what the fuck. you have the best timing, i was already holding back tears at work bc i tried to tell my mom about my bad mental health earlier today and she told me to fake it til’ i made it. and yelled at me. a lot. and told me i just had a small appetite was all. then you came through the fucking drive through with your new girlfriend... why were you so smiley? my hands were shaky for the rest of my shift and it looked like you felt nothing. does she know you check this every day? does she know you can’t let go of me?
