Unsent messages to BRYAN

You told me you couldn't do long distance when that's what we'll be for the next two years. You didn't want us to break up but it feels like our relationship has a death sentence waiting for the day you decide to leave.

You told me over the phone that you may never love me. It shattered my heart and since that day I have been terrified of loving you of letting you close.

I am terrified to love you because I know someday you're going to hurt me so badly. If I love you, I know it'll hurt so much worse.

You taught me what it was like to be loved when I didn't know I needed it. I hope that if you ever feel unlovable, you'll remember that there is someone out there who still loves you with her entirety. I hope you find the happiness you need and that one day it'll be the right time because you were the right person.

I always thought it was going to be you and me until the end. I was the one that always apologized when it should've been you. I'll never forgive you for wasting my time and breaking my spirit and heart. We can't even be friends anymore. I'll never tell you this, but it still hurts seeing you without me by your side. I loved you unconditionally. You loved me because I was there.

i’m so in love with you right now. please don’t break me. i honestly don’t think i will ever be the same if you were to break my heart.

I shouldn't have sent that message, I don't know what I was thinking, I feel like that ruined everything, I miss talking to you, staying up late saying nonsense, I made a mistake, right? ruined everything. However, it reassures me to know that you never felt what I felt for you, so this is my farewell, I love you

man fuck you . you dont know the HALF of the emotional turmoil you caused me and i just DONT FUCKING KNOW sometimes you act like i am the one making the distance between us but you left. idk. maybe i am more to blame but it still hurts.

I miss you. I need you. You promised me you’d never leave me and that we’d always be friends no matter what happened between us. But of course you left. And the sad thing is that everything was completely fine with us. You left me for her, for my best friend. But I still love you and will still always be here for you like I promised... even if those promises we made meant nothing to you, they meant something to me.

you left me at the worst time in my life and didn’t look back. u broke me yet i still care. you lost me i didn’t lose you.

you were so self-centered and only ever thought about you. you never realized but the things you said to me as a "girl best friend" were so hurtful yet I'm still sorry I ghosted you randomly.

We didn’t even say goodbye. you just left. I have so many questions. I hope it was worth it.
goodbye.

im sorry i left you just like that.. i was struggling so bad at the time. i regret it but its too late now. i hope ur happy. :)

You once did make me the happiest girl ever , now I’m questioning if I’m the only girl you’ve made happy.

I will always love you :) even we're already brake up i will still love you always ,your'e the best person i have:)

yk i’m in love with you right? i always loved you and i will always want the best for you. yes ik you moved on but i don’t move on as fast as you do so i need time but i won’t bother u again i just want u to know if u ever need someone i’m always here.

i’ve loved you ever since we met. and i will always love you i just wish you would actually love me atleast a lil

i knew i was gonna have a special connection the day i met you and i was right. but didn’t know i would fall in love with you.

your actually ignoring me.. i mean i think you have a girlfriend, but i still wanna talk.. i loved you.. and you left me, with no one..

i remember back then when we always competed- and i mistook that as toxic. i hope that some of the stuff that i did doesn't affect the present now

Give it up bud. She’s in a healthy and happy relationship. You had your chance and ruined it, move on. Don’t disrespect my relationship like you have been. Keep it movin tho! It’s sad man?✌️

you made me cry and question my worth every night. you made me feel at my lowest point and as if i could never come back at it. but because of that, i would never be where i am today with the most loving boyfriend.

I love you. I would always hug you. I would kiss you every night. I would listen and support you in everything. I LOVE YOU.

Contigo aprendi de la peor manera, que era estar enamorada, simplemente me dejaste de hablar, me eliminaste de tu vida no te deseo el mal, pero eso no se hace...BUENA SUERTE

you won't get out of my mind and heart no matter how much i try to distract myself and live my life. It's like i'm spellbound and no one seems to compare to u

it was just young love. i aspired to be outgoing and liked by everyone, and thats exactly what you were. You were cute, nice, and extremely sweet. I just realized right after, that I truly had no interest in you :( you made me feel important, and that was a first.

grade 6 was a whirl, it was fun while it lasted but you managed to make a fool out of yourself. you dated 2 of my close friends to get back at me ha it didnt work. but now i think you dont remember me at all which is pretty sad. if you'r reading this bryan h. hey whats up

i’m not sure if this is the right thing for us. i want you but i’m not sure if i can keep you much longer. the anxious feeling hasn’t left my body since i saw you. i don’t think that’s a good sign. every word i say it feels like i have to be careful with it cs i just don’t wanna lose you. i’m still so confused and i don’t want it to be like last time, i don’t wanna be the one you lie to.

I cried harder than I ever have tonight. I never wanted to see you walk away, especially not now. I wanted you here forever, I’m sorry I couldn’t be what you wanted.

you completely messed with my head and you'll never know. you made me look a fool and got my hopes up thinking you actually liked me, when you probably just think i'm immature. it's been months and i've told myself everyday that i'm over you but everyday I still think about your face and the times I caught you looking at me.

I have liked you since we were kids and i can't think of anyone else to make me happy and smile like you made me .

i love you so much but it feels like the feelings aren’t mutual anymore. i love you more then i love myself and it feels like you just got used to the love i would show you to the point where you dont show it back anymore and that hurts me.

Hey...I know you don't feel the same way but I like you :) I've been liking you for a long time :) um yeah BYE-.

why did you lead me on? you knew how I felt and left me for someone else, you promised me you would stay with me

sometimes i just think im never good enough for you. and that i cant be as good as what you had before. yet i’ll always love you. most.

Sometimes when someone holds my hand my brain thinks it’s you again, and it fills me with happiness to know your back. in the long run i already know your gone..

when you broke up with me in june i cried myself to sleep for almost a month. it still hurts sometimes when i think of you. i miss you on most days. i try my best to not think about you but i just cant seem to get rid of you.

I still love you I never stopped and I don't think I can. All the things u have done to me but im still here i want to feel wanted, appreciated, and loved is/was that too much to ask for?

you make me feel a way i never felt when i first met you we talked for hours until it hit 3am. i miss that. i really do. i love you but you aren’t really showing like u do back which makes me feel like a fool. i guess it was because you got your phone taken? hahahahah. but actually when you text me it lights up my whole day knowing that u sent me a message even tho you lost feelings for me i’m thinking. u are the one i want to spend my life with. i read your paragraphs when i’m numb and i told you, and all you said was “really? numb pussy” :) but yeah ig there is so much beautiful girls so i know why you would lose feelings just know i love you.......

i hate you , you took a piece of me during our relationship i regret it all. you took my first kiss when i was clearly not ready. you forced everything you broke me into a fragile person.

Red reminds me of what we were beacuse we were so powerful yet so destructive. Why would you just leave the way you did? I hate you.

Thank you for teaching me how to truly love, what true pain feels like, and most importantly, how to grow independently.

You told me things I had never heard. Ill never forget how much fun we had, but I will also never forget the true pain you willingly put me through. I wish things were different, because we met for a reason. I guess this is the end.

you never deserved people making fun of you, and i can't stop thinking about talking to you again to try and repair the damage.

I wish things weren’t the way they are. I wish I could care about you in the way I want to and not in the way I have to.

He recorrido cada lugar al que fuimos tratando de recrear momentos nuevos, pero es imposible no pensar en que debería de estar ahí contigo.
Tratando de llamar tu atención, pero quedo como una estúpida ante tu ignorancia

hey monkey :) you gave me ur hoodie in this color teehee. i really wish we lasted as i think we couldve been so much more and i would love to have gotten to know you more and just spend time with you. thank you for being my superman

I'm really proud of you dummy, I'm proud of us for how much we have grown this past year. You're the yearly subscription I would go into debt for.

I’ll never understand why I was able to love you to depths that I couldn’t love myself.. you were the one. Why wasn’t I yours?

I still love you. Things didn't go the way I wanted and we did this all young but you are truly my first love. I truly saw a future with you. I know your with someone new and its been 5 months since we broke up but you texted me and I believe you still have hope and that you are coming back. I wish I knew how you felt but I'm so glad we're talking again you don't understand how happy you make me...