I am hopelessly in love with you and you see me as a friend. It is necessary that I get over you but how can I get over something that was never mine in the first place?

I hope this finds it way to you somehow. I love you, more than I have ever loved anyone. Im coming to see you soon, forever.

My sweet baby brother. I'll visit soon I promise. When I can drive I'll bring toys and sit and talk with you for hours. Mom misses you. I miss you. I wish I could bring you home.

I wish that I did not have to see small pieces of you disappear every single day. Right person. Wrong time.

Why do I always go back to you?No matter who i choose to distract myself with, I always go back to
you.

I still look for you in everyone I meet. I hope you dont hate me and I hope she is everything I couldnt be for you.

When I sent you that text I ment it, you couldn’t loose me even if you tried. I’m always here, please get rid of the front and just talk to me. Everyone miss you, I know you’re not happy but I’m done helping if you’re just going to stab me in the back again.

I'm sorry I wasn't ready. And I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. Your love was too strong, too real, and I couldn't handle it. You deserve better.

you’re such a sad, ugly creature. you hate yourself so openly that it exhausts everyone around you. i hope you find happiness someday - you need it more than anyone else.

you and me...was so unexpected. and that's why i stayed, that's why i'm still staying. but you have to come back. please. i'm begging you.

hi bub, im so sorry for what happened with us. i miss you and i wish we could talk about it just one more time but you moved on with her and it's okay. i get it, you were ready. i forgive you for everything you did and i'm sorry we'll never get our future we planned out. i love you bub, always and forever.

some days i wish i could forget all my memories with you. just because deep down apart of me still loves you and will never be able to let go. i miss you. i wish you’d come back.

it was supposed to be us. us in la with adopted kids and living the life we promised but you broke the pact.

I knew it wouldn’t last for obvious reasons but I thought you were the one. Truly the one for me. Whenever I try to replace the hole you left in me there is something holding me back. A bond I will never ever let go of. I know you don’t feel this way and you have probably already moved on, but I want you to know that I will never forget all the fond memories and happiness you brought into my life. I love u E

i think i was born to love. whether it was you or someone else, i don’t know. but thank you for taking a chance and choosing me. i love you.

its crazy im typing this even though I know you want nothing to do with me and never did. I wish maybe you would've said something other than you hate your life but I suppose it doesn't really matter because it never would have worked in the first place. idk if you were my first love but you definitely were my biggest crush. it took me so long to get over you. i hate you so much but I still get butterflies when I look at you. why did you do this to me.

my darling i miss u everyday. i'd give the world for 10 more minutes with u. i hope ur the happiest u have ever been

my first love turned one of my greatest friends. you were exactly what i needed at the time and i’m so glad we were able to grow together. eli, if you see this, you’re the best.

i wish we would have worked. being without you hurts me so much every day, but i know that cutting you off was best for both of us, sometimes broken things have to stay broken. we didn't want the same things and that's okay. i hope whoever you go onto makes you very happy, you deserve that in life and i'm sorry i couldn't have been that person for you. if we end up really staying apart this time, i hope you don't have to carry anything with you. i'm not doing this to hurt you and i hope you understand that, but i deserve to move on too.

my sweet darling. i love you more than i could put into words. i hope to one day feel your hand in mine.

Wish I had of said it sooner. Sorry for ruining the only good relationship you had. Even though you were the one that stuck your dick in her while she was unconscious. Fuck me daddy I bet she said that while you undoubtedly touched her all over. Then came back to me because I’ll never leave my pretty boy. I like how you use the same method on relationships because of that I’ve been able to pick up on what you are reapplying to the list of not to forget when we’re on our break. I don’t love you but I won’t say that. I’ll just let you believe that while I stare with a broken look in my eyes. Don’t leave me though.

If I could tell you how i really feel this is what I would say to you:
Fuck you. FUCK YOU. because of you I don’t feel like I am enough. And I’m working through it but there’s that little voice in the back of my head always whispering your words to me. And because of you when he texts me I get a rush of anxiety because the only times you text me when we were “together” was for a bad reason. And fuck you because your not good enough to have done all this to me. Yet here I am struggling. Because you made me feel hard to love. Because you told me I wasn’t worth the effort. Fuck you for making me think that was love. And most importantly fuck you for making me lose myself in you. God I wish you knew, I wish you knew you were the biggest asshole I met but that I am rising above you. - from the one person who was always there for you when she should of been there for herself

If I could tell you how i really feel this is what I would say to you:
Fuck you. FUCK YOU. because of you I don’t feel like I am enough. And I’m working through it but there’s that little voice in the back of my head always whispering your words to me. And because of you when he texts me I get a rush of anxiety because the only times you text me when we were “together” was for a bad reason. And fuck you because your not good enough to have done all this to me. Yet here I am struggling. Because you made me feel hard to love. Because you told me I wasn’t worth the effort. Fuck you for making me think that was love. And most importantly fuck you for making me lose myself in you. God I wish you knew, I wish you knew you were the biggest asshole I met but that I am rising above you. - from the one person who was always there for you when she should of been there for herself

hey beb, I’m sorry religion got in the way. I’ll remember your smile and kind heart forever. I will always love you and will always be your girl. I wish you happiness and love, even if it’s not with me. Thank you for everything. Goodbye.

hey dude,
i really miss you but i know you don’t care about me anymore. you’ve already moved on but i haven’t.

You were a fucking rich spoiled brat who didn't care about no one but you. Sorry I didn't have money and sorry I didn't trust you enough fake ass. Hope you stop putting pressure on others to be your friends forever bc you feel lonely, you are only breaking them apart and they won't even complaint bc they are too afraid to hurt you.

We never truly knew each other but I’m glad we dated... I’ve grown so much? I wonder everyday, have you?

i still think about you. it’s been a few months since you left, but life changes and it was gonna happen anyways.

who would’ve thought things would happen like this? i just miss your presence, and smoking with you and laughing together. it’s whatever, i love you.

Thank you for hugging me that day, you made me feel happy again. You always did and you made me feel safe. I wish you weren't so nice to me but thank you for that too, I hate how much I like you because I just can't stop.

You don’t know it yet, but i have liked you for a while. You listen to my problems without ever judging me. But, i know you would never choose me over those other girls.

I hope in another life time I’d come back as a rat so we can be soulmates, isssa joke I don’t want to be your soulmate

when i first started talking to you i was happy. something about you made my heart race. i couldn’t get you out of my head. i still can’t. i’m not the person you want me to be and i can’t go back to being that girl. i need to let you go.

stop pining over me. you deserve better. let me go and find someone else. i love you forever but we just aren’t meant to be.

i’ve loved you since the moment i saw you, almost three years later and i find new things to lovce about you everyday.

you broke me. I am the person I am today because of you. you wrecked my mental health. but you also gave me a love I have never had.

I told you I would love you for the rest of my life and 2 weeks later you broke my fucking heart. Fuck you I should’ve known to NEVER date a peice of shit trump supporter eventhough you said it didn’t matter WE PLANNED OUR FUCKING WEDDING I HATE YOU SO MUCH AND FUCK YOU ELI. YOURE THE REASON IM SO DEPRESSED AND WILL NEVER TRUST A GUY AGAIN I WANT TO FUCKING PUNCH YOU SO HARD

The fact that my relationship with you was the healthiest romantic relationship I’ve had disappoints me. You were so pushy from the start, pressuring me to be in a relationship when you were manic, trying to pressure me into letting you get a sugar daddy despite you being 16 and all this other shit.
I can’t believe I stuck around
I can’t believe I thought that you were worth my life
I’m going to be bigger than you
I’m already better than you
I guess it’s true, I was just too punk rock for you

i hope in some universe, we are laughing together instead me crying over you fucking her. Happy Halloween.

Te pedí que me esperaras y lo hiciste durante mucho tiempo. Luego cuando por fin estaba preparado para ti, tu ya no me pudiste esperar más. Te querré siempre y quiero que seas feliz con J

Te pedí que me esperaras y lo hiciste durante mucho tiempo. Luego cuando por fin estaba preparado para ti, tu ya no me pudiste esperar más. Te querré siempre y quiero que seas feliz con J

this color reminds me of you lol :3 anyways you’re super super cool and jm happt we’re talking again but i’m scared about what’s gonna happen and feelings because last time uhm (: didn’t go to well ! i’m bad with confrontation so i’m of course never gonna say rhis to you but i think you know who this is?? maybe?? i don’t know i’m not leaving any hints but i think you can tell :33! uh i think you’re cool again and i very much enjoy talking to you you dummy

this color reminds me of you lol :3 anyways you’re super super cool and jm happt we’re talking again but i’m scared about what’s gonna happen and feelings because last time uhm (: didn’t go to well ! i’m bad with confrontation so i’m of course never gonna say rhis to you but i think you know who this is?? maybe?? i don’t know i’m not leaving any hints but i think you can tell :33! uh i think you’re cool again and i very much enjoy talking to you you dummy

Was it fun? Did you plan out how you would stop ghost me when you first saw me? How many people have you done that to? I hope you had fun because I sure didn't.

i hate waking up everyday knowing we’re done forever. and knowing we’ll never speak again. i miss you so much it’s painful to even wake up everyday now. i can’t stop missing you no matter what i do you’re constantly on my mind. i wanna message you, but doing that will be my biggest mistake. you are so bad for me. you’re such a bad person. yet i still love you. i miss you.

you broke my heart like no other. i’m still learning to live without you. you always disrespected me. and never cared for me, but on some days you were the sweetest boy i’ve ever met. why couldn’t i be good enough for you? i always put up with everything you put me thru. please come back i’m still waiting for you knowing you’re so bad for me.

I’m pretty sure I have already written one of these to you. You could care less about me but just so you know you will always be in my heart, whether I like it or not.

tpwk
I seriously doubt you will ever see this because you are not the kind of person who would be on this website. I never really realized how truly clueless you were. I just always assumed that you payed as much attention to me as I did to you. But no. You didn’t even know I was in your fucking class. For some reason you are always on my mind, my dreams, and even now when you’ve made it so painfully obvious that you couldn’t care less- I still can’t move on. You never even liked me back. I hope one day you open your eyes to how much I really cared for you. I hope you’re happy.

i wish i knew the pain you were going to put me through in the beginning. you put me through so much yet i still stayed.

hey E,
I’ve been thinking about you a lot recently. The time we spent together meant the world to me and I would do anything to get it back. I hope you are doing well. You’ve probably moved on to another girl but just know that I’ll always love you no matter how you feel about me. We moved on, and maybe it was for the better but I’ll never forget you, I keep saying I’m over you but I know damn well on the inside that I will never ever be over you. I know we’ll probably never see each other again, and that breaks my heart but I just wish for the best. Missing you always.