it hurts when i think about how i was just a second option to you. i wish i could go back and stop myself from falling for you.

I wanted a life with you. I dreamed of us having a baby before everything ended. Her name was Athena, and she was beautiful.

I wish I didn’t love you so much, because you don’t deserve it. I hope we meet up later on in life, that hope is the only thing keeping me alive.

You genuinely ruined my life and you're the reason for my commitment issues, you were so toxic that I thought everyone else would be the same, and that I deserved to go through all that pain. I hope you stub your toe on every door fame that you come across, fuck you.

i know things are tough but we'll laugh in 10 years about the stupid kids we are. please learn from your mistakes and i'll try to learn from mine.

I feel like we were both too prideful when we were together and I have too much pride to tell you I miss you and if we tried again I would be different I would be better but I know it won't happen because I have too much pride.

This was the color of the shirt I wore that night. I will never forget how I told you I liked you, and you walked away. You will always have a place in my heart.

hey, i know that your parents don’t like me and i hate it. you’re always gonna be the one that got away and i’m always gonna be in your corner. i love you and i’ll be yours till one of us dies?

hey, i know that your parents don’t like me and i hate it. you’re always gonna be the one that got away and i’m always gonna be in your corner. i love you and i’ll be yours till one of us dies?

i wish you knew how i truly felt about you. we were so good together and now your with someone new i cant help but miss the way it felt when we spoke to when you hugged me tight everyday, i miss you. i miss us.

you made me feel the best and worst at the same time, and maybe this is one of the reasons i‘ll never forget this boy

Hey. I haven’t talked to you since September. I hope this message finds you well. I miss you, but I know you don’t have time to deal with me and put in effort because you’re already dealing with so much other shit. I understand, because that’s one of the reasons I did this whole thing in the first place. I do still regret it. Also, I am over you. Because of my “deal” I haven’t texted you to let you know about it. I want to tell her I am, I want you to be happy. Really badly. And I’m going to do it soon, I’m just scared and I don’t know how to bring it up. I’m sorry if by the time I do it, it’s too late. I’m sorry she said no because of me. I told her not to. I know you won’t see this because I doubt you know about this website, but if you do, text me. Please, just one text and I’ll end this whole thing, I don’t want to lose you completely, if I haven’t already. I really care about you and I so miss everything. I wish none of this ever happened. I’m waiting anxiously for January. I have so many things I want to tell you about before we are done for good. Finally, I love you. And I’m not kidding.
I hope you figure out this is for you, and who it’s from.
Or maybe I don’t...
Yours truly,
“Francine”
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Oof they really need to get a teal option for these things

you act like everything is fine between us and like you didn’t majorly mess with me. you impacted me in ways that nobody else has, and i will never forgive you for that. i’m incapable of trusting people now, because of you. and you never apologized.

you hurt me. but somehow i’m still waiting for a text. we were toxic to say the least but somehow i still love you.

honestly we started talking awhile back but idk u made me feel pretty happy when i felt like shit for so long. thank you so much for that but after i started depending on you, you left. im used to it though so its okay. i get it

even though you played me, i still wish the best for u, n i still think u can change for the better and we can try again once ur mature enough and you realize how much i really cared ab u

Aún te quiero.
Pero solo a la versión que me hacía sentir bien.
Aún conservo esa hoja encapsulada.
Quisiera que al menos me recuerdes bien y en algún momento me quisieras.
Tal vez algún día el universo nos quiera juntos de nuevo, gracias por todo.

I haven’t found the words to tell you how sorry I am, you know how stubborn I can be. I will regret it for the rest of my life. I love you always, all ways.

No he podido sacarte de mi cabeza, y es triste pensar que tu tan facil me dejaste ir, como si en realidad lo nuestro no hubiera sido importante, como si todo hubiera sido solo un juego, aun sigo confundida. fueron tantas cosas que me dijiste y yo crei, pero de la nada todo eso cambio y nose porque!!!!
Regrese a terapia y estoy aprendiendo que en realidad nada fue mi culpa, que tu jugaste conmigo y que en realidad todo era mentira. Hoy soñe contigo y con nuestro momentos juntos, soñe que regresabas a mi y que me pedias perdon por todo y que todo estaba bien como antes, pero despues me di cuenta de que solo fue una ilusion, porqeu estabas borracho y solo te dejaste llevar por el momento, que fue exactamente como todo inicio, nos dejamos llevar por el momento. creo que tambien en algo yo me deje llevar y fue en creer todo lo que me decias, confie en ti, pero gracias a ti aprendi que ni de chiste vuelvo a confiar en una persona, y espero que ahora estes bien, que porfin vuelvas con tu ex como siempre lo qusiste, pero ten encuenta que ella no te quiere como yo lo hice y te va a volver a hacer daño, te lo aseguro!! No le vuelvas a hacer esto a ninguna otra porque de verdad que es algo de la chingada

Hola, como decirtelo?, fui un estupido, lo se, debi de haberte correspondido desde el primer momento que me dijiste y la verdad me arrepiento de no haberte dado el tiempo que necesitabas, realmente te extraño, ya sabes quien soy? Suerte. S

Sorry you were threatened by me cuz once i found my worth you tried to bring me down every chance you got.

Every day i realize that we are both perfect and terrible for each other. Still wish you were mine though :/

I know we ended on good terms and you left for a reason but I want you to know that if we one day cross paths I’ll always look at you the same way I did when I loved you...

this was the color of the polo i bought for you in europe. i know you still wear it. but i guess it wasn’t good enough. you know you will always have a special place in my heart and i love you

you called me every name imaginable and said the worst things to me but i’m still with you and every time you tell me you love me all i hear is each name you’ve called me. it hurts. so bad. but you’re my only comfort.

I really hope she was worth it. After everything we talked about the promises you made how could you. Still somehow I miss you.

Its been a year since we met. I miss u dude I need you. I miss wearing your favorite purple shirt. I remember I would always say your house was my home. i miss being with you i need you. you promised so many things and yet broke all the promises was she worth it? how could you do that to me but yet somehow I forgive you. I hope you are okay I wish you the best love

hey. i love you so much and i want what’s best for you. i’ll put my name so you don’t see it but just know you’re the most amazing boyfriend i ever will have. even tho sometimes i feel under appreciated you tend to make up for it. i love you more than youll ever know and ik you’ll love me more than you’ll ever show. it’s mekayla btw :) I picked orange bc they don’t have teal and ik it’s ur favorite color. please never forget no matter how angry i am with you, i’ll always love you no matter what

I really hope we get to meet again and finish all our plans together. I wouldn't forgive me having you and letting you go.

Why did you give up on me so fast I was so in love with you and I still am if you asked me to marry you tomorrow would say yes

you aren't my first love, but it still hurts. we could've burned really bright. we already did. but i guess its easier for you to run than let it consume you. part of my life will always be defined by loving you, but never quite having you, not as you had me. have me.
I'll let you go, one day, but i suspect you will always haunt me... f.

You reached out first and I couldn't have been happier. You're such a good friend that sometimes I want more, but I know I can get annoying with how much I talk so I started pushing you away, talking less... I'm sorry.

i wish we stuck it out a bit more but sometimes things aren’t meant to be i guess. i still think about you but it’ll never work.

I don't really know what to say other then I wish I could've met you. I hope you're doing good up in heaven. I excited for the day I will finally get to met you. Hope you're keeping out great-grandparents company up there. Just know I am always thinking of you. Love, ur little sister

i’m falling for you and i’m really scared. i know you don’t like me even tho you treat me as if we were something more. i’ll always be here for you. thanks for being such a good friend.

i dont know why i still think about you because it has literally been years but i just wanted to say thank you

I let go of the hurt because I didn't deserve what you did. the way you are I just think maybe you're meant to be alone while you have hoes. you deserve true love I don't understand why you don't let yourself have that. I loved you so much and still do but I won't let it keep hurting me. you were my person maybe I'm not yours but I hope you figure yourself out my love.

If our love was forever, why was I so easy to let go? So easy to forget, so easy to push away. Was it all a lie?

the lil Caribbean boy i fell for i love you with all my heart theres nothing i wouldn't do for you i hope she makes you happy just like how happy you made me i love you crocs

im sober. finally. im backing of the edge. i think ab you and it keeps me off the edge. but at the same time, the thought of you makes me want to go over the edge. i hope you stay happy with her. i do. i honestly wish i could hear your heartbeat one more time or at least, i wish you would have let me say goodbye. i remember when you used to call me cricket. i loved that. i miss us being us. i really do. keep working for that miata. im sorry.

Ur so wrong for me, but i find myself wanting u. i love u still but i’m scared to say it back because that makes it real

Wishing you would've sent the letters you wrote. Every day I wished you would just show up and kiss me but you never did. Now it's too late.

why did you just leave me, you were the realest thing i ever had and i still miss you despite everything

I feel like you hate me, but that might just be my negative thoughts...unless you really do hate how much I talk about nonsense.

Estoy aquí escribiendo en una estúpida página lo que no he dado para decirte en casi 4, que ironía creía que siempre decía lo que sentía pero contigo es difícil cuando me miras solo puedo pensar en cómo produces todas esas cosas sobre mi que nadie lo había logrado hacer, solo pienso en lo mucho que me va a doler si te veo con alguien más..... Ojala fueras más abierto, ojala me demostraras todo aquello que tus amigos juran que sientes por mi, ojala dejaras ese miedo y te acercaras... Solo quiero que lo nuestro funcione pero no esperar que funcione sino hacer que funcione, me gustan los ojala pero creo que ya no me amas y esta bien digo no me tienes que amar para siempre, me dijeron que estas hablando con una chica y si... es bonita pero de verdad la quieres? De verdad quieres pasar tu vida con esa persona que no te conoce tanto como yo?que no sabe cuanto te gustan las películas de miedo, que no sabe lo debil que eres aunque demuestres ser fuerte, que no sabe lo mucho que aprecias a tu familia aunque tengas problemas con ellos, solo mierdaaa aquí me tienes esperando por ti, esperando tu mensaje y esperando que me digas si me sigues queriendo o ya no.
Pero si de algo estoy segura es de que te amo con todo mi corazón y creo que tu también lo sientes, sabes que lo nuestro nunca se va a morir por más que busques en diferentes personas algo que solo ves en mi.
Solo te quiero a ti y ya..... Así que... Que estas esperando? Yo te estoy esperando a ti
PD: lo puse negro porque es mi color favorito


De"A"

You were my best friend since we were kids, and when we grew older, I realized I loved you. You knew I loved you, but you never loved me back. We never dated,only friends,yet I remembered how much I wanted to hold your hand back in the day. Time has passed, and I never got to tell you how I felt those years ago,and i guess you will never know. And even though you caused me pain while I watched you date others,I forgive you. Thank you for being my friend and first love.

It's been 3 months since the break up of our 2 year LDR and you've already moved on with a new girl, yet i haven't even put the spotify frame of us away. It's right next to my monitor. The one i'm currently using.

I can't believe I felt sorry for you hurting me. I wanted the absolute best for you, but you were willing to throw me away. I'm not sorry anymore.

It seems like every move I make in a different direction always leads back to you. You are my one true love, my best friend, my fate. You left me again saying that I am like an obsession to you one second you love me the next you hate me. God I would take a million goodbyes from you if it meant that’d you’d still come back to me, if it meant you’d still be there for another hello.

You turned me into such a weak and insecure coward. I will never be able to love myself or anyone else.