Unsent Messages

You really hurt my feelings today, I can’t even lie. I’ve cried more than four times because you made me feel like I wasn’t worth your time today. I can’t be mad though, because i know you didn’t mean to. I know you care about me I’ve just been insecure because I feel like your falling for another girl and that kinda hurts like a lot, even though I’m fifty percent sure you aren’t into me. You text her a lot and hung out with her the other day and now I feel like I’m going to be replaced. I’m not going to matter anymore and I’ll be pushed away. I would actually become irrelevant to you and that scares me because you’re the main thing that keeps me together. Not to mention you keep me from doing bad things. You make me really happy and it makes me even more happy that we’re friends. I want to keep our friendship. This is probably going to piss you off if you find it because I’m being an over thinker, but I think if I said some of this to you I would start crying... But I don’t want this to make you feel bad okay? You’re a good person and I need to keep you in my life. Please don’t leave me.