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Unsent messages to ELI

From: ABC

To: eli

Hey bubs, I just wanted to say thank u for genuinely making me happy but u found a new girl 3 days after we broke up ig I wasn’t the only girl huh. I should’ve listened to Kiah and trin but hey even if u didn’t I genuinely love u it just sucks that i gotta cut u off I’ll miss u. I say this bc I think it’s time for me to give up. Not bc of u but everything’s gone wrong but losing u finally tipped the scale I just wish u had told me earlier I wish that you’d tell me what I could’ve done better bc losing u is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me. But every good thing comes to an end I never thought of myself as something good when I wasn’t w u but u said I always was so ig here’s my end.

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From: ABC

To: eli

not a day goes by where i don’t think about you. i know how much you’ve sacrificed and how much you’ve lost, and i pray that you know that you’re stronger than all that, because i know you are. i love you and hope you come back

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From: ABC

To: eli

i love you and im not sure you really know how much i mean it. i just love you so so so so much and it hurts. it will always hurt. its just like one day you were there and then you havent left my head since. i miss you. youll probably never see this cause you probably think sites like this are stupid or something like that but yea. if u see this youll know who it is.

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From: ABC

To: eli

sometimes when it rains i imagine it in your hair and settling around your smile. it hurts to know that i’ll be thinking about you when it rains and you’ll be fast asleep dreaming of someone else

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From: ABC

To: eli

i just wish you told me why you left before leaving

n e ways im in love with myself now lol it doesnt matter

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From: ABC

To: eli

i love you, and i always have, and probably always will, but i’ve slowly taught myself to love you even when you’re not around

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From: ABC

To: eli

It’s funny how much I let you influence my appearance. I don’t wear makeup like I used too, I cut my hair and lost weight... all for what?

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From: ABC

To: eli

I tried to give you everything but it wasn't enough for you to stay. You destroyed me but I'll be fine.

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From: ABC

To: eli

You look so happy now. I’m proud of all your successes....I just wish I could tell you that, but we don’t talk anymore even though we said we’ll stay friends. I still love you

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From: ABC

To: eli

I wish you loved me as much as I loved you. I wish we could’ve had a movie level Romance where we were best friends and together. I love you

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From: ABC

To: eli

You were so dense, and that was one of the things I really loved about you. You think I’m over it, but that was a simple white lie. One to cope with the fact you never did and never will like me. I hope he makes you happy. I love you. You will always carry a piece of my heart with you. Take care of it, Eli.

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From: ABC

To: eli

I've heard about your boyfriend from you. The only thing I really want to hear from you is "I don't love you,". Say it... for both of us... please?

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From: ABC

To: eli

it hurt. watching you laugh and smile as you stared at someone who would inevitably break your heart. i couldn’t say anything though, nobody knew that they’d be as bitchy as they were. and yet, i told you how i felt. i’ve liked you since the start of june. i told you in october. it didn’t bother you. i sometimes wonder if you even remember what i told you. maybe not, i wouldn’t be that surprised.

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From: ABC

To: eli

I just miss your company. We used to kick it in my lame ass car, get high, get coffee, and talk about anything. Seven months later and you can barely look at me. Why wasn't it enough? You were the one who made things complicated. I wanted you from the jump.

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From: ABC

To: eli

my first love other than myself. you are living proof of angels and soulmates. i am forever grateful 4 u

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From: ABC

To: eli

Sometimes I want to come back but I know you don't feel the same and I don't want to annoy you so I don't.

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From: ABC

To: eli

I think I really did love you and it sucks now thinking about you not knowing what you're ever doing.

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From: ABC

To: eli

was i not good enough for you? did u already have feelings for her that night. i just wish we lasted longer

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From: ABC

To: eli

instead of saying you didn't love me still you said you didn't want to see me with anyone else. fuck you Eli fuck you

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From: ABC

To: eli

I can't believe we've made it this far. And I hate that I want so much more from you than you want from me. And I wish the distance between us would disappear. I don't even know why I'm doing this. But I think I love you.

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From: ABC

To: eli

it's not going to last... it's just not. I know that and I think you do too, but i ignore it and try and enjoy you in my arms while i can...
I will miss you though... you always brighten my day even if unintentionally

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From: ABC

To: eli

we wern't that close. we used to snap back and forth. i stopped because i thought u were annoying. A while after i found out u killed urself...i'm sorry. u were so young and always always kind to me...Maybe if i would have taken the time to be a friend u wouldn't have felt so alone. i'm sorry u couldn't stay here with us. i am so sorry.

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From: ABC

To: eli

i was convinced u were my soulmate for years and as soon as i got "pretty" u come running. glad i know my worth now lol FU

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From: ABC

To: eli

toxic. one word to describe you, i’m always gonna have love for you though, and that’s what hurts, because your trying to win me back, and i come running back to you even though you hurt me

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From: ABC

To: eli

I wish you knew how you made me feel. In the darkest of days, you are the brightest of lights that will forever light up my world.

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From: ABC

To: eli

I'm sorry that I ever really let our relationship go so far. I let it continue weeks after I had decided that you weren't who I really wanted to be with, and that was so fucking shitty of me to do. I hope you find someone who loves you for you and doesn't do what I did. Im sorry

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From: ABC

To: eli

LETSSS GOOO! what's up holmie! this is not a love confession but I want you to know I appreciate you very much! you are a splendid friend with a fantastic book taste.

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From: ABC

To: eli

I respected you so much, but you somehow managed to make me lose all of it within one conversation. I still don’t know where things went wrong. :/

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From: ABC

To: eli

Necesito de vos cada momento, necesito que estemos bien..pero no puedo sacar el rencor que te tengo
Me lastimaste,me sacaste las ganas de seguir adelante.
Quiero volver el tiempo atrás y poder disfrutarte más,abrazarte más fuerte que la última vez,no se porque todo tuvo que ser así...se que a vos también te duele habernos perdido pero ya no te importa tanto,no te importa saber como estamos,si comemos bien,si necesitamos algo.
Me siento sola y necesito de tu cariño para seguir pero no te lo digo frente a frente porque no puedo,se me parte el alma no poder hacerlo.
Nos cambiaste y no te importó
Dijiste que no lo volverías a hacer,pero lo hiciste.
Te dí más de una oportunidad y me volviste a fallar en todas y como estupida que soy sé que voy a volver a tus brazos porque sin vos no soy nada
Pero me arrepiento cada momento de hacerlo porque termino mal, termino rota,llorando todas las malditas noches por vos
Me prometiste cosas que no vas a cumplir,cosas que ni siquiera te debes acordar..
Me hiciste elegir entre dos personas y te elegí, confíe en vos¿para que? Si lo único que hiciste fue usarme,perdí mi niñez haciendo cosas que vos tendrías que haber hecho,deje todo lo mío por vos y aún así nunca me lo agradeciste.
Perdi la confianza de la persona más importante de mi vida solo por vos,me aleje de todos,estoy sola completamente sola y vos allá, siendo feliz sin mí,sin querer hablarme,ignorandome
Tengo tantas cosas que decirte que las palabras no me alcanzan

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From: ABC

To: eli

This is the color of our blanket. I can't look at it without thinking about you and idk if thats a good or bad thing because ily. :/

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From: ABC

To: eli

please don't leave me. i really do like you and i'm scared because i've never met someone as great as you. :(

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From: ABC

To: eli

i miss our facetimes and laughing at you for your baseball bed sheets. i still wonder what would have happened if things were different. you probably don’t still like me, which hurts but i’ll be ok. opening your snaps and seeing your face makes me smile like an idiot ! u are so pretty and handsome and i wonder what it would be like to hug you.

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From: ABC

To: eli

you know when a person just feels like home, your laugh is addicting, I can get lost in your eyes, when I see you I just can't help but smile,your name gives me butterflies

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From: ABC

To: eli

You suck.you stole my friends from me. I was happy. You destroyed me. You destroyed who I am . But I don't hate you. I just wish I could've stayed with my friends.
It hurt when you and G tried to hide in the back of E's car the very last time I saw him. I was gonna say hi, and say I hope you two were doing okay. But you were so fucking mean about everything. Not everything in the fucking world is about you. I hope you learn. Be grateful for the things you have, even if you stole them from me. I hope you're happy and healthy.

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From: ABC

To: eli

we were such good friends u had to like me and ruin it. and then u ended it. i still think abt u all the time. i miss you, you were a really good friend. hope things are good with stella.

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From: ABC

To: eli

why was it that when I moved I found out I loved you, One day I'll see you and get to tell you how I feel, so wait for me.

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From: ABC

To: eli

you're a fucking piece of shit and what you did to me was so shitty. I can't believe I wasted that much time on you. I had genuine love and care for you as a person and in return I got fucked over. still wish you the best because I'm not like that, but just know that you're shit.

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From: ABC

To: eli

It's been a year and not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I miss you with my whole heart, please come back.

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From: ABC

To: eli

i care about you and love you so much its like you put the stars in the sky but you barely even think of me anymore and it hurts so bad

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From: ABC

To: eli

we kinda were best friends in a way, i thought you really were my soulmate but my soulmate would never hurt me as bad as you did. i didn’t deserve any of it. but yet i still and always will wish you the best with her. i’m proud of you for everything

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From: ABC

To: eli

Hey, um i miss you. I know you do also because you texted me how you wanted another chance. Its not that i don't want you back its just i'm scared that one of us is going to hurt the other and i wouldnt be able to go through the pain of being hurt again. I also wouldnt be able to forgive myself if i hurt you anymore than i fell like i have already done. Look im sorry that i just want to be friends but i cant loose you. Not permanently. I just cant. I love you from the bottom of my heart. I love a player, but one that cared for me so much to the point none of us noticed how toxic we were becoming. We were soulmates who just werent meant to be. I hope you do understand that i love you from the bottom of my heart but i just cant get hurt, or i cant hurt you. Either one would kill me mentally and physically. So please understand. Im sorry.

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From: ABC

To: eli

I miss your grayish-blue eyes. I miss the dimples when you smile. I miss your hand in mine. I miss your from behind the back hugs. I miss your forehead kisses.

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From: ABC

To: eli

I don't know why I was so crazy about you. there was far too many cons than pros. there was just something comforting and familiar about you.

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From: ABC

To: eli

You were so good to me. But then u became mean and we never even dated and you hurt me so much. And it’s was not fair to be jealous Bc we were never together but I love you and I always will and u broke me but I forgive you

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From: ABC

To: eli

Sometimes I still think of you. I don’t think you miss me and I don’t miss you but I do miss seeing you happy. You don’t look as happy recently:(

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From: ABC

To: eli

I'm happy for you and your new girl and I see how good you are to her, but why was it me you had to practice with?

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From: ABC

To: eli

I don’t know how you could just leave me and remove me from your life the way you did. I’m still waiting for you even though I probably shouldn’t. Hopefully you come back to me one day.

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From: ABC

To: eli

This is my closure. This is for you. Im sorry but time wasn't enough for me to stay. This isnt a sign for us to ever get back together. I found my soulmate. Its time you hopefully find yours. The assumptions are partially true. But you were just distant fig/lit. Wishing you the best, it did it all without me. Keep doing that. ty

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From: ABC

To: eli

go fuck yourself. you hurt me and i’m not apologizing for being hurt. don’t you dare use this site to say things you won’t say to me in person.

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From: ABC

To: eli

go fuck yourself. you hurt me and i’m not apologizing for being hurt. don’t you dare use this site to say things you won’t say to me in person.

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