything is messy and complicated

Remember when you would pick me up late at night to drive around the city and listen to music? i miss how simple everything was then, now it’s all messy and complicated.

“you’re adorable, and i think you are very sweet and precious.”
“i love you too you beautiful thing”
“you’re so beautiful i need you to know that”


do you remember saying these things?

sometimes i wish we never had sex, because i know eventually it’s going to be the thing that breaks us apart

I miss you sometimes. I miss your kisses and the way you held me. Sometimes I wonder if you would ever take me back. But then, you open your mouth and I remember why I ended things in the first place. I hope you're happy with her

I always thought “turning page” was what I felt like around you , now that I think about it does have a sad ring doesn’t it?

i hope it hits you hard one day and you go through the same pain i am in rn very soon you hurt me and i can't forgive you i love you so much and everyday you hurt me.

why can’t you see that i’m helplessly in love with you? when i remember what she did to me you’re the first person i go to. i’m sorry. you deserve better than to have me as a friend

i miss you and i hate that i do. do you every think of me in that way? i miss the way you weren’t allowed to kiss me.

Elijah, i love you so much. i wish i could tell you how much you mean to me, but clearly we aren’t on the same page. i hope whoever you find truly makes you feel happy and loved.

Um hello scumbag you literally creeped on me for well honestly god knows took my words from my mouth shoved them into someone else’s then asked dumb fucking questions like ah wonder why she mad
Brrrooooo

i’ve liked you for a while. but i think i have realized that i like the idea of you more. i think you will always be a what if to me.

I love you so much it’s so hard and I know the connections there the way we stare into each other’s eye and try to be near each other makes me wanna never die I love you and I just wanna be with you are my first love and I want you to be my last love I remember when we met you were perfect I hope one day we will be together I skida you

I like you so much, it's hard to just stop liking you. I'm so confused too because I have no clue how you feel about me.

It’s been a long time since I thought about you. It doesn’t hurt anymore. I have learned to let go. But just know when your ready to come back my love I will be here. But I know that will never happen. Just know that I will always love you. But it’s time for me to move on. You deserve her. I’m sorry that I wasn’t good enough.

I had a dream that we ran away together. In the dream I held your head in my lap and played with you hair while you cried. And I finally kissed you. It felt so real.

To be honest you were the first person I actually loved. And it's hard seeing you from time to time because we are ex´s and it's lowkey kinda weird but it's cool because we don´t talk which is good because I feel like that would be really weird. I just don´t have your snap or anything anymore so idk how you are supposed to read this but it's cool. Now that we aren't close anymore and don´t talk I think it was for the better because we used to be super goofy and we dated for two years!! That's crazy. you were my longest relationship which is kinda cool even tho we were like 10. But I think I was a lot happier with you which is good. I'm not doing the best rn. I found someone who I really like but I don´t think they like me? Which is okay because I'm used to it. LOL. But I hope you are doing well and everything :). I miss talking to you but it was lowkey for the best. MK

im now over you.. im so proud of myself thank you for letting me find myself. its not us against the world its me against the world and you :)) ur nasty for fucking that girl btw cheaters arent cute.