Unsent messages to BRYAN

Why do I have to miss you

I miss you too and think about you all the time

my first love, i’ll always love you no matter what

I love you.

Im sorry for hurting you. I hope we’re together in another universe

Seeing your texts make me smile. You’re so cute. Shame you don’t like me back. Or?

you're the one that got away. i only wish you the best

<3

You don’t know how scared I am at the fact I am in love with you.

why are you so different now?

please come back, I'll be better this time

i wish we talked it out.

i miss you still please come back

Wish I could tell you how I feel. But I don't want to ruin anything between us.

you’re the only one i’ll evr want . <3

do you still like me?

youre a living dream. how lucky am i to even know you.

I cant stop think about you, but i also cant go back to what we used to have.

I pray for you everyday, and everynight. I miss you.

I miss you, I miss how good I felt in your arms, I want to try it again.

I wish u were ready

thank you for showing me what a healthy relationship is. i love u

I hope you realize how bad you treated me and made me feel just to protect your ego. I love you.

i still and always will love u. no matter what happens or what u do

if only you knew how much I liked you and how insane I went over you

is it bad i still miss u lol.

i miss you more than ever, ur still all tht i want

I hope one day you feel sorry for it, but somehow I still find myself hoping that you are happy.

i miss u lol is that crazy??

sorry that i liked your bsf & not you

give me a chance i think we can work this out.

u were too good for me. im sorry

i will forever love you, please come back

so why ? why do I still smile at the thought of you ?

Our almost or what could’ve been will stay with me always

you’ve taught me what love should feel like. thank you<3

i think it’s time we start actually dating

i hope we grow closer as the seasons change

I still love you after all these years

i will always care about you

i like you but he's still in my head

i miss you:( hope i can move on as fast as you could

stop messing up and come back to me already i miss you

I hope she's treating you the way you deserve to be treated :)

*For the first time in a long time, I don’t spend every second of my day thinking about you. I’m finally starting to move on, yet I find myself thinking of you when it’s late, and especially when I’m in a difficult place that only you knew about. I wish I had told you all this. Maybe then, we’d be alright.

Did you know that I used to be afraid of the future — growing old and dying? But when I was with you, I wasn’t afraid of anything. I would try to force myself to be scared of the future and I felt nothing. I felt so safe with you.

Hola... Sé que no tienes tiempo de esto, pero sabes, te quiero más que a nadie, y aunque siempre lo negué, en el fondo sé que si me gustabas. Lamento no ser la chica rubia, ni la chica lista que buscas, mucho menos ser la chica con los mismos gustos musicales que tú, pero jamás dejaré de quererte como te quiero... Nadie me cuido como tú, nadie me escucho ni trato de entender como tú... Solo quiero que sepas, que ese día yo sí quería salir por un café, hubiera dado todo por hacerlo, quería abrazarte y decirte adiós... Pero no puedo ¿Recuerdas que te ví de nuevo? No pude decir nada, tenía miedo, y aún lo tengo, sé que probablemente me quieres lejos y está bien, te extraño, y aunque tú a mí no, jamás voy a olvidarte.

Gracias por ser ese mejor amigo, por ser esa mejor amiga que no tuve, por abrazarme cuando me venía abajo, gracias por ser tú, gracias, gracias por todo. Te llore todas las noches desde la última despedida, y lo seguiré haciendo, esperando tu regreso, cuídate.

Gracias, Bryan.

you said "i love you" in portugese because you were too nervous to say it in english, then how come you had no problem saying all those cruel things in english too?

You were my first love. You made it so memorable thank you so much, I really didn't deserve you. Even when we weren't able to see each other for most of our relationship, I'm still very thankful for all the times we were side by side. I've had crushes before and dated before, but I truly believe you were my first love. I miss you and still love you. I'm sure, very sure you have by now moved on but I'll be very glad if you did. So then I know i'll never be yours again and move on as well. I remember that night when someone told me that you liked me. I was so happy and had so many butterflies I couldn't sleep that night. That very second I added you back I was so nervous to send that first text. I recognized you ever since 7th grade. I'd see you pass by in the mall or seen you in band concerts, I remembered your face, but never your name, until 8th grade. I would of never guessed that we'd end up like this. In the future, If we end up talking again, I want you to know I never want to date again, I simply cannot, because I just know the second time will be too much to recover from, we just can't anymore, I'm sorry.
Your smile, your eyes, your laugh, I loved everything about you, I still feel weird expressing myself haha :D). Never got to send you that playlist I made for you oops :0. I'm sorry I always rejected your compliments, I loved them so much, I loved it when you called me pretty, It's my favorite adjective ahaha. I'm sorry I said I didn't believe you when you said you loved me. A part of me told me to believe you, because every small gesture you gave me always said "i love you". But another part of me felt like I was being lied to, like you were saying that just because, with no actual intention. This was nothing to do against you. I've been lied to numerous times please give me some patience.
There's something or more like somethings I wanna ask you.
Do you know what my favorite color is? What about when my Birthday is, or my zodiac sign?
What are my goals in life, Both academically and emotionally? What are some of my favorite snacks? Favorite shows? Favorite hobbies? What was my past like? But more importantly, what was something about me that made you fall in love with me, that is if you were in love with me. Sometimes I wish I never met you so I didn't have to lose someone that is so cool, amazing, adorable, relatable, attractive,
and so many other things I simply just cannot describe and put into words. So this is what it's like to be in love. You've already had your first love and you were already someone else's first love, I guess you could say I next on that list ahaha :P. It really does hurt when I know damn well I wasn't someone's first love :D. This is all I wanted to say. I know you might never read this but at least I finally put it into words, or tried to. Bye bye please take care and always appreciate the small things in life Bryan, It'll definitely change your perspective in life. Love your next lover like there's no tomorrow, like there is no hope in tomorrow, as if you might never see them in person again, always make sure your last words to them are I love you. :D))

I didn't know I was truly capable of love until I found you, I also didn't know that your love was capable of causing such heartbreak. I hope one day you realize how good I was for you. You'll always have a place in my heart, my favorite fish.

sometimes when you meet someone you can immediately know how bad a person is going to break you but you still love them anyway

I want you to be my light so badly, but I'm afraid of the future. I want to let you in completely but I'm not sure if I can fully trust you yet.