i wish we would have worked. being without you hurts me so much every day, but i know that cutting you off was best for both of us, sometimes broken things have to stay broken. we didn't want the same things and that's okay. i hope whoever you go onto makes you very happy, you deserve that in life and i'm sorry i couldn't have been that person for you. if we end up really staying apart this time, i hope you don't have to carry anything with you. i'm not doing this to hurt you and i hope you understand that, but i deserve to move on too.