I am terrified to love you because I know someday you're going to hurt me so badly. If I love you, I know it'll hurt so much worse.

You told me over the phone that you may never love me. It shattered my heart and since that day I have been terrified of loving you of letting you close.

You told me you couldn't do long distance when that's what we'll be for the next two years. You didn't want us to break up but it feels like our relationship has a death sentence waiting for the day you decide to leave.

I want you to be my light so badly, but I'm afraid of the future. I want to let you in completely but I'm not sure if I can fully trust you yet.

Hola... Sé que no tienes tiempo de esto, pero sabes, te quiero más que a nadie, y aunque siempre lo negué, en el fondo sé que si me gustabas. Lamento no ser la chica rubia, ni la chica lista que buscas, mucho menos ser la chica con los mismos gustos musicales que tú, pero jamás dejaré de quererte como te quiero... Nadie me cuido como tú, nadie me escucho ni trato de entender como tú... Solo quiero que sepas, que ese día yo sí quería salir por un café, hubiera dado todo por hacerlo, quería abrazarte y decirte adiós... Pero no puedo ¿Recuerdas que te ví de nuevo? No pude decir nada, tenía miedo, y aún lo tengo, sé que probablemente me quieres lejos y está bien, te extraño, y aunque tú a mí no, jamás voy a olvidarte.

Gracias por ser ese mejor amigo, por ser esa mejor amiga que no tuve, por abrazarme cuando me venía abajo, gracias por ser tú, gracias, gracias por todo. Te llore todas las noches desde la última despedida, y lo seguiré haciendo, esperando tu regreso, cuídate.

Gracias, Bryan.

*For the first time in a long time, I don’t spend every second of my day thinking about you. I’m finally starting to move on, yet I find myself thinking of you when it’s late, and especially when I’m in a difficult place that only you knew about. I wish I had told you all this. Maybe then, we’d be alright.

Did you know that I used to be afraid of the future — growing old and dying? But when I was with you, I wasn’t afraid of anything. I would try to force myself to be scared of the future and I felt nothing. I felt so safe with you.

hey monkey :) you gave me ur hoodie in this color teehee. i really wish we lasted as i think we couldve been so much more and i would love to have gotten to know you more and just spend time with you. thank you for being my superman

I fell in love with you. You fell in love with her. It hurts seeing you so happy, but I’m also happy that you’re so in love with her. You deserve that

sometimes when you meet someone you can immediately know how bad a person is going to break you but you still love them anyway

i hate you , you took a piece of me during our relationship i regret it all. you took my first kiss when i was clearly not ready. you forced everything you broke me into a fragile person.

you make me feel a way i never felt when i first met you we talked for hours until it hit 3am. i miss that. i really do. i love you but you aren’t really showing like u do back which makes me feel like a fool. i guess it was because you got your phone taken? hahahahah. but actually when you text me it lights up my whole day knowing that u sent me a message even tho you lost feelings for me i’m thinking. u are the one i want to spend my life with. i read your paragraphs when i’m numb and i told you, and all you said was “really? numb pussy” :) but yeah ig there is so much beautiful girls so i know why you would lose feelings just know i love you.......

I still love you I never stopped and I don't think I can. All the things u have done to me but im still here i want to feel wanted, appreciated, and loved is/was that too much to ask for?

when you broke up with me in june i cried myself to sleep for almost a month. it still hurts sometimes when i think of you. i miss you on most days. i try my best to not think about you but i just cant seem to get rid of you.

Sometimes when someone holds my hand my brain thinks it’s you again, and it fills me with happiness to know your back. in the long run i already know your gone..

your actually ignoring me.. i mean i think you have a girlfriend, but i still wanna talk.. i loved you.. and you left me, with no one..

sometimes i just think im never good enough for you. and that i cant be as good as what you had before. yet i’ll always love you. most.

i started falling for you on day one, when the ihop waitress obviously wanted us to leave but we were just talking, too oblivious to notice. you made me fall with every little thing you did after that, and i hate knowing that this has an expiration date. i just wish you knew how much i love you

i knew i was gonna have a special connection the day i met you and i was right. but didn’t know i would fall in love with you.

i’ve loved you ever since we met. and i will always love you i just wish you would actually love me atleast a lil

yk i’m in love with you right? i always loved you and i will always want the best for you. yes ik you moved on but i don’t move on as fast as you do so i need time but i won’t bother u again i just want u to know if u ever need someone i’m always here.

I’ll never know why you changed your mind :(

i miss u lol is that crazy??

i think im getting over u, but i know when i see u again im going to fall for u all over again..

i hate that i think if you everywhere i go. i miss you b

my first love, i’ll always love you no matter what

we could never make it work and i’m ok with that

i miss you everyday. i love you forever.
i hope ur happier now.

everyone reminds me of you. i hope we cross paths again at the right time

i js keep wishing things turned out different..that u didn't date her and saw me instead..

I rlly want to have atleast a convo with you. I love you sm, Bryan. Even if i never talk to you.

I’m sorry for doing this again, move on and forget me this time.

I miss you but you probably never think of me. you were a cool friend but u ignored me all the time

those years was my everything, yet you treated it as if it was nothing :)

Stinky, come back to my room some day and hold me.

I miss you too and think about you all the time

I miss you. It doesn’t matter how many times I check, you haven’t texted. But that’s my fault x

Its still you after years we stopped playing together

I hope she's treating you the way you deserve to be treated :)

I hope one day you feel sorry for it, but somehow I still find myself hoping that you are happy.

i go to sleep so i can see you in my dreams some more, that's the only time we speak

I’m so sorry I left w/o saying anything, u deserved better. wish I could take things back

I’m sorry I hurt you, I hope you can let go of the hate in your heart that drove me away

Thank you for being the bigger person. I'm happy you're back in my life again. I've missed you

You've always been yourself despite the bullying

do you still think about how good it was before it wasn’t?

i love you but i’m tired, it’s time to let go

I won’t accept a world where your not with me.

you expect me to heal you, but you dont even put in the effort to understand me

You couldn’t change for me but you changed for her why.?

I love you.