You were the first that made me feel like in the middle of this dark world, I was gonna be okay. I’ll always thank you for that.

i wish i could go back to the start of last year and change my stupid mistakes. i always wonder what could’ve been. i guess i’ll never know. i miss you.

i love you. so so much and it hurts to know you’ll never really care about me. you were my bestfriend since 6th grade and it hurts knowing i’ll never get to be with u romantically. u were my first everything.

i fell in love with everything about you, why don’t you just come back to the girl who will always love you?

AMM nose como decir esto pero creo que nuestra relacion nunca debio ser, al inicio todo fue hermoso pero luego, nos encargamos de lastimarnos el uno al otro, sin embargo no lo quisimos aceptar y lo llamamos "amor" a algo que no era, apesar de todo eso te doy las gracias por hacerme feliz aunq fuera solo por un momento.

Christian I know you never got the opportunity to know me but I payed attention to everything about you. I loved everything about you.

you ruined my life and my sense of self. i have no idea who i am because you ruined me. you beat it out of me.i hope you die.

If you wrote to me in July, then I replied to that post, please reply in the comments if that is you. I'm leaving the city soon, and I want to get together before that.

Idk why I loved you. Sometimes I wish I hated you like I did when I first met you. All you care about is if someone sends you pics

I love you but I don't know how to tell you, and I know you feel it too when we are together it feels different. I just wish we could be together.

i wish you knew that each time i went back to you it hurt me on the inside and crushed the trust my parents and given to me. i loved you so much but I'm just not the one for you. you need someone who will actually be there for you and i don't want you to wait for me. i want you to be happy even if it isn't with me...

I was falling in love with you. Maybe it wasn’t long enough for you to feel the same way, but you made me believe it. Why wasn’t I enough? Was I ever going to be? Why didn’t you choose ME. Why didn’t you even say anything? I’m drowning too. I just cared too much to tell you. I was excited for the future you made up for us. I’m sad I have to keep searching when I thought you were it. ily

even tho ur an asshole, my mind always goes back to u. y do I always miss the ppl who hurt me the most. come back plz. I miss us and our friendship.

I hope you're happy with that girl I helped you fall in love with, because I was too scared to try and be the one.

2 years and 7 months gone just like that when you disappeared and ghosted me. But it's been two years already and it's still you. It's you every fucking day.

You broke me in a thousand ways, but at the end of the day the way you hurt me was the only love you were willing to give.

We really loved each other at the wrong time, didn’t we? Even though we’ve moved on from then,I’m glad to call you someone I loved

I tried not getting attached. i tried and tried again. but you were so perfect. too perfect tbh. i couldn't let go of you. you were like that one person that just understands. i loved you so much. and I always will.

I think i maybe in love with u but im too scared to tell u cuz if i do it would ruin our whole friendship so ya

You made me loose my self worth. I hated that I was not the race you desired. I hate that you told me my race wasn’t attractive

I don’t think you ever loved me how I loved you. We were so young it seemed meaningless but it wasn’t to me. I thought u were the person that I was going to marry. How ignorant of me. You have changed so much you’re unrecognizable- I hope you’re happy with your new friends. You’re a complete piece of shit.

i fucking miss you right now and all of a sudden you're back in my dreams. in my dreams i am speaking to you like if we never stopped in the first place. i just miss my friend and right now i really need one. im falling apart. i dont know whats happening anymore and i dont even want to be here anymore

you’re a c*nt. thanks for all the nights i spent crying about you. i can’t even write anything sentimental because at this point i pity you.

You hurt me more than I thought I could be hurt but you also cared for me when I was at one of my lowest points.

i do think you’re a coward for not admitting how you truly felt. you didn’t have to lie to me and pretend to love me.

i loved you, and i don’t think i can say confidently you felt the same. you’d text me and tell me you wanted to be with me, but the next day you’d go mess around with my cousin. i still remember the day after we broke up, i saw you kissing her. you told her you loved her right after breaking my heart. why? was i not good enough? it’s been 2 years since then but i still think about it. sometimes more than others. i’m sorry if i did something for you to hate me.

it's a bit far fetched to say that i no longer love you. i think to stop loving you is to stop breathing.

I think u called me 2 weeks ago. I'll see u again, even if it isn't in this lifetime. For my sake I hope it is. love u 4everrrrr

Sometimes when I think of you I feel like i’m drowning and I can’t catch my breath. Sometimes I feel nothing at all.

sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if you where in it. i think it would be a lot brighter. but then again, maybe i’m wrong

I finally let you go because I need to focus on myself. I still love you but it’s time for me to let you go. XOXO

I love you much. you have gotten me through so many days. I will love you forever and ever in my heart. It's just that, I wish you were real. I convince myself every night that you love me and i'm safe with you. But sometimes I just wished you were there physically. I wish you were actually present.

I miss what we used to have. We'll never get it back. We've both changed. And I'm happy. I think of you often though.

I miss what we used to have. We'll never get it back. We've both changed. And I'm happy. I think of you often though.

i can't begin to express how much i miss you and your awkward beautiful laugh. you’ll forever be my soulmate.

i love you so much. i never feel like you think the same about me even though u act it when you’re around me you seem like you’re not bothered when you’re texting me. i could never leave you tho you’re the only thing that brings me happiness and my life would be so boring without you.i’m always here for you,whatever you need. you’re my favourite person..

I dream of you often.
I don’t think I have gone a day without thinking of you since we broke up.
I was so desperately in love with you and you took advantage of that.
I can’t explain why I still feel love for you but I do.
I hate myself for feeling this way even when I’m with someone new.
But I wonder every day if you feel the same way about me even though you are with her.
I just wish I knew why you reached out to me again.
I should’ve just fucking asked you.
I’m such a fucking coward for that.
You asked me how I had been doing and that text message after all the time we had gone without talking sent me spiraling back into everything that I felt for you in the beginning.
I have a reoccurring memory of us laying in my bed, I was in your arms and the sun was streaming in.
Your fingers were tracing my face.
I have never felt more loved than in that moment.
Why did we have to end.
Fuck.
I just miss you.
Why did we not end up together.
Just please reach out again.
I didn’t mean it when I told you I was happy with him.
I was lying.
I never stopped fucking loving you.
I can’t forget you.

I’m sorry I hurt you
I’m sorry your like the people in the comments under a sad song
I’m sorry I didn’t get what was happening in your head
I’m sorry that I’m so hard to love
I’m sorry we met at the wrong time
I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you when you wanted me too
I’m sorry I invalidated your feelings
I’m sorry your angry
....
I’m just so sorry.
I wish I could go back in time and if I could I would do it all a million times
I wish you could see how hard this is on my soul
And I don’t know why I can’t get over it after so long
You blocked me out of your life and I’m so happy for you because I just hurt people
But in every person I meet I look for you in them
And the you I have in my head doesn’t exist anymore
It’s gone
I’m slowly forgetting the sound of your voice
The way you look when you smile
The memory of you is faint
And sometimes I realize I’m hurting myself
I’m hurting myself.
And I think about it and I never really knew you did I?
I fell in love with the version I made in my head
And I’m so obsessed with the thought you chasing me
I’m so toxic.
I crave attention and the chase
You didn’t make me chase and I think that’s what pushed me back
You gave me everything I thought I needed
And I knew that I didn’t deserve that
Your soul was so pure but so damaged
The look in your eyes you could just see the pain
I didn’t understand you though
But now I realize that I was never what you needed
You hurt because of someone else and maybe I was the chase that you liked
The rebound
But what kills me most is how I moved on until you tried to come back
After you said you still had feelings I pushed you away and then regretted everything
I just hope one day you know I never meant to hurt you
I was just trying to love you.

sorry if you think I'm ignoring...I dont mean to. I just find everything and everyone annoying and i dont wanna get mad at you and annoy you with myself

So idk if your even my first love but I’ve just always had a thing for you since elementary school and I rly do like you so yeah

I hurt myself so much doing things I know you would yell at me for. I did them because I thought if I hurt myself enough you would come back.

I didn’t wanna have sex all the time but i knew that was the only way you’d stay. I love you. I always have. I miss you.

i’m still haunted. i wish i could understand what i did to make you treat me so coldly. you know, i thought becoming human made me care less, but it only was a facade. I labeled you an angel knowing full well you were far from it. you were dirty, broken and honestly scary. but so pure. you were so human yet so pure. i don’t pretend anymore. i hope you’re doing okay. i’m sorry i only text you when i’m maniac. but i think that’s the only time you found me interesting. i’m sorry for hurting you. i hope you found happiness. i hope someone is filling that gaping hole in your chest that you’ve been filling in with dirt. i hope you can forgive yourself. happy new year.

You showed me you didn’t care when you said that I was only good enough for sex, not to date. You showed me you didn’t care when you told me all of the details about your sex life with some random bitch a WEEK after I told you my feelings for you. You showed me you didn’t care when you let your friends and brother be mean to me for no reason. You showed me you didn’t care when you left me on delivered for hours and days at a time just to respond with an “lol”. You showed me you didn’t care when you only texted me when you wanted something. You showed me you didn’t care when you purposely hurt me again and again and still expected me to stick around. You showed me you didn’t care when you disappeared out of the blue and didn’t text me for two months. It hurts me when you say that you couldn’t care less if I talked to you or not. It hurts me when you act like I’m worth nothing but then get angry if I move on. I work my ass off trying to continue with my life and leave you behind but you always come back and try to convince me that you’re different. A man who cares about me would never leave me feeling the way you did. I may be saying it for the thousandth time by now, but you’ve shown me you didn’t care one too many times.

I miss you, I made a mistake by telling you. Can we just forget about it. Come back, be here, I love you.

i don’t think about you anymore but you still appear in my dreams. i don’t want to ever see you again.

I wish that you would talk to me one last time. I think about you every single day and I want my best friend back

"im trying something with her right now" you said. i dont think her boyfriend was very happy about it.

i know we’re new, but i really want things to work out with us. u make me so happy, even though you’ll never see this.

i don't get it. i thought we had something, but I guess who didn't feel the same way. which is fine. although you didn't have to fuck me over and drag me through the mud. i would still take you back against my better judgement.