Unsent messages to CHASE

im sorry i hurt u the way i did chase. i still miss u btw

i wish we could've worked it out, i still think about u. thank u for coming back even if u left

it’s been almost a year since we broke up but i still love you.

i love you with every bone in my body.

i wish our last conversation went differently. rest in peace

You hurt me so bad. she will never treat you as good as I did.

Our song is on

i wish you’d give us another chance.

you deserve to have endless love songs written about you

i really wanted it to be you.

i wish things would’ve never happened.

i’ve liked you for awhile now but i dont know how to tell you.

why did u have to do me like that

i finally got the courage to text you. i hope you answer

I’ll love you forever… I promise

We both corrupted eachother but i miss you

i wish you would tell me why

i like you, a bit, maybe more than a bit

i wish i was the only one you’ve ever loved.

why did you act like you wanted me?

i wonder if you read these. forever & always? come home

I’ll always love u

Sometimes I wish I didn’t have to hurt you to push you away....

I wish i could have told you how much i loved you that day.

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!! ∩^ω^∩

I will be waiting on you forever. You are the good one

i’d do anything for you to be the man you are in my mind

i wish you could have let me help. instead of pushing me away.

i hate how u couldn’t stay loyal but miss how u treated me

it's stupid but I think I'm falling in love with you.

i really like you

I love you so much, i just cant love you as much as you love me

Why wasn’t I enough for you? How could I have made you stay?

the worst part is i never expected you to hurt me like that.

i wish we met later in life, we would’ve been perfect

I’m sorry

everything would be so much better if you didn’t do that.

I wish we talked about it.

there's nothing i wouldn't do to just see your face

i’ll love you forever and always.

i think i will always love you

you are the greatest person i’ve ever known

I love you thanks for being best bf ever!!!!

i wish you could see how much i adore you. how excited i get to see your name in my notifs. but you're so preoccupied that it almost stings lol.

the butterflies you give me are unreal. you make me physically ill. I love it. and i wouldn’t want anyone else making me feel like this. i always get so nervous for biology because that’s the class we have together.
p.s. i’m gonna destroy you in ping pong ;)

i know we never dated. but you know we had something, and you still chose her over me. and not just once.

I wish I would have appreciated you more. Your touch, your words, your laugh, your smile, your love... I’ll never love someone the way I loved you.

I saw the one your wrote in grey. I’m worried about you. I just wish there was some way I can help you, if there is anything at all I will do it, anything that involves good things. I can’t even begin to explain how much you mean to me, you’re one of my very favorite people and you matter a lot to me. I just want to thank you for always being there and helping me when I need it, and reassuring my crazy ass. Seriously though, like if you feel upset one night and you really really need someone I won’t hesitate to come by and see you, okay? I’m always going to be here, I’m going to try to help you battle this as much as I can and as much as you want me to. I know you said you don’t really need me and you can do it on your own, but sometimes it’s just nice to know someone will always be there for you, and that’s what I’m going to do. And I know you’re not one for affection and such but if you ever just need a hug I think I could consider myself like a professional or something along the lines of that. You are enough and you matter. I’m going to try to help you as much as I can, without smothering you. There’s so much I could say about you that just makes my life so much better, you being my friend in general just makes my life so much better. I’m not going to give up on you. :)

You really hurt my feelings today, I can’t even lie. I’ve cried more than four times because you made me feel like I wasn’t worth your time today. I can’t be mad though, because i know you didn’t mean to. I know you care about me I’ve just been insecure because I feel like your falling for another girl and that kinda hurts like a lot, even though I’m fifty percent sure you aren’t into me. You text her a lot and hung out with her the other day and now I feel like I’m going to be replaced. I’m not going to matter anymore and I’ll be pushed away. I would actually become irrelevant to you and that scares me because you’re the main thing that keeps me together. Not to mention you keep me from doing bad things. You make me really happy and it makes me even more happy that we’re friends. I want to keep our friendship. This is probably going to piss you off if you find it because I’m being an over thinker, but I think if I said some of this to you I would start crying... But I don’t want this to make you feel bad okay? You’re a good person and I need to keep you in my life. Please don’t leave me.

hey asshat! i probably shouldn't write another one of these for a while because that sorta defeats the purpose of space and you know the moving on stuff which i still want you to try to do btw like fr. but i'm gonna write in this color because well you've always been light purple to me. its sorta funny reading these messages to the other chases of the world, honestly annoying though because i actually never wanted you to read mine. i thought there would be a ton of submissions cuz the name is common and i figured you'd never even be able to find it but ofc with my luck everyone stopped writing the chases of the world messages the second i felt like i needed to. i actually wrote like 6 of them under all different names but mostly all in this color. the other ones in this color that weren't me sorta seemed like stuff i would say too which is confusing cuz well it's not me. weird huh? fan behavior if you ask me. anyways i'm ranting sorry um but fr i want you to try to move on, i promise you'll realize i'm not all that great. oh oh also i watched this movie about johnny cash tonight it was good but also sorta upsetting. his dad was really mean. some dads should really stop doing that. but it got me thinking about joaquin phoenix's scar on his lip and the whole movie its sorta all i could pay attention to. i felt bad about it though because i'm sure he gets that a lot and it isn't nice to stare even if they can't see you doing it. but i was thinking about scars, mental ones and physical ones and how they're actually really pretty to me? the scars i have feel personal ig but also i'm super cool so they probably just seem even more badass by just being on my body duh. i have the one from when i snuck out and ran into that police officer (still embarrassing cant even sneak out right) and ones i still remember from running into doors and kicking people in soccer and stupid stuff like that. but still. the scars are lucky to be on such a cool person. i wonder why some scars hurt more even if they aren't as deep, or don't look as gruesome. ig to everyone else they seem like less of a big deal since they look less painful but maybe that's why they're prettier than the one's everyone knows about. they're like incognito pain or annoying bandaid tribulations that only you ever got to know and idk i guess i think that's really cool. also lol you with your neosporin (well lack of it technically) loserrrrrrrrr still funny as hell your cut from camp took that long to heal. you and your fucked up elbow smh. well anyways i miss you already don't be stupid.
- literally the coolest person for scars and pretty everything ever, b