I’m no longer crying over you, I’m moved on. Some days I wish so badly it could’ve been you. But I’m glad you grew up enough for her. Thank you for summer ‘19

I liked you back. Your goofy smile and black glasses. I know that we were too young to know what love was but I would’ve tried it out still.

i’m literally in love with you & i always will be. i don’t know if you’ll ever feel the same way.

its such a shame we are both fucked in the head. we're still soulmates to me. you're the best human I know.

gingey, why cant u see that i like u , ik u dont like me but things would be so much easier if u say that to me, i spend time crying over you, and for what

i just don’t know why you’d fuck with me like that. saying all those things like you actually cared about me. i actually cared about you but you made it seem dumb to be vulnerable. i regret meeting you. i really don’t know why i overlooked all your flaws. yeah it fucking hurts. that’s what you wanted me to feel, right?

why couldn’t you have been normal and sweet. or at least have told me you didn’t really like me. why’d we have to play those stupid mind games of me vying for every ounce of your affection and you lying to me. why was i such a pain to you. just another fucking placeholder. well here is the simple truth— someday it will hurt you too. no one will be perfect for you. so stop dating if you just want to keep ruining people’s fucking time. i didn’t expect you to be perfect. i just expected human decency. so fuck you for making me think i didn’t deserve that.

why couldn’t you have been normal and sweet. or at least have told me you didn’t really like me. why’d we have to play those stupid mind games of me vying for every ounce of your affection and you lying to me. why was i such a pain to you. just another fucking placeholder. well here is the simple truth— someday it will hurt you too. no one will be perfect for you. so stop dating if you just want to keep ruining people’s fucking time. i didn’t expect you to be perfect. i just expected human decency. so fuck you for making me think i didn’t deserve that.

To this day I love you and would do anything for you, though I know the thought isnt returned. I wouldn't have been anything without you

i’m still waiting for you to come back , you’re the first boy i’ve ever been able to be myself around. you were my bestfriend. i hope life is treating you well and your doing ok. love you.

I wish I hadn’t given you so much of my love. I will never feel truly seperate from you. I need to let go. Fuck you.

Time has passed now, and I no longer feel the same way that I did last year, I still miss you. If I could take everything back I would. You meant literally everything to me and I'm so sorry I let you go.

I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving you cam, but maybe we just weren’t meant to come back together. People called me “naive” for believing everything you say. They told me I’m setting myself up for failure. I didn’t care if I set myself up for failure I’m in love with you. But maybe they were right, you just had to be honest with me and we would be okay. It happened a second time when you promised it wouldn’t. It wasn’t supposed to happen again. Maybe we’ll get together in a different time, just not this one. I’ll always love you. Thank you for everything.

I knew I’d love you the first day I met you. How can you make me feel the way you do and still be with her? It’s not your fault.

You are the reason I keep living. I love you so much I wish I could tell you how I feel but if you don’t feel the same and I make it awkward, I’d just rather have a friendship.

i really have feelings for you. this thing was just wrong place wrong time, we could've had something real if you hadn't left me for her in the middle. maybe one day we'll find our way back to each other.

If you loved me so much then why did you not tell me sooner you lost interest instead of treating me like a burden.

You've fucked up my mental state for months and even after that you're still leading me on to think I have a chance of reconcilliation. Fuck you I don't even want to be your friend anymore all the good days and memories dating or not don't count against all the shit you did to me.

I've never met someone quite like you, and I don't think I will again. You are my other half and I miss you like crazy

Not exactly unsent, but I love you, you pulled me from such a dark place and I couldn't be happier with you

well, what can I say? you made me feel so many ways and emotions. mostly pain but its whatever. kinda just want to say thank you for showing me the signs of hatred and love. you taught me so many things so I appreciate it bud. but no fr thank you for making me happy while it lasted. but most importantly fuck you, fuck you for killing me inside. you broke me in a million pieces. you never even apologised for cheating but I apologised for being sad over it. it took me over four months to get over your stupid ass, I'm finally learning to love myself. currently with a good man, who treats me well. moving on was really hard but it was one of the best things I ever did. I don't hate you and I know I should but were human, you just couldn't handle a bad bitch :) enjoy your life you piece of shit.

You were my first love, and you will be the one I won’t ever get over, even though I can’t imagine myself being with you again, somehow I still always think of you.

You literally take my breath away I know it’s cringe but I’m being dead serious I just wanna fucking hug you. Whenever we speak to each other just once I feel like I’m about to explode and I just wanna run my hands through your ginger hair. The only reason I throw pencils at you in maths is because I wanna get your attention and just have fun with you. You literally are my world even though you try to avoid me I really love you

You ruined me for a small period of my life, but in the end it was a lesson and I now know what I deserve

i hope you have a good 2021, i'm gonna do my best to leave you in 2020.i think we're much better off without each other anyway.hope you're doing good.

You're my best friend and I treasure our friendship more than anything... but I'd be lying if I said I didn't STILL have feelings for you so strong to the point where I've fallen deeply in love with you. I'll never tell you though, I know you probably assume my feelings for you went away.

i can’t believe i was just nothing to you. nothing special. nothing you liked. passing the time until the next one.

I wish you knew how much I love you.I'm really trying so hard for and to be enough for you and I wish you noticed that.Thank you for being there for me all those times when I was at my lowest.I feel like you don't know how much I appreciate you because you're so caught up on the one person you love more than anything. But I just wish you knew how much I actually appreciate you.You make me feel so cared abot by just dong the smallest things like that one time you told me when we're older you were gonna come pick me up while its raining and we would park and just sit there and talk while listening to music.Or that one time we were on the phone and you sang Feeling Whitney by Post Malone and you knew that was my favorite song at the time.I would always cry to that one lyric,"and I've been looking for someone to put up with my bullshit" and I always wanted to have someone who would put up with my bullshit and that's exactly what you do.You make me feel loved even if you've never said it in words. Thank you for being there for me when I was at my lowest. Thank you Cameron.

there's not words for us. we were just us. perfect doesn't describe us we just were who we were around each other everything would go away. I don't think I meant as much to u but we will find each other one day in a supermarket and end up eating stupid pizza on a park bench

You were my first love and probably always will be if im being honest. I just wish i could tell u everything i found beautiful abt you, everything stupid abt u, everything sweet abt u, everything perfect abt u. I wish i wasnt as upset as i am but I want us to become friends again ever since we became distance I miss all the fun things we did together even if i screamed ur ears off tubing. Someday i hope to hug u one last time. I guess i just want to laugh with u again :)

hello handsome boy,idk if you will ever see this... but I love you I love you no matter what even if u don't believe me I only love u I hope me & u last.

Hi love,
I’m sorry for getting so worked up all the time. Thank you for being so patient with me, you’re amazing. I love you

Why did you tell me you liked me then ghost me when your friends found out about us? Were you embarrassed of me

somewhere i know i want you to see these. my last submission was angry, i was angry. im still angry, cam. in the following days ill get over you. ive put your things away in my closet. i hope she gets whatever i didnt, i hope she never cries over you and i hope she never has to beg you to care, i hope she gets as much from you as she needs and she never has to ask for it. youre never going to read either of my submissions, if im honest, and if you do youll never be sure that it was really me who sent them. im not sad that i wasnt enough for you anymore. im upset i let you make me believe that i wasnt in the first place. i hope you never let her know what that feels like.

i’m sorry i didn’t tell you i loved you back i was scared, but i’ll keep waiting for u to say it again until then i hope u n her last:(

you are my best friend in the whole world. no matter how many people come and go into your life i promise i will always be here like no matter what lol. i love you so much and im not really good at expressing it but i promise i do. A LOT> you're my favorite person on this planet i literally fucking hate everyone else. talking to u always makes me feel better, talking shit abt people with u is my favorite thing tbh. tbhh... YOU SMELL LIKE SHIT LOLOL., now come over so i can give u ur christmas present u fuckind weirdo. K BYE

you absolutely destroyed me and FUCK YOU. you cheated on me acting like i wouldn’t know but guess what, i did know, i knew the whole time and you still tried lying about it. you heartless bitch

I know you’ll never love me but, I’m okay with that because your presence alone makes me feel like the luckiest girl.

I cant believe you were so stupid and stayed with her when u knew u liked me it hurts but i hope shes good for u

you’re very hot and sexy and cool and i really enjoy being around you and i’m very lucky to be w someone so awesome ??

i think i'm starting to forget what you look like now, i'm scared for the next time i'm gonna see you because idk how i'll feel after not talking to you for so long

i miss you so much even though i feel like i shouldn't. it feels so wrong yet so right. i can't let go of the thought of you and what we once were. i love you but im afraid you don't anymore. i hope you can be happy and i wish you the best cam.

i know i should probs be over you by now but theres too much love. come back home please. i need you to make me laugh and smile again x

i still miss you sometimes but i also know that week of us not talking was a week when i was doing the best i had been in a while

as much as i agree with you about how we will end seeing eachother again and maybe being friends i dont think i should talk to you until i'm ready to, its better for me

it hurts to watch you constantly choose her over me. i swear im not jealous im just sad...ive tried for years to make you love me but you can love her so easily.

I saw a future with you but I didn't realize how important you had become to me until it was too late. I hope your new place treats you better than here

You told me you don't like me back in that way yet still love for me and show me im worthy... could we hopefully be something in the near future? i have been in love with you since we met

i wonder if you ever did mean it when you said you loved me those few times,did you ever actually love me?did you want to?did you at least try?

You fucked up my life. You're the reason I can't trust the people I love the most. I still hurt to this day, years later, and I hope someone fucks with your heart the way you fucked with mine. I try to move forward but it's so goddamn hard. I hate you and I don't think I'll ever forgive you.