i’m not sure if this is the right thing for us. i want you but i’m not sure if i can keep you much longer. the anxious feeling hasn’t left my body since i saw you. i don’t think that’s a good sign. every word i say it feels like i have to be careful with it cs i just don’t wanna lose you. i’m still so confused and i don’t want it to be like last time, i don’t wanna be the one you lie to.