Unsent messages to COLBY
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: March 24, 2024, 5:49 pm UTC
sometimes i really miss you but i know this is best. it’s nearly summer and it hurts a little more.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: March 15, 2024, 4:18 pm UTC
I still think about you often and how well we fit together when things were good.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: March 10, 2024, 10:40 pm UTC
You are the best brother I could ever ask for. Please never stop being yourself. Thank you
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: February 23, 2024, 1:55 pm UTC
You’ve always chosen her, I hope one day, just maybe, you’ll choose me
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: February 23, 2024, 1:56 am UTC
I know you don’t like me back but I really do like you. I miss you, i really do
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: February 7, 2024, 9:22 pm UTC
i love you so much youre the most handsome and kind man ive ever met.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 26, 2024, 9:43 pm UTC
i shouldn't have been so vulnerable around you
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 7, 2024, 11:54 pm UTC
everyone sees the way u look at me i wish i could see it too
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: December 28, 2023, 8:15 pm UTC
youve scarred me as a person and yet you think you didnt do anything wrong. please realize.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: December 8, 2023, 3:41 am UTC
i really love you, and i’ll be here until you love me just as much.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: November 4, 2023, 5:59 am UTC
I see you in the halls and I love you so much but I don’t know how to talk to you
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: October 28, 2023, 10:30 pm UTC
Almost 600 days since we spoke last. You got to move on, but im still grieving over what you did.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: October 17, 2023, 4:27 am UTC
when will you grow up and realize we’re good for eachother?
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: October 15, 2023, 7:43 am UTC
you’re a jerk but i’ve never loved anyone more than i do you
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: October 15, 2023, 5:54 am UTC
i’ll never not love you. you deserve the world and i hope it’s you and me in the end.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: October 13, 2023, 4:24 am UTC
did you like me the way i liked you?
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: October 11, 2023, 2:52 am UTC
physically hurts not having you. hope it all goes our way and you come back in the end. i love you<3
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: September 28, 2023, 7:41 am UTC
you don’t openly hurt someone again n again if you rlly cared for them. figure it out.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: September 26, 2023, 1:17 am UTC
i still think about you everyday. i feel stupid for it
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: August 14, 2023, 1:50 am UTC
i love u so much baby im so glad we met
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: August 7, 2023, 9:18 am UTC
if i find a way , would you walk it with me?
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: August 2, 2023, 12:18 am UTC
i know that you think i’m crazy but i still love you bro
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: July 27, 2023, 11:30 pm UTC
so much “love” and yet so little respect
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: July 22, 2023, 2:08 am UTC
you made me feel things i thought only existed in stories <3
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:09 pm UTC
I love you never ever lose your smile im so thankful for you
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: July 15, 2023, 9:05 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you how much I love you.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 16, 2021, 6:42 am UTC
Stop telling people about us. I want no affiliation to you, you need to stop running your mouth. People don’t need to know you were another one of my mistakes-
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:26 am UTC
You are the most amazing human being ever. Thank you for being a light in the dark time, even if you didn’t know it. I still listen to your song to feel safe. Thank you for all the beautiful’s and gorgeous’ and the marry me’s. Thank you for telling me I didn’t deserve those things, & lastly thank you for existing. You are one amazing man, and I’ll always carry a piece of you with me.
with all love & sincerity,
missy.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:44 am UTC
You are my first bf but I’m afraid I won’t be able to give myself to you. I don’t think you are the one. I’m curious as to how our relationship will end. I’m sorry if I hurt you. It’ll hurt me more. I tried to warn you.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:46 am UTC
it was crazy of u to just pretend i was the one who messed up when in reality u have developing to do.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:57 am UTC
You were the sweetest, most wholesome guy I have ever met. Until you asked me for pics, just like everyone else.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 7, 2021, 4:52 am UTC
all I ask for is a bit of reassurance. everyone always leaves. I rlly don't want you to. I just want to know what I mean to you. I'm putting 80 in and that's okay, just send me a couple words to help my thoughts know that it's going to be okay
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 5, 2021, 3:03 am UTC
finally 100% over you. last entry and time i’ll check this website!! i’ve discovered that loving you is the opposite of loving myself
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 5, 2021, 3:03 am UTC
finally 100% over you. last entry and time i’ll check this website!! i’ve discovered that loving you is the opposite of loving myself
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:39 am UTC
sometimes i’ll hear a new song and wish i could share it with you. i don’t know why because you hated my music taste anyway.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: December 31, 2020, 6:17 pm UTC
I hope we can come back to each other in the future but even if we don’t end up together I want you in my life forever.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: December 28, 2020, 6:02 pm UTC
thank u for telling me u understand. thank u for not hating me for the way I treated u. make ur movies. tell ur stories. the world and I are waiting to hear ur voice. i’m rooting for ya kid. I hope u find the happiness and love u and I searched for in each other back then.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: December 25, 2020, 9:46 pm UTC
i would have gotten you a telescope for Christmas because you said you missed the old one you had. maybe a ring too... that’s okay though. i wonder what you would have gotten me.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: December 21, 2020, 5:06 am UTC
it was weird acting like we didn’t know each other.. it didn’t feel right. i didn’t want to get to that point. why did you act like you didn’t know me? i don’t think you check this anymore and i’m okay with that. i don’t know if i’ve let go or not colby :( i wish you didn’t tell so many lies about me. i don’t lie about you.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: December 19, 2020, 10:17 pm UTC
what the fuck. you have the best timing, i was already holding back tears at work bc i tried to tell my mom about my bad mental health earlier today and she told me to fake it til’ i made it. and yelled at me. a lot. and told me i just had a small appetite was all. then you came through the fucking drive through with your new girlfriend... why were you so smiley? my hands were shaky for the rest of my shift and it looked like you felt nothing. does she know you check this every day? does she know you can’t let go of me?
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: December 18, 2020, 7:53 pm UTC
last night i had a dream that was a flashback of when we were sitting in my car and i turned away from you as a joke... then you grabbed my waist and pulled me into you. it was right before you kissed me— the second first time. i can keep you out of my head during the day but sometimes you return in nightmares. i needed to get it out of my mind though so this isn’t meant for you to see and think about,, it’s just for me to get it out there.
From: ABC
To: colby
Date: December 15, 2020, 5:32 pm UTC
i was so deeply in love with you for so many years and yet you had no idea how badly you were hurting me.
