Unsent Messages

hey asshat! i probably shouldn't write another one of these for a while because that sorta defeats the purpose of space and you know the moving on stuff which i still want you to try to do btw like fr. but i'm gonna write in this color because well you've always been light purple to me. its sorta funny reading these messages to the other chases of the world, honestly annoying though because i actually never wanted you to read mine. i thought there would be a ton of submissions cuz the name is common and i figured you'd never even be able to find it but ofc with my luck everyone stopped writing the chases of the world messages the second i felt like i needed to. i actually wrote like 6 of them under all different names but mostly all in this color. the other ones in this color that weren't me sorta seemed like stuff i would say too which is confusing cuz well it's not me. weird huh? fan behavior if you ask me. anyways i'm ranting sorry um but fr i want you to try to move on, i promise you'll realize i'm not all that great. oh oh also i watched this movie about johnny cash tonight it was good but also sorta upsetting. his dad was really mean. some dads should really stop doing that. but it got me thinking about joaquin phoenix's scar on his lip and the whole movie its sorta all i could pay attention to. i felt bad about it though because i'm sure he gets that a lot and it isn't nice to stare even if they can't see you doing it. but i was thinking about scars, mental ones and physical ones and how they're actually really pretty to me? the scars i have feel personal ig but also i'm super cool so they probably just seem even more badass by just being on my body duh. i have the one from when i snuck out and ran into that police officer (still embarrassing cant even sneak out right) and ones i still remember from running into doors and kicking people in soccer and stupid stuff like that. but still. the scars are lucky to be on such a cool person. i wonder why some scars hurt more even if they aren't as deep, or don't look as gruesome. ig to everyone else they seem like less of a big deal since they look less painful but maybe that's why they're prettier than the one's everyone knows about. they're like incognito pain or annoying bandaid tribulations that only you ever got to know and idk i guess i think that's really cool. also lol you with your neosporin (well lack of it technically) loserrrrrrrrr still funny as hell your cut from camp took that long to heal. you and your fucked up elbow smh. well anyways i miss you already don't be stupid.
- literally the coolest person for scars and pretty everything ever, b