Unsent messages to BENJAMIN

all i want is you, everything about you is so perfect

all the poems and love songs lead me to you

I didnt know i meant that little to you

I love you more than I love books.

I pray everyday it’s me and you in the end

I’m sorry I couldn’t control my emotions

I need talk with you. I really miss us, you miss me?
ily:(

Hello handsome, I love you very much
Meow meow

We would never work, so why did I continuously stay?

i will always love you. forever and always.

u never even gave us a chance :/

Nunca voy a olvidarme de vos ni de tu personalidad que tanto me llama la atención. Siento que podrías haber manejado las cosas distinto, ambos podríamos haberlo hecho. Te pienso y te extraño más de lo que me gustaría. Devolveme mi canción favorita de la Zoe

i honestly hate you so much, no part of me misses you anymore. i hope you suffer eternally you freak.

Blue because it’s your favorite color. I drove past your house and saw you in the window, for the first time since we broke up. I’ve never felt so suffocated just at the sight of someone.

part of me hopes you don’t succeed as a singer, because if i ever hear ur voice on the radio i might crash my car.

I'm finally feeling better. Thank you for not choosing me. You've shown me who I actually deserve, and hopefully i'll find it one day

im still in love with you. i dont think i will ever truly want to let you go. i hope we cross paths again.

i miss u so much. i never truly realized how deeply i felt for u until it was too late. i think about u all the time. i know u don't feel the same and i hate that my mind can't escape the thoughts of u. i'm sorry we both fucked up. ur an asshole and have done terrible things but somehow my feelings stay the same. i want to hate u but the matter of fact is, it is the opposite. i guess this is goodbye.

i think i'm in love with you but idk if you feel the same way and i'm afraid to go forward bc of hating getting hurt.

well I guess some soulmates are just not meant to be together, I wish things would be easier but ill care for you forever

sentí que eras el indicado; que estaríamos juntos y felices y deseo tanto que fuese así;( ojalá nos volvamos a encontrar...

i think that maybe it's time for me to move on, if you wanted to be with me you would've said something by now

fue raro nunca pude decirte lo que sentia por ti, te juro que traté de hacerlo pero yo sabía que tu no me correspondías mis sentimientos hacia ti, nunca entendí porque te alejaste de mi, sentí un vacío enorme, no sabía que hacer, fuiste mi primer amor, bueno eso creo, pero ya comprendi, nunca "nadie" me había tratado como tu, me hiciste sentir especial, gracias a eso tuve una cierta dependencia hacia ti, pero ya comprendo todo ahora, Así que GRACIAS, por hacerme sentir tan especial, con una sola mirada o con el simple hecho de estar ahí, pero ahora es tiempo de dejarte ir, gracias pero ya no te necesito, Hoy te dejo ir, GRACIAS, siempre estarás en mis recuerdos más bonitos, aunque hubo dolor en ellos, GRACIAS. atentamente :panchi :3

I loved you more than anything in this world, you were in my darkest days when no one else did. When I told you what I felt, a year had passed since the last time we spoke and I still miss you

Te extraño mucho , espero que tú también me extrañes , los días son tan aburridos esperando tu mensaje diciendo que me quieres , te amo benjamín, te amo más que a nada y ten por seguro que nunca te olvidaré

i know we‘ll never get back to normal and i know you never think about me.. but i think about you all the fucking time.

sometimes when we have eye contact I feel like the you I loved is still in there somewhere. but I know it's gone, and the me who loved you is gone as well. things are never going to be how they were, and that breaks me.

i thought about you last night, I came to the realization that you're not gonna be there for new years eve, I whispered everything that i never got to say to you, i don't know why my chest feels so heavy with every day that passes - it's completely stupid

I love you. I love you and it’s weird. I’ve never felt that way before. Every time I think you’re gone, you come back. And I don’t want to chase you out of my heart. You make me feel, vulnerable and alive. I love you and it’s weird.

I had the biggest crush on you but never had the confidence to tell you . Even after graduation I thought about you from time to time . I once saw you in public and was going to ask you for your number but I decided not to in the end . I knew you never would have liked me back so I saved myself the embarrassment . I remember how cute I found your laugh ,I hope you are doing well .

i hope u know who this is. i have an eating disorder now because of u. u made me feel so fat, useless, and shitty. I lost 15 pounds in 2 months when we were together. i still cant eat a whole meal. and you call me selfish for wanting to break up with u so i could finally be myself. i got so sad. i couldn't even recognize myself. i pushed everyone away because i was scared i was gonna hurt them. i did love you. i love myself now, bitch.

you ruined everything innocent and clueless in me way too soon and i hate you for it but i hate myself more for letting it happen to me

i know we weren’t meant to be but apart of me is still wishing for you to come back, it’s been 2 years.

everything you do, i love. please realise how much i care for you. i am so in love- i hope you never leave my side.

not even my own family can touch me without me freaking out. being in a relationship doesn't = consent

I would never expect in my life you would have made such an impact on me. i will never ever tell you how i feel about you because if i did you would stop talking to me and think i’m weird. but i have times where i do miss you and just the feeling of being with you but this is probably dumb that i’m writing this because no one will ever read it but i love you.

Se q si rgrso cntg me vas a volver a dejar y no me quiero volver a romper pero al mismo tiempo quiero estar cntg

You probably won't ever see this... or ever read this, but I do like writing letters to people, so why not? We met spontaneously and out of pure luck, but I feel like our encounter was meant to be, even if it was for a short while, and even if we're not destined to meet again. It's me, the girl with the blanket! I predicted that you'd become very successful with your career and that you'd find true happiness within time. I still believe so. Hopefully, you haven't forgotten about me by now, but it's okay if you have. Your voice was very charming and maybe one day, I'll find one of your streams. We might be strangers now, but I hope that I was able to provide you with some kind of happiness, even if it was for a short while. I wish you all the best with your streams and if you continue to grow, don't ever forget about me. :)

quisiera saber qué pasó contigo, cómo te ha estado yendo... quisiera saber si en realidad te llegué a gustar. me quedé con muchas dudas desde que decidí alejarme de ti porque ya te gustaba samantha.

— Giselle A. / Nestor to: Benjamín Storan / Nico


@stardolcce / ig

i thought that i loved you, you were my first heartbreak and i tried to make you feel the same way i did for you. and i couldn’t but it’s okay i know you were going through stuff and even though you could’ve just told me from the start that you weren’t ready for a relationship but i forgive you and hope you’re well.

I will never forget the things we did together and I hope the next girl will make you happier than I did.

I will never forget the things we did together and I hope that the next girl will make you happier than me.

i wish i could say that i was over you, but something just keeps me from letting go. i need you, ben.

(Elegí el rojo porque sé que te gusta) espero que podamos volver a hablar como antes, te extraño cada día más y sin duda ya no puedo sin ti. Te amo con todo mi corazón y perdón por terminar nuestra relación de esa forma

Desearía poder sacarte de mi como tú lo hiciste, el problema es que no quiero ya que tú me hiciste a mi y eso es todo lo que me queda de ti

I know you’ll never see this but I miss you a lot and don’t know what to do because you hurt me and I know you don’t like me at all anymore

Pienso en ti bastante seguido, me habría gustado que lo nuestro llegara a algún lado
te quiero mucho y te deseo lo mejor
estés donde estés

i was just a kid when i fell in love with you. and as much as i wish it was reciprocated, i know it isn't. but i still love you. always have, always will.

Puedo superarte, y lo estoy logrando, pero cuando hago cosas con otra persona no siento la misma sensación que sentia contigo.. yo queria que fueras tú tu y solo tú en mi vida.. porque me hiciste esto?.

You hurt me, being with you was cutting me off to something.
while I was at home loving you but at the same time questioning me, you were with your friends, denying me and humiliating me.
What hurts me the most is that I trust you, risk everything for you.
I miss you but you're not going to have me even if it kills me