last night i had a dream that was a flashback of when we were sitting in my car and i turned away from you as a joke... then you grabbed my waist and pulled me into you. it was right before you kissed me— the second first time. i can keep you out of my head during the day but sometimes you return in nightmares. i needed to get it out of my mind though so this isn’t meant for you to see and think about,, it’s just for me to get it out there.