Unsent messages to ELI
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 28, 2023, 1:05 am UTC
you are and will always be my first love.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 27, 2023, 4:14 am UTC
why do i still want youā¦i miss what we had
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 22, 2023, 12:45 am UTC
thanks for never giving up on me even when everyone did
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 19, 2023, 4:54 am UTC
how am i supposed to love you when you can't love me back?
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:24 pm UTC
Iāll wait for you when youāre ready
<3
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:53 am UTC
I love you, but I donāt love our relationship
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:30 am UTC
Wish you could see how much i actually like you
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:40 pm UTC
I still think of you and I wish I didnāt.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 14, 2023, 9:53 pm UTC
i miss u sm daisy!! i hope u're doing well :))
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 12, 2023, 12:40 am UTC
i miss you, she changed you but you changed her too.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: July 10, 2023, 2:58 am UTC
im really sorry for everything i pu you through
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 18, 2021, 9:36 pm UTC
this color reminds me of you lol :3 anyways youāre super super cool and jm happt weāre talking again but iām scared about whatās gonna happen and feelings because last time uhm (: didnāt go to well ! iām bad with confrontation so iām of course never gonna say rhis to you but i think you know who this is?? maybe?? i donāt know iām not leaving any hints but i think you can tell :33! uh i think youāre cool again and i very much enjoy talking to you you dummy
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 18, 2021, 9:36 pm UTC
this color reminds me of you lol :3 anyways youāre super super cool and jm happt weāre talking again but iām scared about whatās gonna happen and feelings because last time uhm (: didnāt go to well ! iām bad with confrontation so iām of course never gonna say rhis to you but i think you know who this is?? maybe?? i donāt know iām not leaving any hints but i think you can tell :33! uh i think youāre cool again and i very much enjoy talking to you you dummy
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:07 pm UTC
stop pining over me. you deserve better. let me go and find someone else. i love you forever but we just arenāt meant to be.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:41 pm UTC
I hope in another life time Iād come back as a rat so we can be soulmates, isssa joke I donāt want to be your soulmate
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:35 pm UTC
i wish we would have worked. being without you hurts me so much every day, but i know that cutting you off was best for both of us, sometimes broken things have to stay broken. we didn't want the same things and that's okay. i hope whoever you go onto makes you very happy, you deserve that in life and i'm sorry i couldn't have been that person for you. if we end up really staying apart this time, i hope you don't have to carry anything with you. i'm not doing this to hurt you and i hope you understand that, but i deserve to move on too.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 14, 2021, 10:21 pm UTC
my darling i miss u everyday. i'd give the world for 10 more minutes with u. i hope ur the happiest u have ever been
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 14, 2021, 3:16 am UTC
some days i wish i could forget all my memories with you. just because deep down apart of me still loves you and will never be able to let go. i miss you. i wish youād come back.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:54 am UTC
it's not going to last... it's just not. I know that and I think you do too, but i ignore it and try and enjoy you in my arms while i can...
I will miss you though... you always brighten my day even if unintentionally
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 11, 2021, 7:17 am UTC
my first love other than myself. you are living proof of angels and soulmates. i am forever grateful 4 u
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 11, 2021, 7:14 am UTC
I just miss your company. We used to kick it in my lame ass car, get high, get coffee, and talk about anything. Seven months later and you can barely look at me. Why wasn't it enough? You were the one who made things complicated. I wanted you from the jump.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:50 am UTC
You look so happy now. Iām proud of all your successes....I just wish I could tell you that, but we donāt talk anymore even though we said weāll stay friends. I still love you
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:49 am UTC
I tried to give you everything but it wasn't enough for you to stay. You destroyed me but I'll be fine.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:38 am UTC
Itās funny how much I let you influence my appearance. I donāt wear makeup like I used too, I cut my hair and lost weight... all for what?
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:02 pm UTC
i love you, and i always have, and probably always will, but iāve slowly taught myself to love you even when youāre not around
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:47 am UTC
Hey bubs, I just wanted to say thank u for genuinely making me happy but u found a new girl 3 days after we broke up ig I wasnāt the only girl huh. I shouldāve listened to Kiah and trin but hey even if u didnāt I genuinely love u it just sucks that i gotta cut u off Iāll miss u. I say this bc I think itās time for me to give up. Not bc of u but everythingās gone wrong but losing u finally tipped the scale I just wish u had told me earlier I wish that youād tell me what I couldāve done better bc losing u is the worst thing thatās ever happened to me. But every good thing comes to an end I never thought of myself as something good when I wasnāt w u but u said I always was so ig hereās my end.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:24 am UTC
I feel like part of me will always be in love with you. Somewhere in my heart I wish we never ended things, but I know we both bring eachother down. I love you, and Iām sorry. I hope I get the guts to see you before I go to college.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:53 pm UTC
when i first started talking to you i was happy. something about you made my heart race. i couldnāt get you out of my head. i still canāt. iām not the person you want me to be and i canāt go back to being that girl. i need to let you go.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:20 am UTC
my first love turned one of my greatest friends. you were exactly what i needed at the time and iām so glad we were able to grow together. eli, if you see this, youāre the best.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 6, 2021, 7:02 pm UTC
it was supposed to be us. us in la with adopted kids and living the life we promised but you broke the pact.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 6, 2021, 1:01 pm UTC
youāre such a sad, ugly creature. you hate yourself so openly that it exhausts everyone around you. i hope you find happiness someday - you need it more than anyone else.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:12 am UTC
I'm sorry I wasn't ready. And I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. Your love was too strong, too real, and I couldn't handle it. You deserve better.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 5, 2021, 11:16 pm UTC
My sweet baby brother. I'll visit soon I promise. When I can drive I'll bring toys and sit and talk with you for hours. Mom misses you. I miss you. I wish I could bring you home.
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:22 am UTC
I respected you so much, but you somehow managed to make me lose all of it within one conversation. I still donāt know where things went wrong. :/
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:40 pm UTC
I'm sorry that I ever really let our relationship go so far. I let it continue weeks after I had decided that you weren't who I really wanted to be with, and that was so fucking shitty of me to do. I hope you find someone who loves you for you and doesn't do what I did. Im sorry
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:47 am UTC
instead of saying you didn't love me still you said you didn't want to see me with anyone else. fuck you Eli fuck you
From: ABC
To: eli
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:01 pm UTC
i just wish you told me why you left before leaving
n e ways im in love with myself now lol it doesnt matter
