Unsent messages to ELI

We never truly knew each other but I’m glad we dated... I’ve grown so much? I wonder everyday, have you?

i think i was born to love. whether it was you or someone else, i don’t know. but thank you for taking a chance and choosing me. i love you.

LETSSS GOOO! what's up holmie! this is not a love confession but I want you to know I appreciate you very much! you are a splendid friend with a fantastic book taste.

I wish you knew how you made me feel. In the darkest of days, you are the brightest of lights that will forever light up my world.

I can't believe we've made it this far. And I hate that I want so much more from you than you want from me. And I wish the distance between us would disappear. I don't even know why I'm doing this. But I think I love you.

was i not good enough for you? did u already have feelings for her that night. i just wish we lasted longer

Te pedí que me esperaras y lo hiciste durante mucho tiempo. Luego cuando por fin estaba preparado para ti, tu ya no me pudiste esperar más. Te querré siempre y quiero que seas feliz con J

Te pedí que me esperaras y lo hiciste durante mucho tiempo. Luego cuando por fin estaba preparado para ti, tu ya no me pudiste esperar más. Te querré siempre y quiero que seas feliz con J

i hope in some universe, we are laughing together instead me crying over you fucking her. Happy Halloween.

The fact that my relationship with you was the healthiest romantic relationship I’ve had disappoints me. You were so pushy from the start, pressuring me to be in a relationship when you were manic, trying to pressure me into letting you get a sugar daddy despite you being 16 and all this other shit.
I can’t believe I stuck around
I can’t believe I thought that you were worth my life
I’m going to be bigger than you
I’m already better than you
I guess it’s true, I was just too punk rock for you

i’ve loved you since the moment i saw you, almost three years later and i find new things to lovce about you everyday.

you and me...was so unexpected. and that's why i stayed, that's why i'm still staying. but you have to come back. please. i'm begging you.

go fuck yourself. you hurt me and i’m not apologizing for being hurt. don’t you dare use this site to say things you won’t say to me in person.

go fuck yourself. you hurt me and i’m not apologizing for being hurt. don’t you dare use this site to say things you won’t say to me in person.

you know when a person just feels like home, your laugh is addicting, I can get lost in your eyes, when I see you I just can't help but smile,your name gives me butterflies

we wern't that close. we used to snap back and forth. i stopped because i thought u were annoying. A while after i found out u killed urself...i'm sorry. u were so young and always always kind to me...Maybe if i would have taken the time to be a friend u wouldn't have felt so alone. i'm sorry u couldn't stay here with us. i am so sorry.

I wish you loved me as much as I loved you. I wish we could’ve had a movie level Romance where we were best friends and together. I love you

i love you and im not sure you really know how much i mean it. i just love you so so so so much and it hurts. it will always hurt. its just like one day you were there and then you havent left my head since. i miss you. youll probably never see this cause you probably think sites like this are stupid or something like that but yea. if u see this youll know who it is.

Thanks for kind of dating me last year. I know now you say you hate freshmen, but you didn't hate me. I wish I'd kissed you when we were dancing in my driveway in August, and again when we were watching cartoons in December, and again when it snowed in February. My brother doesn't deserve you, but he needs you, so I hope he treats you well. I really hope that when he breaks your heart and his heart, we can still be friends. Do you remember when we got those oreos from the grocery store, and I took a picture of you standing on the snow mound? I don't want you as more than a friend anymore, but I really wish I'd kissed you freshman year.

I knew it wouldn’t last for obvious reasons but I thought you were the one. Truly the one for me. Whenever I try to replace the hole you left in me there is something holding me back. A bond I will never ever let go of. I know you don’t feel this way and you have probably already moved on, but I want you to know that I will never forget all the fond memories and happiness you brought into my life. I love u E

hi bub, im so sorry for what happened with us. i miss you and i wish we could talk about it just one more time but you moved on with her and it's okay. i get it, you were ready. i forgive you for everything you did and i'm sorry we'll never get our future we planned out. i love you bub, always and forever.

When I sent you that text I ment it, you couldn’t loose me even if you tried. I’m always here, please get rid of the front and just talk to me. Everyone miss you, I know you’re not happy but I’m done helping if you’re just going to stab me in the back again.

I still look for you in everyone I meet. I hope you dont hate me and I hope she is everything I couldnt be for you.

I wish that I did not have to see small pieces of you disappear every single day. Right person. Wrong time.

I hope this finds it way to you somehow. I love you, more than I have ever loved anyone. Im coming to see you soon, forever.

You were so good to me. But then u became mean and we never even dated and you hurt me so much. And it’s was not fair to be jealous Bc we were never together but I love you and I always will and u broke me but I forgive you

I don't know why I was so crazy about you. there was far too many cons than pros. there was just something comforting and familiar about you.

I miss your grayish-blue eyes. I miss the dimples when you smile. I miss your hand in mine. I miss your from behind the back hugs. I miss your forehead kisses.

i care about you and love you so much its like you put the stars in the sky but you barely even think of me anymore and it hurts so bad

you're a fucking piece of shit and what you did to me was so shitty. I can't believe I wasted that much time on you. I had genuine love and care for you as a person and in return I got fucked over. still wish you the best because I'm not like that, but just know that you're shit.

If I could tell you how i really feel this is what I would say to you:
Fuck you. FUCK YOU. because of you I don’t feel like I am enough. And I’m working through it but there’s that little voice in the back of my head always whispering your words to me. And because of you when he texts me I get a rush of anxiety because the only times you text me when we were “together” was for a bad reason. And fuck you because your not good enough to have done all this to me. Yet here I am struggling. Because you made me feel hard to love. Because you told me I wasn’t worth the effort. Fuck you for making me think that was love. And most importantly fuck you for making me lose myself in you. God I wish you knew, I wish you knew you were the biggest asshole I met but that I am rising above you. - from the one person who was always there for you when she should of been there for herself

If I could tell you how i really feel this is what I would say to you:
Fuck you. FUCK YOU. because of you I don’t feel like I am enough. And I’m working through it but there’s that little voice in the back of my head always whispering your words to me. And because of you when he texts me I get a rush of anxiety because the only times you text me when we were “together” was for a bad reason. And fuck you because your not good enough to have done all this to me. Yet here I am struggling. Because you made me feel hard to love. Because you told me I wasn’t worth the effort. Fuck you for making me think that was love. And most importantly fuck you for making me lose myself in you. God I wish you knew, I wish you knew you were the biggest asshole I met but that I am rising above you. - from the one person who was always there for you when she should of been there for herself

my sweet darling. i love you more than i could put into words. i hope to one day feel your hand in mine.

i was convinced u were my soulmate for years and as soon as i got "pretty" u come running. glad i know my worth now lol FU

i love you more than i've ever loved anyone. i dream about you. i want to kiss you and touch you and laugh with you forever. say you want the same