He recorrido cada lugar al que fuimos tratando de recrear momentos nuevos, pero es imposible no pensar en que debería de estar ahí contigo.
Tratando de llamar tu atención, pero quedo como una estúpida ante tu ignorancia

Thank you for loving me for more than I deserve. Thank you for putting up with me and for being the sweetest boy I have ever met. Thank you for the respect. Thank you for the care. The love I have for you is always hard for me to say but I love you.

Contigo aprendi de la peor manera, que era estar enamorada, simplemente me dejaste de hablar, me eliminaste de tu vida no te deseo el mal, pero eso no se hace...BUENA SUERTE

I wish things weren’t the way they are. I wish I could care about you in the way I want to and not in the way I have to.

I’m in love for the first time since you but you’re falling apart. I don’t know how to help you. I’m sorry.

you never deserved people making fun of you, and i can't stop thinking about talking to you again to try and repair the damage.

I love you. I would always hug you. I would kiss you every night. I would listen and support you in everything. I LOVE YOU.

You told me things I had never heard. Ill never forget how much fun we had, but I will also never forget the true pain you willingly put me through. I wish things were different, because we met for a reason. I guess this is the end.

We didn’t even say goodbye. you just left. I have so many questions. I hope it was worth it.
goodbye.

Thank you for teaching me how to truly love, what true pain feels like, and most importantly, how to grow independently.

I didn't know I was truly capable of love until I found you, I also didn't know that your love was capable of causing such heartbreak. I hope one day you realize how good I was for you. You'll always have a place in my heart, my favorite fish.

i’m not sure if this is the right thing for us. i want you but i’m not sure if i can keep you much longer. the anxious feeling hasn’t left my body since i saw you. i don’t think that’s a good sign. every word i say it feels like i have to be careful with it cs i just don’t wanna lose you. i’m still so confused and i don’t want it to be like last time, i don’t wanna be the one you lie to.

you made me cry and question my worth every night. you made me feel at my lowest point and as if i could never come back at it. but because of that, i would never be where i am today with the most loving boyfriend.

grade 6 was a whirl, it was fun while it lasted but you managed to make a fool out of yourself. you dated 2 of my close friends to get back at me ha it didnt work. but now i think you dont remember me at all which is pretty sad. if you'r reading this bryan h. hey whats up

you were so self-centered and only ever thought about you. you never realized but the things you said to me as a "girl best friend" were so hurtful yet I'm still sorry I ghosted you randomly.

You were my first love. You made it so memorable thank you so much, I really didn't deserve you. Even when we weren't able to see each other for most of our relationship, I'm still very thankful for all the times we were side by side. I've had crushes before and dated before, but I truly believe you were my first love. I miss you and still love you. I'm sure, very sure you have by now moved on but I'll be very glad if you did. So then I know i'll never be yours again and move on as well. I remember that night when someone told me that you liked me. I was so happy and had so many butterflies I couldn't sleep that night. That very second I added you back I was so nervous to send that first text. I recognized you ever since 7th grade. I'd see you pass by in the mall or seen you in band concerts, I remembered your face, but never your name, until 8th grade. I would of never guessed that we'd end up like this. In the future, If we end up talking again, I want you to know I never want to date again, I simply cannot, because I just know the second time will be too much to recover from, we just can't anymore, I'm sorry.
Your smile, your eyes, your laugh, I loved everything about you, I still feel weird expressing myself haha :D). Never got to send you that playlist I made for you oops :0. I'm sorry I always rejected your compliments, I loved them so much, I loved it when you called me pretty, It's my favorite adjective ahaha. I'm sorry I said I didn't believe you when you said you loved me. A part of me told me to believe you, because every small gesture you gave me always said "i love you". But another part of me felt like I was being lied to, like you were saying that just because, with no actual intention. This was nothing to do against you. I've been lied to numerous times please give me some patience.
There's something or more like somethings I wanna ask you.
Do you know what my favorite color is? What about when my Birthday is, or my zodiac sign?
What are my goals in life, Both academically and emotionally? What are some of my favorite snacks? Favorite shows? Favorite hobbies? What was my past like? But more importantly, what was something about me that made you fall in love with me, that is if you were in love with me. Sometimes I wish I never met you so I didn't have to lose someone that is so cool, amazing, adorable, relatable, attractive,
and so many other things I simply just cannot describe and put into words. So this is what it's like to be in love. You've already had your first love and you were already someone else's first love, I guess you could say I next on that list ahaha :P. It really does hurt when I know damn well I wasn't someone's first love :D. This is all I wanted to say. I know you might never read this but at least I finally put it into words, or tried to. Bye bye please take care and always appreciate the small things in life Bryan, It'll definitely change your perspective in life. Love your next lover like there's no tomorrow, like there is no hope in tomorrow, as if you might never see them in person again, always make sure your last words to them are I love you. :D))

you left me at the worst time in my life and didn’t look back. u broke me yet i still care. you lost me i didn’t lose you.

you said "i love you" in portugese because you were too nervous to say it in english, then how come you had no problem saying all those cruel things in english too?

I’ll never understand why I was able to love you to depths that I couldn’t love myself.. you were the one. Why wasn’t I yours?

I will always love you :) even we're already brake up i will still love you always ,your'e the best person i have:)

I miss you. I need you. You promised me you’d never leave me and that we’d always be friends no matter what happened between us. But of course you left. And the sad thing is that everything was completely fine with us. You left me for her, for my best friend. But I still love you and will still always be here for you like I promised... even if those promises we made meant nothing to you, they meant something to me.

why did you lead me on? you knew how I felt and left me for someone else, you promised me you would stay with me

Hey...I know you don't feel the same way but I like you :) I've been liking you for a long time :) um yeah BYE-.

i love you so much but it feels like the feelings aren’t mutual anymore. i love you more then i love myself and it feels like you just got used to the love i would show you to the point where you dont show it back anymore and that hurts me.

I have liked you since we were kids and i can't think of anyone else to make me happy and smile like you made me .

you completely messed with my head and you'll never know. you made me look a fool and got my hopes up thinking you actually liked me, when you probably just think i'm immature. it's been months and i've told myself everyday that i'm over you but everyday I still think about your face and the times I caught you looking at me.

You may have fucked me over but I loved you, you made me feel something I didn’t know I could feel. You made me happy but I don’t miss you I miss the feeling I had when I was talking to you.

I wish you knew how much i loved you. I wish you didn't tell me forever if you didn't mean it... because i meant it everytime i said it. I thought you were the one, turns out you stopped trying when i kept loving you more and more. 143 to the moon and back. I wish we would have been together forever.

I cried harder than I ever have tonight. I never wanted to see you walk away, especially not now. I wanted you here forever, I’m sorry I couldn’t be what you wanted.

man fuck you . you dont know the HALF of the emotional turmoil you caused me and i just DONT FUCKING KNOW sometimes you act like i am the one making the distance between us but you left. idk. maybe i am more to blame but it still hurts.

hope we never drift apart, even as friends. I really wanna tell you how I feel but I'm afraid it might be the cause of us drifting apart. I love you even if ur so annoying.

I shouldn't have sent that message, I don't know what I was thinking, I feel like that ruined everything, I miss talking to you, staying up late saying nonsense, I made a mistake, right? ruined everything. However, it reassures me to know that you never felt what I felt for you, so this is my farewell, I love you

i miss you. i miss everything about you, i miss our talks, our texts, everything. i hope you’re happy. i hope you’re okay.

I miss you, I hope you’re happy now and I always wished for you to tell me why you stopped talking to me

Give it up bud. She’s in a healthy and happy relationship. You had your chance and ruined it, move on. Don’t disrespect my relationship like you have been. Keep it movin tho! It’s sad man?✌️

I love you forever and I know things are never easy for us and never will be but I always want to be by your side no matter the situation. you mean everything to me.

i’m so in love with you right now. please don’t break me. i honestly don’t think i will ever be the same if you were to break my heart.

it was just young love. i aspired to be outgoing and liked by everyone, and thats exactly what you were. You were cute, nice, and extremely sweet. I just realized right after, that I truly had no interest in you :( you made me feel important, and that was a first.

you were my first love. you were my backbone. i hope you know i’m still here to this day. whenever you need me, i’ll always pick up the phone.

i remember back then when we always competed- and i mistook that as toxic. i hope that some of the stuff that i did doesn't affect the present now

You once did make me the happiest girl ever , now I’m questioning if I’m the only girl you’ve made happy.

im sorry i left you just like that.. i was struggling so bad at the time. i regret it but its too late now. i hope ur happy. :)

I'm really proud of you dummy, I'm proud of us for how much we have grown this past year. You're the yearly subscription I would go into debt for.

i know it isn’t right for us to get together and i know you want other things from me rather than a relationship but when i’m with you i feel my best and u give me an adrenaline rush i truly believe that we could be something. maybe one day we’ll come back.

I still love you. Things didn't go the way I wanted and we did this all young but you are truly my first love. I truly saw a future with you. I know your with someone new and its been 5 months since we broke up but you texted me and I believe you still have hope and that you are coming back. I wish I knew how you felt but I'm so glad we're talking again you don't understand how happy you make me...

I always thought it was going to be you and me until the end. I was the one that always apologized when it should've been you. I'll never forgive you for wasting my time and breaking my spirit and heart. We can't even be friends anymore. I'll never tell you this, but it still hurts seeing you without me by your side. I loved you unconditionally. You loved me because I was there.

you won't get out of my mind and heart no matter how much i try to distract myself and live my life. It's like i'm spellbound and no one seems to compare to u

I hate what you did to me, your a fucking liar and so good at manipulating me, all I ever did was give you everything I could and you just destroyed me, I knew I never should’ve trusted you and I should’ve known I just feel stupid now, don’t text me, don’t call me, don’t try to get in contact with me because you are nothing to me anymore.

You taught me what it was like to be loved when I didn't know I needed it. I hope that if you ever feel unlovable, you'll remember that there is someone out there who still loves you with her entirety. I hope you find the happiness you need and that one day it'll be the right time because you were the right person.

Red reminds me of what we were beacuse we were so powerful yet so destructive. Why would you just leave the way you did? I hate you.